Well....biting my nails....yet another vid of me playing guitar.....
I know I know I made a few mistakes in it LOL...but I do hope you like it...

[url]http://s4.photobucket.com/albums/y116/guitartxn/?action=view&current=thevillagedance.flv[/url]

hugs and kisses xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxo

OK here is a newer and better sounding vid than the other Memmingen from 2 blogs ago...I hope y'all like this one better

[url]http://s4.photobucket.com/albums/y116/guitartxn/?action=view&current=memmingen3.flv[/url]

Hugs and Kisses to all my Friends
xoxoxoxooxoxoxooxoxooxoxoxoox

well here is another song...hope y'all like it...its louder than the first(loud enough to hear me mess it up in a couple of spots) but oh well i think it turned out pretty good....

[url]http://s4.photobucket.com/albums/y116/guitartxn/?action=view&current=Romanza.flv[/url]

lemme know what you think....
hugs and kisses to all my wonderful friends...
xoxoxooxoxoxooxoxooxox

Here is a short piece of music I did last night...hope y'all like....

[url]http://s4.photobucket.com/albums/y116/guitartxn/?action=view&current=Memmingen2.flv[/url]

Hey all...been awhile since I blogged.
Today I was over at my mom's helping her do some things to the house.When I find a tape recorder,ya know the kind,small micro tapes...well anyways I hit play and like a bolt of lightning I hear my Dad's voice.OMG...hit me like a ton of bricks....its only been less than 3 weeks and I been doing great ...then suddenly I hear his voice as he is saying into it how he "cant figure out this damn thing,have to have a college education to figure this shit out"...he never was technically blessed lol
My mom heard it and immediately teared up and started crying...I fely saddened and happy at this amazing turn of events.To hear him again was a blessing!!!!
Anyways ,still working on getting my mom's house in order.I am trying to make it look a little less like Dad just left awhile ago to the store.I think that will help her move on some.I dont want to take him out of the house,just ease up his presence in it to the extent that ya think he will walk around the corner any minute.

Hope everyone is happy and satisfied
till we chat again my friends....hugs and kissses xoxoxooxoxooxoxoxooxoxoox

Here are some books that have meant something special to me in one way or another over the years....
1)The Lord of the Rings
2)The Chronicles of Narnia
3)The Smithsonian Book of Books
4)Famous Quotes
5)Cosmos-Carl Sagan
6)The Dragons of Eden-Carl Sagan
7)The Similrillion-JRR Tolkien
Four Gothic Kings(The Edwards)
9)Dance Macabre
10)Famous American short stories
11)The Collected works of Edgar Allen Poe
12)The Complete Sherlock Holmes
13)Dante's Inferno
14)The Hero With a Thousand Faces-Joeseph Campbell
15)The Hero as Myth-Joeseph Cambell
16)Squanto Friend of the Pilgrims(I'm serious on this one lol)
17)The Art of Frank Frazetta
1Magnetic Storm
19)Beowulf
20)Quantum Physics
21)The Hitchhikers Guide to the Universe
22)Families and how to Survive them-John Cleese
23)The Collected Short Stories of Franz Kafka
24)Discovering the Life of Leonardo Da Vinci
25)Dilbert Future
26)The Essential Calvin and Hobbes
27)Leaving Home-Garrison Keillor
2The Voice of the Planet-Michael Tobias(awesome book btw)
29)The Sacred Beatle and other great Science Essays
30)History of Texas-collected works
31)Walden _H.D. Thoureau
32)The best Writings of the American Presidents
33)The Life of Abraham Lincoln
34)Lonesome Dove

Well this is a list of some of my favorites.I know there are many many more...but all good lists must end sometime LOL

Here is a quote from my book of quotes that means alot to me...
How sweet the words of truth when breathed from lips of love.-Voltaire

The best use of words is silent thought-Voltaire

Ta Ta for Now my friends...

What a week of total oppisites this has been!! A huge loss at the begining of the week,and my daughter gets married at the end of the week.Like the cycle of life thing coming in and showing itself before me in dramatic fashion.I don't know how I made it but like everything else in life,I did.
The wedding was beautiful.She didnt let anyone(except those that helped her)see her before she walked into the room.I was the first one to see her and my breathe was taken away.There was my babygirl.Sweet,nervous,and beautiful.She walked to the middle of the aisle and her step dad and I each took one of her arms( I was on her right arm) and we walked her down the aisle.She was barely breatheing,shaking,and messing up her steps ALOT.So at the end of the aisle I squeezed her arm a little with my hand to let her know I loved her and I whisphered ....breathe baby...I don't think she could after that anyways LOL.The rest of the ceremony was pretty much normal in way of vows.Her hands were shaking sooooo much when she was putting the ring on his finger OMG.As soon as she was introduced to the attending people as the Mrs. a look went over her face like ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I stood at the back of the room with her and her husband and greeted people.They went through the customary wedding events(i.e. cutting cake,toasting champagne,etc.) then reception immediately followed.She had her first dance with her husband.Then it was her and my turn to dance.We chose a song called"Once in a Million Years"-by Blackmores Night.And for the length of the song the entire world disappeared.It was just her and I talking and danceing,laughing,hugging.It was a sweet special moment that I am so happy to have experienced.tears well up in my eyes thinking on it now
I wore my Dad's pocket watch to the wedding.He wore it to every special event that happened to the family.It has a engraveing of a semi-truck on it(since he was a truck driver).So he was there physically by that...but spiritually he was there too..I KNOW it!!
My daughter also had a penny in her pocket for good luck.A tradition I never heard of ,but was told it goes way back.I had asked her to wear a string tied to her wrist for luck and she said she would till her mother told her to do the penny thing.AH well ,thats one reason why I am not married to her mother now....always butting in LOL.But to the one who told me to have the string...she still had some good luck on !!!
That is all for now.

Remember...To the world you may be but one person,but to one person you may be the World!!!

Two old men are sitting in the park.A luscious brunette comes u and stands in from of them.She opens her coat and says "I can give you Super Sex!!!"
One old man says to the other..."I believe I'll have the soup"

ehehehhehehe

A woman walks into a bar.
Goes up to the bartender and orders a double entendre.
So the bartender gives her one.

hehehehhee...that is a "thinking "joke lol

To all my friends who have been there for me through this difficult time.I want to thank you from the very bottom of my heart.My Dad passed away today.It was peaceful and all his children and my mom was there with him till the end at his side.

But I do want to thank all of you...you know who you are...who are the best friends I could ask for right now...supportive.

Have a wonderful day to all kisses and hugsss