Well I just did a quick update of my profile. It was really about the way I felt before. Had to change it to the way I feel now.

I have been on NN for about 3 months. Just browsing and not sure what I really wanted. I then revisitied some of my NN favourites. Specifically 'beachdreamz'. Her blog is long and extensive. That got me thinking. I really should get my own blog going. That you 'beachdreamz' for making me realize that I have to give soemthing back to the people of NN.

Well, I think my profile says about all the specific details of me. I broke up with my girlfriend in August of last year. We have remained friends. Mainly because I also get along with her two boys and we still do things. About two weeks after we broke up she said to be that she did not realize how much she took me for granted. That I was always there and she did not have to worry about me not being there. I think we were both hanging on to the relationship for the wrong reasons and I just finally worked up the courage to end it.

It has taken me this long to realize that I need to move on. I'm far from good as faults go. But I have need to find out if the problems my ex and I had were a conflict between our personalites or a problem with either of us. I may have to change my ways if I determine that what I do does not attact women and want them to be around me.

I'm getting down a bit so I'll sign off before I get to negative.

Thank's for listening if anyone actually reads this.

OutActivity