When my wife and I first met in college she was sexier than hell. She loved fucking and was a pretty good cocksucker too. For example, once we went to an adult movie theater together. She wore a long coat with absolutely nothing on underneath…that was a wild night. We eventually got married. When she was pregnant with our first child she was hornier than hell during the pregnancy. After the delivery her desire for sex diminished a bit. I assumed that to be only natural with all that comes with caring for a new born. Even so we had (or at least I did) a lot of erotic moments as she’d let me nurse from her. I loved it when she’d jack me off while I was sucking on her big milky breasts.
Anyway, let’s skip ahead.
Over the years, year by year, she became less and less interested. Plus, she only wanted me to please her. Finally, several years ago, she told me she does want to have sex anymore. Period. Now, she won’t even give me a handjob.
I can’t leave her because I’m too sick. For reasons I don’t want to bore anyone with, I can no longer drive and am wheelchair bound. Other than masturbating, which I do enjoy, I haven’t had any sex in years! I always thought these would be my “golden years,” but they’ve been anything but. If not for this website and others like it, my sex life would be total rubbish and worse than it is now. I yearn for the intimacy of another human being, female, or at this point even male. |