I am sitting here trying to decide whether to eb good or bad today. I already killed most of my plans when I slept in way too late.
Now do I want to go out or stay home.
If I go out I will spend mre money and I am already over my limit for the weekend, but I worked OT all week and I kinda want to let go.
If I stay home then my plans include perving, taking pics and cleaning.
Then again if I go out I can take the pics before I go and then perv when I get home..to hell with the cleaning

Decisions Decisions..what do you think???

I found out today that I too am a victim of "Tom". Several times he tried to get me to talk to him and add him to my messnegers. Even though I thought he was friends with some people I knew on NN I never felt a connection with him and never added him. But in his world I guess that didn't matter. He has been telling people that I travelled 600 miles to meet him. Which to anyone who knows me can't be possible. First off I have never been to the US and second I don't drive.
Now this info was given to me and I can't do anything one way or another and really at the most what can I say..he lied about meeting me. So no real big deal.
The reason I am blogging this is because the whole situation bothers me. In a few weeks I am hoping to meet someone from NN. Now I trust this person to the fullest, plus we are meeting on my turf and a lot of people both in real life and online know about him. But it bothers me that I even need to question it (aside from the normal precautions that is)It pisses me off to no end that one person needs to cause so much shit and got away with it for so long.
I applaude all who came forward and as well I know of another site he is on. (BTW can someone tell me is it ok to pass the info along to that site??? Or can I get in trouble for slander, etc etc)Its sad a few jackasses need to ruin it for the rest. From what I can tell NN has one great selection of some fine, decent, caring men who would never degrade a woman, much less themselves to this level.

Woohooo its finally Friday. Thank god the week is over.

/me runs in strips and grins

Good mood so time to add to my fave list--this is my things I love about Fridays list


Good blog nights -when you can bounce around thread to thread, not having to wait forever for replies

Trivia - woohoo I love trivia. I am good at useless shit..why do you think my eyes are brown?

Fast Food Day..no cooking..no more explanation needed

Beginnings-Its the start of the weekend

which reminds me...I need to work ot tomorrow so time to put the clothes back on (or least put them in a pile on the floor for the morning)

Good Night all..and Happy Weekend

*smiles* Today was better then yesterday thank goodness. Thanks for all those who put a slight smile on my cranky face yesterday. Taking lessons from a certain babe on this site*cough R..cough cough A...coughhhhh J* I am going focus on some good. So once again I am adding...maybe even repeating some happy things..

Hockey (woohooo it's back..and leads me to number 2...)

Athletes- mmmmmmmmm Don't have to be pro, guys competing is just hot

Slow dances yummmmmmmy

Happy Beer Kisses -lol I hate beer but something turns me on when a guy has just finished a beer and steals a kiss (mind you it has to be from someone I want it from not some drunk sleeze stumbling around the bar lol)

Laughing So Hard it Hurts - I went out to supper on Saturday and I did this. I had gone with two dear people to me, something I hadn't done in a long time and we laughed so hard when the waitress came to bring the bill she thought something horrible had happened cause I had tears.

Having Friends ask if you are ok when you are having a bad day...this is a great one for me. Its like a hug (although a hug would be better)Just knowing someone cares lessens the load. Somedays I think thats all I really need - someone who cares.

On that note thanks again all for the words yesterday mwahhhhhhhhhhhhh

Today was one miserable effin day. I know all I do lately is complain in my blog but I need to vent and well it is my blog.
Yesterday I go to work..we have a new worker in my dept...So now I work with this girl...her boyfriend ...her brother in law and now her Mother! Isn't that fun. Then shit hits the fan today that my dept (inc me, her, the bg, the b-i-l and mom) aren't doing enough work...this after I have worked OT every night lately. Its true we are behind...but its because there is too much being added to our schedule, not because we aren't working.
Then today my ToDo list changes 4 times....at the end I have no freaking clue what needs to be done..but the BIL attacks me, embarrasses me and leaves me cursing and throwing things. Apparently I (and no one else needs to work harder- as he is saying this....the girl is out sick for the SECOND time in a week and I am the one whos doing 11/12 shifts) I effin blew up. He told me to take it to the boss and didn't think I would call his bluff...guess what I did. Not that it accomplished much but they can kiss my ass if they think I am taking the rap for everyone. Now cause they are all family I am on the black list and have no one now at work (guess maybe thats why I am rambling on in here). Anyone know of any place hiring?? I will just about anywhere at the moment.
Finally get home and look on NN, check my pics (so what I like the comments)...only to find out the pics that were 9's last night have all been voted down. FFS. I know they aren't great but if you don't like em don't look.
Sigh I guess I am just mad at the world today. I think I need a break..from work...from NN...from myself.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
/me off to soak in the tub before I piss people off..hopefully I return later in a better mood.

WTF is up with everyone? I love this site as much as anyone else but I am tired of the same BS being dragged in over and over again.
I don't look at pics as much anymore as I am tired of the webcrap (yes I know I can use the filter..but I enjoy seeing newbies)
I am scared of the forum and so much of the shit thats associated with it at times. The forum WAS a great addition to NN but things go on there that shouldn't be allowed.
I am wondering why I put up with this crap?? My pics get voted down (as per other blogs not really an issue cause I am not out to be porn princess), I have to watch people slander my friends all to get a raise out of people, I see gays being bashed, animals being worshipped for fucking, degrading comments made against women, even members attacking members(when most times it has nothing to do with them)...and on and on and on. I know I sure as hell am not becoming a premium member until I know I can stand behind the site again.

I don't want to leave NN..all I have to do is look at my MSN/Yahoo to see all the great people I have meet here...but I feel like the gems of NN are becoming a minority.

BTW...3 blogs today...can you tell I am bored?? LOL maybe I just need a new hobby.

I just did something I hate...I responded to a troll thread in the forum. I guess maybe I felt the need to let people know how against it I am?? Anyways I found this on the net and it explains a lot

What is a Troll? An Internet "troll" is a person who delights in sowing discord on the Internet. He (and it is usually he) tries to start arguments and upset people.

Trolls see Internet communications services as convenient venues for their bizarre game. For some reason, they don't "get" that they are hurting real people. To them, other Internet users are not quite human but are a kind of digital abstraction. As a result, they feel no sorrow whatsoever for the pain they inflict. Indeed, the greater the suffering they cause, the greater their 'achievement' (as they see it). At the moment, the relative anonymity of the net allows trolls to flourish.

Trolls are utterly impervious to criticism (constructive or otherwise). You cannot negotiate with them; you cannot cause them to feel shame or compassion; you cannot reason with them. They cannot be made to feel remorse. For some reason, trolls do not feel they are bound by the rules of courtesy or social responsibility.

Perhaps this sounds inconceivable. You may think, "Surely there is something I can write that will change them." But a true troll can not be changed by mere words

The rest of the article is here www.members.aol.com/intwg/trolls.htm#WIAT

maybe instead of the happy faces, exclamation points, etc we need a troll symbol other readers can stick to nasty theads.

Well its Sunday and as usual I am bored. There is some stuff I could be (and should be doing)yet I am sitting here at the computer waiting for some excitement..sad lol.
Hmm maybe I should go take some pics-been a while since I took some news ones. I just get so frustrated when I take 50 and maybe 1 turns out.
hmmm now what kinda pics...
Shower???
toy pics??
artsy pics?
Boots pics??
A new vid?

LOL we will see I guess

HEHE its my party and I ditched it.
I ended up going out for supper mmmmmmmmmm, where we laughed so hard we were crying. Then we went to a party at the firehall with 3 live bands. HEHE what more can a gal ask for??? Firemen and musicians mmm mmmm mmmmm.
Plus the fact I drank a pint myself in under an hour..ekkk I wonder how sick I am gonna be tomorrow

All week long I have been MIA on NN and I am in withdrawl. I haven't been in chat in foreverrrrrrrrrr, or been able to perv pics. Just a few glances at blogs and forum here and there. Sooooooo...
I was supposed to work today..did I? NOPE =0)I am supposed to clean my house. Am I going to..well maybe *blush*
HEHE what I am doing....
Going Shopping
Maybe going to a movie
Then
PERVING MY ASS OFF
Thanks to kitten I now have USB eggy...but I am also going to buy batteries for my regular eggy to. As well I am buying snacks. HEHE already got enought alcohol here to keep me going for days. It will be my own lil NN beach party...anyone care to join me?