I am no angel
I like it when you do that stuff to me
I am no angel
I like it when you talk, dirty when you talk

{Dirty Talk}

Kitten Heels, Lingerie,
Pantyhose, Foreplay,
Legs up, on the bar,
In the back of your car,
Latex, champagne,
Bubble bath, whipped cream,
Cherry pop tag team,
Can you make me scream

I wanna do some dirty things to you tonight,
I wanna fight, all through the night, night, night

I am no angel
I like it when you do that stuff to me
I am no angel
I like it when you talk, {talk} dirty when you talk {talk}

{Dirty Talk}

Blindfold, feather bed,
Tickle me, slippery,
G spot, nasty pose,
In a video,
Love machine, by myself,
Climax, hot wax
S&M on the floor, I like it hardcore

I wanna do some dirty things to you tonight,
I wanna fight, all through the night, night, night

I am no angel
I like it when you do that stuff to me
I am no angel
I like it when you talk, dirty when you talk

I am no angel
I like it when you do that stuff to me
I am no angel
I like it when you talk, dirty when you talk

{Dirty Talk}

Can you go down,
Are you up for it, baby
Can you turn me out, are you up for it

Talk to me... talk to me...
Talk dirty to me... talk dirty to me

Talk to me... talk to me...
Talk dirty to me... talk dirty to me

{Dirty Talk}

I am no angel
I like it when you do that stuff to me
I am no angel
I like it when you talk, dirty when you talk

I am no angel
I like it when you do that stuff to me
I am no angel
I like it when you talk, dirty when you talk

{Dirty Talk}

There seems to a theory going around that because I was on NN having a joke when silent had his heart attack that I didn't care.

Can I just say this theory is untrue and not at all based in truth. If I could have gotten on the plane I would have, if I didn't have 3 dogs who do not like other people I would have, if I didn't have 2 houses open and strange people going through our stuff I would have. I have never been so scared in all my life as when silent rang and said he was getting flown out and that he had had a heart attack. He is my world and the thought of him never being here with me is my worst night mare. We have been through some bad patches but have come out of it stronger than we had ever been. I never want to feel like that ever again, helpless, lost and so very scared.

I always make light of things sometimes. That was my way of coping with every thing. I was alone, scared and I put on a brave face and was removing myself into my make believe world for a little while to cope. I was trying to deal with a difficult situation and the black whole I saw before me if something bad had happened.

So silent don't ever scare me like that again. I love you with everything I have and I never want feel so alone and scared ever again.

Well I have had my holiday and am back home. I cried when I left Darwin and I cried again when I left Broome....oh well time to start saving for my next holiday this time I am taking silent because I really missed him,

Great to be home think a couple of weeks away makes home seem so much better....now to get on with moving and to find a new job!!!!!!

Well yesterday I became a nana.... And I am so excited I think I could burst. I didn't think it would make me feel like this but I am so proud of my girl and the baby is so very beautiful and that is not just me being a nana. She really is the cutest thing I have ever seen.

So on Friday my feral sister and I fly out to see them and I will get to hold her and kiss her and tell her all my secrets. And I know I will not want to leave them behind. I always cry so I expect it to be no different. I found myself getting tears yesterday every time I thought about them.


So there you have it I am a nana does that mean I have to give up NN and start knitting lol

Got an email yesterday I have been put forward for 2 jobs where silent works. Ha ha so funny we will be working together if I get one of the jobs there.


Trying to picture myself in hi vis think I will look hilarious but after ten years working in the supermarket it will be worth it


Yay for me

Well I have done it....after ten years at the supermarket I have just sent my resume to someone for a new job.

Better hours better pay and finally a life.....



Please if there is a god...she will have pity on me and get me an interview....


Please please universe please be nice

throws me some funny stuff sometimes and I often wonder why then I think fuck it who cares....

finally brved the hospital to get my results andI get kept waiting half an hour to get called in by a doctor who obviously couldnt care and who could hardly speak english and who cant use a computer and who more or lesss told me the pain I have is in my head take some nuerofin and see you later....fucken twat I know there is something wrong and its not in my head grrrr so wanted to rip off his head and shit down his neck...

On a more happier note have some friends here who were my friends at school last time I saw them was 31 years ago...been lots of laughs, lots of drinks and proving that the quite little
mouse has become a lion and my life is pretty good...



Thats all just wanted to share and vent a bit lol