I love my friends and family but if they ask me these questions once more I may scream! I don't want to say what I have because it's embarrassing (and no it's not an STD LOL) but it's a virus that can take 3-6 months to go away. So no I won't feel better in a week. No matter how many times you ask. And asking me all the time is not helping me AT ALL.

I feel like they are nagging me to get better, which is not helping my stress level, which I need to keep under control in order to get better. See the problem?

I know they mean well, and I know they are uncomfortable around me right now, but there isn't much I can do about it. I'm uncomfortable too, believe me. For the first time in my life I am wishing that time would go by faster! Usually I bitch that life goes by so fast, but right now I wish I could fast forward time by 3-6 months. Ugh!

This has to be the most unsexy blog post ever! LOL



BTW No I won't be posting new pics any time soon. I've never felt more unsexy in my life lol

I am having a bit of a health crisis right now and it is forcing me to make some life style changes. Changes that I should have already made by now.

Apparently burning the candle at both ends, and stuffing all the stress that builds up way down deep so you can ignore it, is not so good for your health! Who knew? lol

Truthfully I did know, but I thought I'd have time to deal with it later, like when I retire. lol Guess not.

Anyways, all this made me think of the last time I felt this way about my life. That was 12 years ago, when I first joined NN! Back then I had a lot of stress too, but for much different reasons. This site helped me deal with that in a way that I can't easily describe, and it goes way beyond orgasms

This site has always been about much more then sex for me, from day one I knew this place was different. So my number one stress management tool is going to be this blog again. I always liked blogging and it was wonderful to vent without family seeing it lol

So I'm back bitches!


Sorry, I just always wanted to say that lol

MWAH!

I really should check in here more often ;o)

Hey! How's it going? Haven't checked in here in ages. It all looks so different here now, I barely recognize the place

I did have messages about my "lovely" cunt though, so I knew I was in the right place LOL

I've been super busy just about all the time now and it SUCKS! I miss my NN friends

Hope all is right with you all, and you have the time to be extra pervy to make up for my absence. After all, what's the point of living if you can't have kinky sex?

MWAH!
Amy

Had to come in here and blow off all the cob webs to say:

I hope all you big daddies had a great day! You deserve it!

Ours is going to be very low key this year. I have no kids left in this state anymore so no one to eat all the food! LOL

That's all right I could use some low key for a change

Enjoy yourselves!

that boiled eggs left on the stove until the water all boils off, will explode like bombs? Ask me how I know!

I think Dad's banned from the kitchen now! LMAO

/me has to go clean the egg off of the ceiling now. Oiiiiii

Some people are just selfish takers,and I always want to believe the best about people. It bites me in the ass A LOT. You'd think I'd learn! This one was a nine year lesson for me, and it hurts

Much more their loss then mine though, so oh well, hope they can live with themselves. I'll never talk to them again ever

And rung very well

Hallelujah!

If I don't have sex soon, I think I'm going to dry up and wilt away! With the move, and the health emergencies and lack of sleep it's been weeks! I don't know how single people do it, cuz I just can't. lol I guess I've been spoiled with Country cuz he's always raring to go, so sex had never been an issue until now.

The drought stops tonight! Even if I have to drug my father so we can get some alone time LOL

Seriously I have needs damn it!