Viewing Member - XX-Access

When I logged in today, I found a very curious thing - I suddenly was a premium member. As it turns out, a very generous soul (You all know him as a living, beating heart of this very website... it's the magnificent, uncomparable MDGuy) had bought me premium membership as a gift. Just like that. Not asking for anything in return. Well, I was flabbergasted by this showing of generosity and I feel like I should be giving back. I don't really know how, but I'll try. For a start, he once asked me to do more blogging on here, so I'll try that. In any case, to my benefactor:

Thank you very, very much. You should know that I appreciate it.

As much as I'm here any other time, anyway.

Hello, whoever is reading !

If it is of any concern to you, please take notice of the fact that - due to computer problems - I will not be able to be online for a while. I might be back early next week, though, if everything goes well.

dullest regards
XXA

Looking back it now, it becomes clear that my first blog entry is a little outdated by now. So it's time to bring this up-to-date.

A little less than a year ago, I stated that I'd post pictures of penis more or less exclusively. If you look at my personal gallery now, you'll noticed shots of just about any part of my body - So what happened ?

It all started June 5th, 2006. I can tell you the date exactly because what I am talking about is archived on this site - A blog entry by the marvelous, unmistakable and absurdly sexy Very-Very-Bad-Girl. This blog entry was titled "Why I Love Men's Bodies". Upon reading it, I really had to agree with her words. This was what a man's body should be like. This was what MY body should be like.

And so, as several times before in my not-so-long life, I decided to try to get into shape. The only difference from all those failed attempts in the past was that this time, I stuck with it. Over the months, my little routine expanded from about 20 minutes to an hour and a half on average. In September, I kicked sweets and pastries out of food habits, replacing those snacks with crisp bread and fruit.

Now, I have no illusions about the current state of my body. I know that it's not great. In fact, I'm pretty sure that it's not even really good. But it's better than it was. I'm not ashamed of it anymore, because it no longer is the result of apathy. It's my body, and it is the way it is because I'm working on it. And that feels good.

Also, some of my old pants fit again. Yay !

Okay, maybe not THAT bad, actually.

I'm insensitive, self-serving, ignorant scum.

That's all.

So it has come to this - I am one day away from posting my one-hundredth picture on this exceptional website. I have to admit that I don't quite remember what the moment of my first photo submission on here was like, but I know that I was incredibly shy and cautious about it. All I dared to show back then was cloth with a barely recognizable buldge. Needless to say, I have become a little braver then.

And the "bravery" paid off. I was rewarded with fun, strenghtened confidence and most importantly, new friends. Not a slew of friends.. Hardly a couple, in fact... but great ones. Don't you just love it when "very very bad" people turn out to be the very best ?

So, my friends and conspirers, favorites and commentators... Thank you all !

Now, to those who wonder about what my 100th submission could be... I am not sure if I will go through with it yet (so much for bravery), but I am looking to do something special - My first repost. But not quite.

This might make me the designated party pooper of the event once again, but something around here is bothering me. I see lots of (undoubtably hot) activity on here... Let's name it - Fucking & sucking of whatever orifices allow for it.
But what I hardly ever see at all on here are condoms.

I know, I know, you people decide for yourself, but let's step back for a second and consider that many kinds of uncurable and deadly disseases (including, but by far not limited to AIDS) are spreading faster than ever these days. That's right. It didn't go away. It's winning. Do you really want that ? A slow, painful death for yourself and anyone you've been with ?

Even those who don't fear death should pay consideration to all those who do. So please... Smarten up a bit, okay ?

Isn't it awfully nice to have a penis?
Isn't it frightfully good to have a dong?
It's swell to have a stiffy.
It's divine to own a dick,
From the tiniest little tadger
To the world's biggest prick.
So, three cheers for your Willy or John Thomas.
Hooray for your one-eyed trouser snake,
Your piece of pork, your wife's best friend,
Your Percy, or your cock.
You can wrap it up in ribbons.
You can slip it in your sock,
But don't take it out in public,
Or they will stick you in the dock,
And you won't... a-come... a-back !

These words, which are of course taken from Monty Python's classic movie "The Meaning Of Life" might be meant as a joke, but I've come to believe that they're also quite true - It's plain cool to have one of those things. They're fun, the look good, and they play an integral part in the system that allowed evolution to go from bundles of cells to billions of highly complex lifeforms. Think about it next time you hold one them in your hands.

As you have probably noticed if you came here from my profile, I'm one of those guys who don't really show anything except their penis on here. I'm sure that many of you find that to be annoying and lacking class, and you might be right. But in my case, I have to admit that it is for a good reason - The rest of me just doesn't look good. Quite out of shape and unattractive, in fact. I don't like it, but that's the way it is and I can live with it.

My Penis, however, looks nice. Sure, it is nothing special either, but it doesn't have to be. Sure, I have seen better ones on this site. Magnificent ones. Big, strong, veiny ones that make me anxious to see them up-close, maybe even to feel them... But while those properties certainly are a very sweet bonus, they're not needed.

My own is not too short and and not too long, fairly thick and (thankfully) uncut. And that's pretty much all it needs to be. I like it that way. It is the one part of me that others can find appealing, even attractive. Some might even fantasize about holding it, feeling it, tasting it... And that idea makes me feel pretty damn good.

It is great that this site (and similar ones) gives people like me this opportunity. So thank you, NN, and thanks to all the people who enjoy looking at a nice penis !