As is becoming usual, I waited until The Wife would be waking up (sort of) and went in for a cuddle and fuck. It was not as amazing as last week, but it was decent. Still not sure if she is doing it to keep me around or because she really wants sex.

Well, I / we had planned to to fuck Friday night, but I was too worn out and fell asleep as soon as I got in bed - just did not have the energy for it, oddly enough, the same thing happened Saturday night (I am working too much) Sunday morning comes around and I get up at my normal time and sit on the computer and watch tv for a while then around 8 I go back to bed and we end up having pretty incredible sex. She blew me and I ate her then she blew me more (pretty aggressively) and I could tell she wanted to make me cum from the BJ so I started fingering her and rubbing her while she blew me and we both ended up cumming at about the same time. I will call this one quite unusual in a number of ways, first that she was actually making noise while I was eating her and showing enjoyment which is a bit rare, second is that I did not cum in her pussy which is my preference. While she did make me cum from a 'BJ' she does not swallow or really let me cum in her mouth so it is a combination of a BJ and using her hand, but it was quite pleasurable.
She seems committed to being sure that we have some type of sex at least weekly, so we will see how this progresses.

Well, I believe we fucked again Friday and again Sunday morning. She has been more 'touchy - feeley' but we have been there before and it did not lead anywhere. We will see how the next months go

Well, I ran out of patience - again - almost 2 years after I wrote her a letter while on vacation making clear that I am done with the lack of sex and affection not much had changed. More affection, but precisely NO MORE sex - like exactly the same number of times which is odd. I wrote a almost 3 typewritten page missive to her saying that this was not how i intended to live. It upset her and she said she thought we were doing better but I pointed out that although she was more affectionate, bedroom habits had not changed and I was planning to move back to our upstairs bedroom. We spent the evening talking a bit and I ended up staying in our bed. We had an extended discussion about my occasional ED issues and the pills that I have to resolve them. We did have decent sex and she has promised to make sure that it is a weekly event assuming we are both up to it. From what I could takeaway, we are for the most part sharing responsibility although she still has to fully acknowledge that she created this issue in the beginning.

Well, I was wondering if the frequency of sex has improved for me in the last few years and the answer is not really. 2021 we fucked 17 times and so far in 2022 it has been 15 times. I guess this will equate to a slight increase this year, but n where near what I would hope for. I am having some ED issues but I believe that is partly due to some of my meds and also due to her apparent lack of desire.
My plan is to address this again, but I am not sure of where I want things to go.
Truly if it were not for my kids and more my grands, I would take a month off and just 'go somewhere' away from everyone but I have responsibilities so I cannot do that.

Well, we did fuck Sunday night, not the best, as it still feels a bit like she is just giving in to me, but it was sex. Not the way I would prefer to describe things to be honest.

L O N G day Saturday but overall a good one. Got home and was exhausted so The Wife made dinner and we watched TV. I fell asleep on the sofa. When we went to bed, I assumed (silly me) that we would continue where we had left off on Friday night, but, as expected, it was a no go. Oh, well, I do not know why I expected anything different.

Last night (Friday) we were both quite tired and when we went to bed I was prepared to just go to sleep but The Wife apparently had other ideas and started to stroke me. I admit it felt quite good, but I was tired, although that would not normally stop me, but I have a long day today and wanted to sleep. Well, she kept it up so I figured a quick fuck would not be a bad idea and rolled over to get play with her tits and get things going at which point it became obvious that she was not going to make this easy so i went back to lying down. I told her that I loved what she was doing, but could we just 're-boot' the idea tomorrow (Saturday) night. She seemed to agree and kept playing with me for a bit as we both fell asleep.
It will be interesting to see how tonight plays out.

I am not sure what happened, but this will be short as my last blog post is not showing up. but we did have a decent fuck last weekend.

Nothing happened last night except we went to sleep in the same position. I did take my little blue pill and was still hard this morning. Guess I will spend a few minutes here and get some relief.
Thanks in advance to all the NN ladies!