this was an actual conversation I had tonight while playing a game on yahoo.Keep in mind the only pic I have on my profile is face shot and my yahoo name is not even a little suggestive.




hi

very nice picture

oh thanks

what yr name

amanda

nice

and how young r u lady

ok

a/l..u there...u busy else where hun

sorry...I live in Canada

np ..nice...and how old r u

27

very nice -single?

no

shit lol

sorry

4 what

u r a beaufiful lady

ty Where are you from

if u were not then some1 wud b out of his mind.
UK. what time is it

330

and what R U DOING UP so late


cant sleep

why?where is the man in yr life

away

and u r al alone on a cold December night

yes

does that scare u? well tell me more abt yrself Amanda

no.
why should it scare me

well winter-alone-generally

well tell me more about yr self.tall? thin? small?

memium I guess

how much? come on to yr msngr and can u make this pvt pls

no thanks

about 5'6?

5'4"

ok I'm 6'0

ic

42" chest 30 waist 36 hips black hair brown eyes. u??

brown hair and eyes

ok and??

and what?

the rest of u

just average

well like 34c-28-35?

i have no idea

what is yr bust size

it doesnt matter

u must be wearing a bra

actually no I am not

ok but when u di what size would it be and what else r u not wearing

its not important

no panties?

actually I am wearing 3 pairs

well u shud be a 34d as the picture looks - 3 pairs of PANTIES??

sure

its that cold? brrrr

yeah


freezing hun? well what else do you have on?

Yeah I am pretty frigid

well let me try warming u hun

u do hv a 34d?small nipples?pinkish or brown? curly hair or shaved

ohh well i dont use a bottle anymore...but when I did I am sure the
nipple on the bottle was brown I think

yr lips say that yr nipples shud be a nice pink hue

and I am female...why would I shave my hair?

well lady between yr legs lol

I have no lady between my legs

lol well let me try and c if I can get the damn panties off 1 by 1

oh no...they come in groups...they cant be seperated

ok..are you in yr study

no I dont go to school

well study is generally not for school going girls
in the bedroom

well if they dont study why do they go to school?

study could be for any individual.well let me slowly touch you
around yr hair, ears, lips

No My hair is greasy today. you might get oily hands

u open yr lips gently and take my finger in yr mouth and
slowly suck on it

eww no way. who knows where that fingers been

no maam....

LOL WTF??? Was he that desperate??

Wow Christmas is here and all is good.

This Christmas I knew was going to be different than the ones before and I ended up being right (go figure).
All I asked for this year was two things -neither one materialistic.

The first was for all my loved ones and friends to have something worth celebrating. It was granted to me
- my best friends 21 yr old nephew who was fighting overseas came home on Christmas eve and surprised everyone (lots of tears)
- another friend of mine who at this moment should be in the hospital recovering from a transplant is home with her kids and maybe the transplant will not be needed afterall.
-my cousin made it home in time to spend a very special day with her parents and sister- along with her new fiance
and the list goes on.
I still haven't talked to my brother yet but I suspect he has good news for me too.

My second wish -well thats kinda personal but it sort of came true and with any luck some day it will exactly what I want. I may need to alter it a bit but thats what life is about.

For the first time in too long I went to church for midnight mass and it felt good. My life is heading back in the right direction I think.

To all of you out there I hope you had some Christmas magic in your life this season and I pray everyone uses this time to let someone close to them know just how loved they are.

This isn't the Christmas of my dreams yet...that will happen the day I have a child of my own..but you know what someday I will have that and I can't wait to be Santa.

Hugs To All

.......I am not leaving NN. I am still a perv at heart. I am just not posting any nude pics for a while, or possibly ever.Like I said I have no issues with the site or anyone on it. I am just at a different stage at my life for the moment.
I still plan on chatting and being in the forum...plus I have lots of NN'ers emails and yahoo/msn nicks. I am just becoming a voyeur instead of an exhibitionist for a while.

Well...I came to a decision last night. I am not saying this is forever (I am female, I can change my mind!)
For now I have decided to pulls all nude pics from NN, and those with a face shot.
The reason? I am trying to find myself and who I am. Inside I am a good girl and in all honesty I am looking to find a "good guy".
I am by no means putting down anyone on this site. I did love NN and posting for a long time. I met a lot of gret people who I believe are like me - real, honest and friendly and have an interest in sex. I love showing off and here is a place that I can do it without being called a slut. I always knew if I found someone I would probably stop posting anyways.
Like I said, this may all change in time but for now its what I have to do. No one here has caused me to leave or so on. I will still be here to read the forum and in the chat room...lol and I am STILL single so the vids will come in handy (no pun intended)

HAHA I am so fucked up in the head. Honestly I wonder how I make it through some days =0)

I took down a lot of my pics today - basically all with nudity. I had a personal reason to do this and for now thats how it is. I am not saying they won't be back I just need to make other parts of my life right first.

I have met someone on this site who I care for more than I want to admit. No wait..I want to admit it. Its possible we will never be more than chat buddies but I don't ever want to say I didn't try. I am not naming anyone. They know who they are...as do a few close friends. Obviously they are not the full reason I am not posting since this site is where we met.

See what I mean about being effed up?? LOL I babble and go on. You would think I am drunk...hmmm mabye I should be. LOL I think having no money and being inside the house too long has gotten to me. Too bad it wasnt summer!

here is the pic for the forum thread find the bands...gla

I wanted to remove the pic from my blog so it is now a link

[url]http://www.heavy.com/heavy.php?channel=virginGame[/url]

Yeahhhhhhh I got to go visit and hold the baby again tonight. LOL boy was she crankyyyyyy but oh so cute. She is almost 9 weeks and is starting to get her own look. She has no patience, loves to be held and cuddled, always wants things her way and thinks that life is at it's best when she is naked............

wow...could be my twin. Or really all of our twins. Funny that the best lessons and truths you can learn in the world can be taught through the eyes of babies.

If a guy ever wants to know how to catch my attention...hold a baby and show how much you enjoy it. Tells you a lot about a person

To whoever did what they did and for whatever reason they did...

You completely amaze me. I don't know what to say, or for that matter how to say it....

But thank you.

Ok I have had it...with myself!

I have made a choice to stop feeling crappy and just let life run its course. A wise person told me "I also can't imagine how being upset and cranky all the time is helping it" and they were right.

I came into the chat room last night for the first time in ages and I may just find myself wandering in there a lot more. I even posted new face pics (scary I know!)

Who knows I may even get some new pics done one of these days.

Now Xmas is a very hard time for me so if I slip up just give me a bitch slap and tell me to smarten up.

So for all those who put up with me THANK YOU. To those I bore (lol if I bore you why are you reading this??)I apologize.

Now on with the pics!

OK yeah so all I do is bitch and I am about to do some more.

Ever since Saturday I have been having trouble with my mouth. I had 2 wisdom teeth pulled in Sept. Well one of the teeth was holding a filling for the tooth beside it. So of course a few weeks ago the filling fell out and having no insurance I didn't go get it fixed.
So I ended up with an infection in my mouth. I was in so much pain I haven't slept, eatten or anything in days. So luckily I got an emergency dentist appt today. Unluckily it took the rest of the money I had left.
Ever get a feeling like your life is all a big joke and you are just waiting for the people to show you where the cameras are hiding?
The worst part of it all ~ I blew up at someone I care for very deeply and I think this may have been the proverbial straw that finished it off. If you read this...I am sorry.

I've always been told that God never gives you more than you can handle. I am putting my trust in this and can't wait until this all makes sense.

So....anyone out there any good at massages? LOL I wonder if Santa can fit a masseuse in his magic red bag?