Growing up I was a boy very much being to be a woman I wanted to be a girl so i started secretly dressing up as one and that was it turned me feminine and i loved it now i know why i would secretly look at all my sisters playgirl and other male magazines her videos of male strippers and gay during early afternoons on summer vacation when nobody would be home for hours, putting on girl clothes and makeup and looking at all those guys nice dicks just made me want to suck one the feeling that i had was just totally uncontrollable I was really turned on and I wanted to suck cock feeling so feminine girly girl.