missing

Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
Maybe someday you'll look up
And barely concious you'll say to no one
Isn’t something missing

You won't cry for my absence, I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?
Isn’t someone missing me?

Even though I’m the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I’d die to know you loved me
I’m all alone
Isn’t someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me
But I won’t be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
Isn’t something missing

Even though I’m the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I’d die to know you loved me
I’m all alone
Isn’t someone missing me?

Been away for a while to sort a few thing's, sad thing is I didn't miss being here, missed a few people though, maybe my time to leave is now.

To those I have spoken to and made friends with I say......goodbye, take care and you know where I am if ever you need me.

M.

Seems another of my online friends have gone......

Found out on Friday Colibri has flown the NN nest, will miss her a lot, am annoyed that she couldn't say goodbye to me in person but am happy that she has gone off in search of something that we both desire......

You take care Coli, you know where I am if or when you need me and out of the two of us I hope you find what you're looking for as you deserve it!


M.

Been receiving a few messages recently saying stop being so down with what I write in my blog only thing I can say back is take time to get to know me in chat or via mail and you'll see what I'm like.

I use my blog just to put some thought's down nothing more - if they appear depressing........sorry.

Take Care.

ASL

A great man once said this:

"You can't help everybody, nor can you keep them happy all of the time!"

to which the response was:

"No, but I'll die trying!"

Sorry - thought I'd share that with you all, been thinking about the past a lot recently, all the people who have come into my life and left it - the people on here and also some in the real world. Maybe if I tried harder and lived up to what I once said then maybe they would still be around, hope they are well.

Guess what I am saying is always try your hardest - we only get one shot at life.

Take Care.

M.

Strange how the majority of people in chat are nice people but every so often it seems as though it's nutter's day out - oh well suppose to have good times in chat you have to experience the bad!

Take care all.

Slow Song's
Evanescence - My Immortal
Evanescence - Missing
Damien Rice - Cannonball

Differnt Song's
Eminem - Toy Soldiers
Eminem - Mockingbird
Immortal Technique - You Never Know


Enjoy,

M.

Hope I don't get into trouble for posting song's.


Damien Rice -"The Blowers Daughter"

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new

Aint life strange when you think about it, you can be on top of the world one minute but at the bottom of a pit the next.

Life is good at the moment for me, still miss a lot of people from here, who have left recently but guess I am one of life's worrier's so all I can do is hope they are well and wish them well for the future.

Don't know what I am trying to say here, but wish you all well for the future, remember if you ever find yourself at a low point there's always someone out there willing to give you a hand up in life.

Take care.

ASL.