I think I am broken lol. I decided to start a workout DVD and shes kicking my ass. LOL I hurt in places I didn't even know existed! Its hard getting though the DVD but when I can't do any more I just keep yelling BIKINI and it motivates me. It has 3 levels and I am supposed to do each one for 10 days...lol something tells me its going to take me longer than 10 days to master level 1!!

Oh well its working, however slowly so thats good. Plus add in the tanning which makes my skin look good (dont bitch to me about tanning beds please - its not something I do often and dont want to spend my week in Vegas burnt) Anyways not sure if its the lotion I am using or the exfoliating face cloth in the shower but my skin is amazingly soft. I can't stop touching myself ..hehhe wow that sounds naughty.

Anyways just wanted to let everyone know I am alive..haha just to tired and sore to type much

Woot I am week 2 of being healthy and I feel good...hahahaha my boss is now my new love as he called me skinny and tanned today. I am far from skinny (and have no desire to be skinny anyways) but it made me smile anyways.

I went on a shopping spree on the weekend and bought 2 more dresses for Vegas and 2 more bikinis. Not sure if I will be able to wear them yet but thats the plan. I even started getting up at 5:30 (ewwwwwwwwww) to run 40 mins before work. It went ok aside from some crazy lady who tried to run me over - I had the walk sign and she gave ME the dirty look!!

I kinda feel like new pics but too lazy to take them. Besides I cant think of any new ideas

Thanks for the opinions on the dress everyone. I took the pics down because for the most part I don't like the way I look in them in the pics...yet I do like them in person if that makes sense.

Either way its not even supposed to be nice Saturday anymore so too cool for the butterfly dress and maybe even the black dress. But I have somewhere else to wear the butterfly one in a month or so.

I am trying very hard to lose the weight now.No pills, no fads, no gimmicks. Just healthy eating and hopefully starting Monday walking/running again. I keep putting it off because its been so freaking cold in the mornings (like even frost). I have joined a great website and on it I am doing a challenge in May to lose 10. Haha probably not going to happen but even if I lose 5 its a start. I am determined this time its all coming off no matter what.

On that note...Im freezing people...whos coming to warm me up?? Because it shows to much face to post in with pics here is a quickie

OK next Saturday I am going out and its going to be semi-dressy. Nothing fancy just not jeans type of dealy. I have two dresses I am thinking on at the moment and I need opinions

Just here to check in quickly Its Saturday people!

Something scary/frustrating as fuck happened last night. I was out after work with a guy I know. I had some running around to do and then we got something to eat and went to the movies. Anyways movie ended at 12 am so we went to jump on the subway/bus to go home - the bastards went on strike. They promised 48 hrs notice and freaking didnt tell anyone. Just shut the subway down. I was way over an hour away from home and had no idea what to do. I dont have many people in Toronto I can call for help and not to mention it was after midnight and not in the best part of town. There were a ton of police officers as people were pretty angry. I wouldn't even want to guess how many people got stranded. I just thanked God that one I wasn't alone and two that I hadn't been downtown drunk and suddenly been left to fend for myself. I can't count the amount of times I have gone out with just the amount of money I want to spend so that I dont lose any/over spend.

All I know is I just lost all respect for that Union and as far as I am concerned I hope they are xxxxxx back to work and lose everything they were fighting for. I don't mind people who fight for what they believe in but at least fight fair and don't screw the innocent parties. Jesus almost all of the people in the Union didn't even know this was going to happen. Sad and pathetic if you ask me

Woooooot Its a bright, bright sunshiny day and beachy is heading to the Beaches (an area in Toronto) for a date. I still look like Caspers whiter cousin but hopefully that will change soon. I need to spend lots of time outside this summer tanning so I don't burn in Vegas.

Side note-- anyone have a sure fire way to lose weight? Not some fad. I need it to stay off so I am not looking to lose 15 pounds in 2 days or something stupid. I am eating healthier (ok this part still needs some work) and starting monday I will walk/jog each morning for 45 mins or so. Plus I am trying to up the water intake as much as possible without drowning or embarassing myself I am aiming for 20/30 lbs in 4 months so I dont even know if thats possible.

Have a great Saturday all!

/me loving the sunshine

MMMMMM today was a bright sunshiny day, and these things made me smile:

I had on a new dress I bought last night..didn't even try it on before I bought it (haha any female knows that a miracle on its own) and I was complimented all day on how great I looked

We had some super important clients in today and I was trusted to look after a lot of the details and what not

It was sunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnny and warm. MMMM it feels so incredible to be outside with out the layers...I know its Canada but really the sexiness of long underwear, pants, under shirts, shirts, sweater and a jacket that makes you look like the Pillsbury Doughboys fat aunt only lasts so long.

Men driving around in trucks - don't know why this turns me on lately but it does. I guess truck = masculine

Men in general out enjoying the sun ...hahha without the above mentioned layers of clothes. Makes the possibiity of spontaneous fun much easier. I love summer days where you can just wander around and be free

haha 2 songs I haven't heard in a while. Yes I have them on my computer but its more fun when you hear them randomly Blame it on the Rain and Jump Around (House of Pain)

The Senators got their mofo' ass kicked last night by the Penguins (lol hockey talk)

My trip to Vegas will be booked VERY soon and there is a chance I am meeting upto 3 of my fave NN'ers!

Woot what a change having the good things in life going on for a change. Almost makes the shit worth it.

Summers coming people and that makes one happy beachy!

I dont like this week! Well wait I kinda do. The girl I work with is on vacation so I am doing both our jobs and for some reason its been super busy this week. I love jumping from one task to the next - makes the day go by so much faster. I just don't like the extra hours. I am so sleepy by the time I get home I don't even feel like getting any use of being off. I wanted to start running in the mornings again but I decided to wait until next week when the over time is done.

Anyhow...2 pics of me. They won't stay up forever but its fun seeing what people look like the odd time. Like someone said to me NN is backwards...first you see the naughty parts, then you talk and then you see the face. Maybe we should apply this in day to day life - it just may save a lot of time

bahahahaha

I am sure a lot (or everyone??) has seen this before but I hadn't and it made me laugh so..

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God you know you are lacking a sex life when the weirdest things turn you on --haha and no I am explaining that one I've been asked out some lately but I have kind of lost my faith in the male half of the popultaion lately so I have choosen to hang with my friends instead but haha yeah there are just some things friends can't help ya with. Well ok technically I am sure they could but thats not my thing. On the positive side playoffs have started as well as baseball so I am occupied...only these sports are played by men..hot -sweat-smiling-growling-sexy men. God I need some loving, any volunteers?