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Thursday, October 22, 2009, 1:29:04 PM- read and tell me if you can se a slut freak like me | ||
I have an extreme fetish for gloryholes.It is something about the unknown.I used to consider myself straight till I found myself in NYC gettin head from strangers in a gloryhole,As time went on it no longer was about how others looked or what sex the are its about how much of a freak I can be with this person and how fast you can make me cum. Here is a fantasy of mine I masturbate to quite often that I wanted to share with the world or at least a select few perverts.I am into lots of S&M and other fetishes also such as receiving needle play,penis constrictions and restraints and electro play. As I feel my cock go into the hole I feel the energy of being exposed all around me.who is on the other side today.I see a light as the door opens on the other side and then a dirty white short nailed hand come to the hole.Is it a mans hand or a stubby woman's hand,like it matters,I came for the pleasure not the person.I hear a voice and I still can't make out if it is male or female for I see a very feminine hairless face but it is kinda masculine in its features, so being the sexually confused slut I am I respond my cock is yours to toy with.I see a divine sadistic evil smile that raises an erotic chill throughout my body.What is your deviant twisted perverted pleasure I am asked.I spill my fantasy open to this voice just like I am about to to you, First I feel a needle at the base of my cock poking slowly to protrude and sense my threshold.then I notice it is slowly piercing threw for the is a sharp pain.I noticed it has stopped as I hear a calming voice say this is to hold you in place so you don't pull back for if you do it will severely cut your penis down the middle.I felt a feeling of true helplessness and OMG what have I gotten myself into.Still I feel very obedient and willing.I can feel a few needles being pushed against my penis head."free my soul" i beg as I feel them sensuously being pushed into me.I am dripping with anticipation now.I see a straight razor pulled out and flashed before me.It excites me to no end for mutilating or cutting off my penis has always been a dark fantasy of mine.that's another tale I'll blog about lol.so what do I do try to pull out ripe my cock i half or trust this stranger I don't even know is male or female or hopefully a hermaphrodite (anothe fetish of mine).I hear trust me and you will have your fantasy ,except your fantasy.I feel it slowly cut the ring at the tip of my penis."OMG Im dripping just writing this."another slow slash.mmmmm feels so good by the tenth cut the words you own that cock slip out of my mouth.what have I done or said. I noticed the place I went to is starting to close as I hear the others leaving and getting asked to leave for it is closing time.I hear them come to the other door as the person opens it I hear WTF is this .I am so embarrassed but yet I'm saved from losing my cock,So I thought."Cool I'll get the camera,lets film this slut."I hear.the serge of fear and energy run threw me like no other. "can you push your balls threw,we need to torture them to fulfill your fantasy."I feel no resistance as I give my family jewels over to the stranger on the other side so willingly.I feel a disc shaped object made of wood circle around my nuts,till I notice the are locked around them.I cannot pull out now for they get crushed together if I pull away,not to mention the 12 inch needle at the base of my cock.I feel the razor gliding over my genitals ,not cutting yet,oh there's one oh that's 2.more needles are xxxxxx in as I begin to squeal and beg.everyone is gone now so it is just the stranger in charge and the slut,for I have lost my mind and identity after this mind fuck.I feel an electric probe xxxxxx threw the head of the slutcock,then a warm tickling buzz.YES YES YES, It is electro play into the slutcock.I refer to it as that for in these kind of perversions I believe the cock does not belong to me,for it enters a level of pleasure that is not supposed to be obtained by rational thinking.therefore it is a slutcock that will obey in the name of obedience,science,and experimentation.Did I mention heavy experimentation?Anyone??I'm so bad.back to the story. all I remember is the force of something sounding my now raw dickhole,the burn from getting poked with needles and cut on my penis over and over and over again while electo tortured to the point of loss of my mind and all reality, being xxxxxx to cum numerous uncountable times,and finally falling xxxxxxxxxxx. Only to wake up with a card with a phone number on it posted on my bedroom door as I lay naked in my bed. I hope you like my erotic fantasy.I have had many orgasms to this one as I hope others due.feeel free to comment or pm me to chat, or talk about this story or any other sexually perverse ideas we might have.pm if you are interested in making this fantasy a reality with me or filming it. | ||
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Friday, April 24, 2009, 4:01:38 AM- GLORYHOLE fantasy 1 | ||||||
I have an extreme fetish for gloryholes.It is something about the unknown.I used to consider myself straight till I found myself in NYC gettin head from strangers in a gloryhole,As time went on it no longer was about how others looked or what sex the are its about how much of a freak I can be with this person and how fast you can make me cum. Here is a fantasy of mine I masturbate to quite often that I wanted to share with the world or at least a select few perverts.I am into lots of S&M and other fetishes also such as receiving needle play,penis constrictions and restraints and electro play. As I feel my cock go into the hole I feel the energy of being exposed all around me.who is on the other side today.I see a light as the door opens on the other side and then a dirty white short nailed hand come to the hole.Is it a mans hand or a stubby woman's hand,like it matters,I came for the pleasure not the person.I hear a voice and I still can't make out if it is male or female for I see a very feminine hairless face but it is kinda masculine in its features, so being the sexually confused slut I am I respond my cock is yours to toy with.I see a divine sadistic evil smile that raises an erotic chill throughout my body.What is your deviant twisted perverted pleasure I am asked.I spill my fantasy open to this voice just like I am about to to you, First I feel a needle at the base of my cock poking slowly to protrude and sense my threshold.then I notice it is slowly piercing threw for the is a sharp pain.I noticed it has stopped as I hear a calming voice say this is to hold you in place so you don't pull back for if you do it will severely cut your penis down the middle.I felt a feeling of true helplessness and OMG what have I gotten myself into.Still I feel very obedient and willing.I can feel a few needles being pushed against my penis head."free my soul" i beg as I feel them sensuously being pushed into me.I am dripping with anticipation now.I see a straight razor pulled out and flashed before me.It excites me to no end for mutilating or cutting off my penis has always been a dark fantasy of mine.that's another tale I'll blog about lol.so what do I do try to pull out ripe my cock i half or trust this stranger I don't even know is male or female or hopefully a hermaphrodite (anothe fetish of mine).I hear trust me and you will have your fantasy ,except your fantasy.I feel it slowly cut the ring at the tip of my penis."OMG Im dripping just writing this."another slow slash.mmmmm feels so good by the tenth cut the words you own that cock slip out of my mouth.what have I done or said. I noticed the place I went to is starting to close as I hear the others leaving and getting asked to leave for it is closing time.I hear them come to the other door as the person opens it I hear WTF is this .I am so embarrassed but yet I'm saved from losing my cock,So I thought."Cool I'll get the camera,lets film this slut."I hear.the serge of fear and energy run threw me like no other. "can you push your balls threw,we need to torture them to fulfill your fantasy."I feel no resistance as I give my family jewels over to the stranger on the other side so willingly.I feel a disc shaped object made of wood circle around my nuts,till I notice the are locked around them.I cannot pull out now for they get crushed together if I pull away,not to mention the 12 inch needle at the base of my cock.I feel the razor gliding over my genitals ,not cutting yet,oh there's one oh that's 2.more needles are xxxxxx in as I begin to squeal and beg.everyone is gone now so it is just the stranger in charge and the slut,for I have lost my mind and identity after this mind fuck.I feel an electric probe xxxxxx threw the head of the slutcock,then a warm tickling buzz.YES YES YES, It is electro play into the slutcock.I refer to it as that for in these kind of perversions I believe the cock does not belong to me,for it enters a level of pleasure that is not supposed to be obtained by rational thinking.therefore it is a slutcock that will obey in the name of obedience,science,and experimentation.Did I mention heavy experimentation?Anyone??I'm so bad.back to the story. all I remember is the force of something sounding my now raw dickhole,the burn from getting poked with needles and cut on my penis over and over and over again while electo tortured to the point of loss of my mind and all reality, being xxxxxx to cum numerous uncountable times,and finally falling xxxxxxxxxxx. Only to wake up with a card with a phone number on it posted on my bedroom door as I lay naked in my bed. I hope you like my erotic fantasy.I have had many orgasms to this one as I hope others due.feeel free to comment or pm me to chat, or talk about this story or any other sexually perverse ideas we might have.pm if you are interested in making this fantasy a reality with me or filming it. | ||||||
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Friday, April 10, 2009, 11:51:22 AM- I am desperate to explore new levels.please help | ||||||
I have come to a point were fantasy and reality must cross.I have never said no to anyone and I want more sex immediately.I accept that I am a slut.I am asking the help of anyone who reads this man or woman does not matter to me for it is the breaking point that I truly desire.please pass my existence on to all for I want sex with all including deformed ,machine or sadist.Please help me put on the black hood to lose my identity And free me of the anonymity inside for I have no identity In the world of sex ,I become free, to go beyond the guilt of my own imagination,and am now able to truly live out my fantasies without judgement. | ||||||
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