Now I know I work a lot of hours I am not denying that but my God can it really be that hard to find someone for a FWB or fuck buddy. I mean ladies I will be so discreet no one will even know not to mention I have plenty to lose too. Now for those of you that want to say "why don't you get a divorce and then find a girlfriend" First of al I am NOT explaining myself to you! You don't understand why I am putting this out here and I am sure as hell not wasting my time to explain it. I am not asking for your opinion of what I am doing. Also I talked with her about this once already and she does not seem to want to get divorced so I am waiting until summer and then it might happen. In any case I really need to start having some fun!!

So Christmas Day and were going to Mom's to celebrate and she is having some friends of hers over. We know them to nice older couple, his wife is a cute kind of small women who I have always wanted to see her feet in hose since I have such a foot fetish. So they come over she walks in and after everyone say hello I see her reach down and slip off her show and put on a flat sandal that shoes her toes. Then the other foot and we walk into the family room. So for the next few hours I am treated to the site of this women pulling her hosed feet in and out of her shoes and even raising them in front of her a few times. I don't think toe nails were painted and her toes were not really lined up anymore like I would normally like them but I am so horny I enjoyed the show anyway. Would have loved to been in another room and had her whisper in my ear "I know you like feet, that is why I wore these." Would I suck her toes if she let me, why not! Merry Christmas and thanks Santa..

So 2018 has started and I am starting to think maybe this will be the year. Maybe this is the year I am going to finally get divorced because I am sick of NO SEX at all! I mean we don't even kiss or hold hands I mean she might as well be my sister or a room mate because that is how it feels. Now I have been divorced 2 times already so I know what the signs are but just can't put my finger on why this time I have not ended it already. So looking for hope this year that I find another FWB that I found a year or 2 back. She was amazing and enjoyed a lot of what I liked but sadly I fucked it up. I had not had to many FWB situations like that one and if I get the chance again I will make sure not to fuck it up again, that is for sure! Well I will try to write more in here if for no other reason that I am pretty sure she will never come in here and if she does read this, well who cares!

I am sitting watching football and these 3 young ladies walk in. the one is wearing footies that stop at the ankle. She is wearing different colors on her feet. I just saw the skin on her ankle it looks like she might be wearing hose inside of them...OMG if she is I will cum in my pants! I can force myself to cum if I see something that really turns me on without touching it. I really hope she is wearing hose because she is beautiful....

Last games of the year and I am being teased by some women with some great looking finger nail polish. If they have their fingers done bet there toes are painted same...Oh I can hope! One in blonde, love blondes, and the other has huge breasts with a low cut shirt showing them nicely. They are around my age so that makes it hot plus I think the blonde is wearing slip off clogs while the one with the low cut is in sneakers but only footies which means I have seen her bare ankle. Not enough to "pop wood" but enough to grab my attention! Actually made eye contact with the one with the low cut shirt maybe if SHE was not her might be better. BTW she has NOT been affectionate in any way so with Masturbation being my only friend any ladies out their reading this PLEASE contact me!! LOL.. Not funny but there is only so long internet porn and masturbation can go!!

Well the weather got extremely warm and some of the ladies rewarded me with some feet! I am really starting to get desperate as just about any women feet are not making my dick twitch! If you have not heard already I am married to a ice burg in that she is no longer interested in stroking me or doing anything else! I have even resorted to Craig's list looking for anything. Ladies if you near the Chicago land area I am available to playing! Really wish I could find someone to milk me! I really miss the feel of a women's hand especially if she is putting her foot in my face or even dominating me! Telling me shut up and suck her toes as she does whatever she wants to my cock...Makes me hard just thinking about it!

I saw a goddess yesterday at BWW. The best part is I think she caught me staring at her feet! But God they w for her feet were beautiful! I mean if it were just me and her in the room I would have whipped it out and masturbate like crazy for her feet and toes. I really wish I could find women in IL that would like to have their feet licked or toes sucked. Don't care if they are married either. But this girls toes were great only thing missing was some polish but man I wish you guys could have seen them!!

So started working on another car today that needs some work and as I was finishing up I ran across a pic my daughter gave me of them as a young family. My first wife has had some major issues in her life but when I look at the picture and how young they all were I started looking at my first wife. Remembering how we were in bed together. As I remember this when we were younger she catered to what I like so she would wear teddies, hose, and paint her toenails red. She knew the red toe nails drive me wild! So I remember as we would be hot and heavy, sliding in and out of her. Her feet up near my face usually one on my face and then in my mouth to suck on. As I sucked toes one time I remember her asking me if I was close to cumming. I moan yes and shook my head up and down. I did not think much about it as I just thought maybe she felt my cock throb and she knew what was coming next. What I did not know was that she was about to add something new to sex life. So get back I nod yes and as I trust into her she trust into me! I did not know it at the time but she had positioned her hand and finger so that when I got ready to cum she was going to make sure to get some extra! So as her finger went up my ass I just stopped and looked down. Has I did I shot real hard and as I looked into her eyes she just smiled and pushed a little deeper asking me enjoy it? Afterward while we laid together she asked me again if I enjoyed what she did and I said surprisingly yes. She said good so from then on I never knew what she was going to do what we had sex. Every now and then she would give me "the finger" looking back now if we were still together I would probably be tied to the bed her foot in my face her stroking my cock and maybe fingering my ass when she wanted. I think she would probably enjoy the fact I enjoy being tied to the bed so much now. Sadly current wife has no interest in any sex anymore so ladies in NW Illinois if you are looking to spice things up or maybe like me your in a dead marriage email me let's talk! Maybe we could help one another out.

I am sitting in my favorite spot for Sunday watching my games have seen some beautiful women's feet today. Some have been so good I wish I could have opened my pants and jacked off right in front of them! The main thing I miss about summer is all of the women that will be covering their feet and toes because it is too cold . But I can enjoy for now!

Well being such a nylon foot guy QVC is having a show on shoes so just waiting for them to show women in hose wearing shoes hopefully one of them will be sandals but none yet. Any ladies that would like their feet rubbed or more leave me a message..