male part of a couple. Wife used to "date" and I enjoyed watching. Fair warning, if i'm signed on here, i'm masturbating, no longer get any sex... Well, bit of an update. Still no sex with wife and i am, as always hornier than ever. Wife (she's caught me masturbating a few times) became alarmed at how much i masturbate and had me see a shrink. Didn't really care to go but she said she'd feel better about it if i did. Well, several sessions and mucho $$$ later the shrink tells me her diagnosis is that i'm a sex addict who's dealing with that through masturbation, she has provided me with a plan to cut back to a degree. That isn't working real well, but i no longer masturbate when wife is home, but she's gone alot lol. My other issue is all my masturbating seems to be contributing to erectile dysfunction, my penis only seems to go to 50 or 60% erect when i play with it these days, maybe 4" long. Without medication i definitely am not hard enough to penetrate or maintain my erection in a woman. That would concern me more except it's been 5 years and i doubt i'll have sex again in this lifetime anyway.
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Tuesday, April 15, 2008, 1:31:42 PM- Weekend fun... | ||
Was again locked up this past weekend, in my CB2000. My wife is slowly asserting herself during these times and I love it. On Sat nite wife had me give her oral pleasure till she came several times. I love eating her, but a straining, erect penis in a CB2000 can be a bit painful! Our rule is I can't ask when I'm going to be released or when I'm going to get sex when I'm in 'lock up'. So after I'd finished her I simply stated that my boner was rather painful (hoping she'd get the hint). She looked at me and said, "That's kinda the point, isnt it?" And rolled over and went to sleep. The next day I again gave her oral satisfaction, this time she released me and allowed me to have sex with her. I must confess, I only lasted 2 minutes in her before I enjoyed an outstanding orgasm. She wasn't too impressed with that part of my performance, stating that she had enjoyed the "less messy" session the night before! I'm looking forward to the last week in April when I will again be secured... | ||
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Sunday, March 16, 2008, 11:23:44 AM- Another Lock-up | ||
The 72 hour lock up went fine. Wife unlocked me on Monday & we had great sex, she allowed me to cum deep inside her. This week her uncle passed away suddenly & she, alone travelled over 700 miles to attend the wake.funeral etc. I decided to see if she would order me to emplace the CB2000 on my genitals, and to my happy suprise, she did! So I am locked up for a second weekend, about another 72 hours depending upon when she releases me & couldn't be happier! During both these lock-ups I've had sexual dreams involving her, and I should add I've never, in 15 years of marriage had a sexual dream involving her! I took the time to write down the second & sent it to her, I'm hoping that helps get her more into this. Focusing on the keyholder IS one of the advertised benefits of the chastity lifestyle. I should add both dreams would've been 'wet' but the pain of the erection of course woke me up. I've been a bit of a mess yesterday & today, penis is constantly semi-hard and a steady flow of pre-cum has drained from it. I've had to keep it clean & wiped down or someone may surely notice! Have been constantly thinking of sex/release with my wife/keyholder & have difficulty focusing on anything else this time! | ||
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Sunday, March 9, 2008, 4:10:43 PM- Caged | ||
While in my CB2000 on Saturday I again found that I could pull my penis out of it, when my penis was flacid. I didn't pull it all the way out or play with it, but asked my wife for the key when she got home to make adjustments. I first tried going down another size on the A ring. Although I managed to get my testicles and penis into it, I found it uncomfortable to the point of painful. So I went back to my original A ring and installed the smallest 'points of intrigue'. Now there's no way to pull out, but I had 3 extremely painful morning errections, shear torture! When I told the wife on the phone, (she's at work) all she had to say was, "Too bad, as long as it works for me when I want & you're not leaving stains on the carpet under the computer desk, you'll just have to put up with it". So looks like I'll have another painful night/morning cummin up, at least I should get my release Monday. Then, with her permision I think I'll work on dulling those points!! | ||
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Saturday, March 8, 2008, 10:58:22 AM- Back in cage... | ||
Wife ordered me to place the cage on myself lastnight. I put it on, locked it and then presented myself to her. She ensured it was locked and on correctly, then told me how she "knew this will keep me good while she works this weekend." Woke up after she left with a painful AM erection, but other than that all is well. I should be getting released Monday, in the late afternoon... | ||
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Monday, March 3, 2008, 8:30:11 PM- journey continued | ||
Saturday was a busy in addition to some stuff during the day, we had a family event to go to that evening. This was the night I was giving my wife the key. After she left for the event (she was running it) I filled out a greeting card & taped the key to it. Once in it's envelope, I placed it on her pillow, knowing she'd go to the bedroom after the event to get out of her dress clothes. At that point I put on my CB2000, I was nervous as I clicked the lock into place, knowing I would be no longer the one deciding if I could remove it. I went to the event wearing a sportcoat & jeans, no one, including the wife suspected what was underneath! That night she read the card, then came to me asking if I had it on, I replied yes. She asked me to come to the bedroom & show her. I went in and took off my jeans and underwear, displaying her penis in it's new cage, it was her first time seeing the cb2000 on me. "Is it painful?" she asked. "No, I told her, "feels like I'm wearing a jockstrap that's one size too small." "Good she replied, "let's go watch some TV." I put on my flannel pants & robe & followed her. I had pictured her seeing the device & then taking it off of me & us having sex. She made no further mention of it & when we went to bed she said she was too tired for sex. She didn't offer to remove the CB2000 & I didn't ask. Sunday I was again in it all day, no sex. On Monday I called in sick, I wanted to see how long she'd leave me in it & I really can't wear it at work. We had very hot sex around 11am, cumming simultaneously, which we haven't done for along time. So I was in it for 42 hours, my longest prior had been maybe 10. The only problem was when I discovered on Sunday that I could pull my penis out. I pointed it out to her and requested the keys to put on the next smaller ring. That took maybe 10 minutes & it seems to be pull-out proof now. I have the KSD G2, but couldn't get my penis through it. I have ordered the POI in case they're needed in the future. She's still not quite as excited as I'd like her to be, but the fact that she left me in it as long as possible is, I think a good sign! Next weekend I'll be in it for over 72 hours & will post another blog after that event.... | ||
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Sunday, March 2, 2008, 7:20:20 PM- Sorry 'bout that first pic... | ||
First pic in my series ISN'T me, sorry, don't know why I posted it. The others are me. When I upgrade to premium I'll be deleting that one... | ||
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Sunday, March 2, 2008, 7:16:24 PM- New to the whole 'chastity' thing... | ||
I used to cum here to NN all the time under a differant signon, posting, doing monitors, jerking off (of course). Well wife caught me in December, found my yahoo account saw pix, emails I sent out to women etc. I thought I outsmarted her & continued my way, sometimes spending 3-4 hours jerking off online. She caught me again! This time it was serious, she thinks I'm a sex/masturbation addict, & I probably am. Initially we set up controls on the computer & I stopped taking laptop on work trips. I also am going to a counsellor & so is she. When I found out how easy that was to circumvent computer controls I told her. That was when I suggested the CB2000 chastity device. With my penis locked into it, masturbating, cumming even attaining a full blown erection is impossible! She thinks it's a bit on the kinky side, but is going along, maybe with some reservations. Well I got the CB2000 & while she was working a 3rd shift fitted it to me & tried it out, wearing it for 9-10 hours, sleeping in it. Also took some pix of me in it. While it looks like a medevial torture device, I have to say it is very comfortable, considering. It's not noticeable under even somewhat tight jeans. It almost feels like you're wearing a jockstrap & cup that's one size too small. So it's not bad, you're aware it's there, that's about it. At night the nightly erections can be a bit uncomfortable, but again it's not so bad it keeps you awake. The only other thing is you have to pee sitting down, of course the wife likes that!! Last night I presented my wife with the key to the lock, I'll post an entry about that later this week... | ||
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