It's been a while since I've been able to say it's been a good one! It has something to do with getting some decent sleep and no huge drama in the past 12 hours.

Oh yes.. those weird sexy thoughts still continue to race through my head. Now I've got to figure out ones are do-able and which ones aren't!

Ever have one of those moments when you suddenly imagine a scenario that certainly wouldn't fit reality very well. It was one of those days.. earlier.

This time it was more of a question. Would you rather watch another couple fuck or you rather have someone watch you? Not a group scene but rather just witnessing...

It's not what you think... the weather is hot & I'm worn out with no loving in sight.

I did completely rebuild my gas grill. In a little while we'll fire it up and see if it explodes.

And I took apart my computer & thoroughly cleaned it out. When you have cats they pesky little hairs start clogging up the works and the fan processor has to work overtime. So at least I've got these accomplishments for the weekend.

Is tomorrow really Monday? Just a few more days then the wife heads out to NYC and the gloom & doom will disappear for a while allowing me to breathe!

It must have been a terrible choice to log on just before bed time. Most of you are getting loved, fucked or at lest appreciated tonight. For me.. none of the above. However, I hope it's OK to say have a great time & I'll join you in my dreams.

First of all... it's hot around here. Tough trying to sleep but I managed.

Went towork til noon then off to photograph a sports event. What would I do without my camera(s)?

I haven't been able to log onto NN in some time. Life at home really turned into a super drama effect. This weekend my wife decided that maybe she shouldn't stay in relationship. No doubt she has been battling depression for a while but it exploded in a way I've never seen before.

All I could do was help in any way I could. It wasn't pleasant! It was a horrible experience I don't wish on anyone. She wanted to leave but for the time being she just moved into the guest room. There was no way to comfort her.

Earlier in the week she got needed guidance with her therapist. She was able to grasp the concept that her depression was impairing her judgment but was unable to cope. So for now I am just living day to day not knowing exactly what she's been thinking.

There has been some improvement. The meds are helping but there is no hugs or anything that might set her off in a tailspin again. While I am no perfect person but for the first time I think she has issues that need thew utmost care.

This is the first day that our schedule at home got back to normal (if you call it that). She went to her class so I'm just blowing off a little extra energy. I'm getting used to this new scenario and that scares me.

How many people have a terrible fight before 6:00 a.m.? This guy did and it just threw me for a loop. Guess it was fault acting like a child. Now I'm just waiting for the wife to get home to get my earful of whatever as been running through her mind all day.

The rain continued to fall as we drove downtown to watch our daughter run in the marathon which was scheduled to start at 7:00 a.m. With 16,000 runners in place it was nearly an accident that we spotted her at all. This was her first real race but she was prepared. And she finished!

Parents are always proud of their kids and today was one of those moments. It wasn't about winning.. it was all about trying and completing what she had started.

Back at home the rain continues to fall and forget about seeing the sun. it's not one of those days. Maybe we'll watch a movie or two between the numerous loads of laundry we're doing.

This morning was definitely the peak of the weekend. What can I say? When it comes to having fun in bed it ain't happening these days.

It's been so long since I've been on own computer at home I feel like I've missed out on all the fun. So here I am on a Saturday afternoon taking a break after mowing the lawn. The rain will start falling soon.

The worst part is I have absolutely nothing funny, charming or least entertaining to say. Now isn't that a ball buster!

I just wish I had more time to visit.. but I don't!