Well, after last Saturday evening Sir wanted to visit me again last night. I was eager and willing 'till I had second thoughts.
Sir is married and I am in e mail contact with his wife. In fact She has taken me into sub space and beyond a few years ago.She is a Domme- mainly to males- but she enjoys women too.
Anyway, I thought if Sir was to visit me and should She ever find out then could I live with that?
Sir collared me about 5 years ago and I still feel that despite everything, I am still "His"
If you have looked at my pictures you will have seen that I have an appetite for sex/cock.Him is the one that I fell in love with, but I haven't seen him since before Christmas (another one who is attatched- shit I know how to pick them!)
Sir had the opportunity of allowing me to be in his life 24/7 yet he chose another.Why then has he come back into my life and wants to take me to places I can only remember?

My blog alows me to voice my thoughts and not expect anyone to reply or comment.
Sometimes to see the thoughts that are whizzing around in your head in black and whit can help to make those decisions whci you would otherwise avoid.

Wow!
It feels like a lifetime since I last logged into NN.
It feels even longer since I posted any pictures!
Life has been plodding along nicely for me these past few months.I am starting a new job next week and fingers crossed it will bring me lots of challenges and experiences.
Him- those who have read previous blogs will know who I refer to- hasn't been to see me for nearly 9 months(I could have had a baby in that time!) but were are still in regular contact.
A few days ago I met up with my old Master.I was collared by him a few years ago. The both our lives took diferent directions.Anyway, we chatted for a good couple of hours and arranged to meet up one evening and "experiment" again.
That evening was yesterday and I musy say he hasn't lost his touch but he has mellowed a lot in his approach since..well you know what I mean.
He went shopping and bought me some new toys and has left them here to be used only by his good self on me He used a couple of them last night on me and made me squirm before I thanked him.
Due to medical problems he is unable to get an errection but his fingers and tongue made up for that and when he left I was still in "sub space".
Needless to say I slept VERY well last night.

This could be the start of the sub in me making a welcome come back

I have deleted a previous blog and still haven't learnt my lesson!
HE ,who has been in my life for quite a few years, is back in it.We haven't met up since before Christmas and I am not sure how I will feel when I next meet him - horni no doubt

Anyway,we were chatting online and it looks like this year we will be embarking on a journey to a Dungeon somewhere for some photograps and a good S+M session for me

I aske him if there were any pictures he wanted me to take myself this weekend and post - hence a selection posted today.
I hope he approves of them.

..always makes me so horni!
Hence the latest pictures taken this morning.

Despite being a sub I am learning about the world of CFNM.I have been a regular poster on a UK based message board dedicated to CFNM for just over 12 months.
I have met a few guys for CFNM 1-2-1 and found it quite liberating and fun.I have many pictures from these meetings but not sure I should post them as they may direct away from the fact that I a true sub deep down.
I know everyone is in control of their own destiny-so to speak-but I was wondering if anyone else on NN is familiar with CFNM.



Life is for living
x x x

Here I curmmmmmmm


That's it..the time has finally arrived for my jollies.
Sunny Florida for 2 weeks --yipeeeeeeeee

I'll send you all a postcard and say a big wet Hi to Mickey too
x x x x x

HAVE FUN WITHOUT ME
X X X

The room was so silent she was sure her heart pounding could be heard down the corridor.Voices outside the room chattered about what had been on tv the night before.She wasn’t bothered about the night before.All she wanted was in his hands.

She trusted him and knew he would not let her be harmed.

The mirror in front of her reflected the afternoon sun onto the bed.The bed that was neatly made.The bed that would soon be used,just like her.Her reflection starred back at her.The new bra she wore,the virginal panties and the seductive suspender belt supporting the silk stockings he had given her only a few minutes earlier before he left her alone in the room.
When they had checked into the hotel she was sure the receptionist knew why they,she,was there.Her cheeks had flushed at the thought and her eyes looked at the pen on the desk top.Muffled voices echoed in her ears.She briefly remembered the few paces they took to the lift.He had held her hand and kissed her neck softly and whispered in her ear that there was nothing to worry about.

She trusted him and knew he would not let her be harmed.

The door opened.She turned to see him ushering them in.The first was dark haired.Her eyes looked at his face,a warm suntanned face with eyes that stared straight back at her.He came into the room and smiled at her nervously.Behind him was a shorter guy but equally handsome despite his thinning hair.He didn’t look at her but went straight to the sofa in the corner and seated himself quietly.By this time she turned to see 3 other men were in the room with him slowly closing the door behind him.Her mind added them up.5 of them and 1 of her.

She trusted him and knew he would not let her be harmed.

Good morning to one and all
I have bben experimenting-so to speak-with my camera and a photo editing programme on my pc.What do you think of the pictures?
The experimenting is in preperation for my forth coming holiday in Florida..yipee I can't wait.I wanted to get some good shots from,oops I mean of,Mickey The Mouse and his mates.
Enjoy the rest of the weekend x x

Well,those who "know" me will remember what used to happen on a Thursday.....Hey...guess what..today WAS Thursday!
No pictures as it was too intimate for a camera!
Needless to say I came,erm,once or twice(how many times?)
He finally got to use my black toy on me and WOW!
He used the toy in my wet cunt and I wanked him off as I squirmed and reached yet more orgasms.I made him shoot his hot cum over my pussy and hand.
What followed was cuddles (which can sometimes be better than any fuck!)
Thank-you my lover J x x x

Well,I have managed to get my camera back from it's strike and took a few snaps this morning.
I am getting fatter day by day,but what the heck! I am off on holiday soon to Florida and I don't want to be thinking about what I am eating there.I will loose some weight when I get back.
Maybe Mickey likes the larger pussy!