Yes - it is a dog penis shaped dildo!
And how does it feel? - Fucking marvellous!
And "yes" again - I have watched "that" kind of video and I do find them a turn on... I don't know why - maybe it's a domination/humiliation thing.
Anyway, "Clifford" feels great in my ass - pop the head in and push gently and the pleasure increases! Plus the head coming out is a great feeling too.
Guys - if you've never had an orgasm without something pressing against your prostate then you've never really orgasmed!!!
Let me know if you want to see more of "Clifford"...
Take care
Mx

Hi
Got a text from G/F last night accusing me of ignoring her-guess I got that one wrong (see below).
She's since been in touch all day by text and e-mail and I have agreed to meet up tonight and discuss our future. NOt sure what to do - but will let you know!
On a happier note, sdome COOL new shoes arrived today! They are deep red & black leopard print (they're much nicer than they sound!) with a 3"/70mm heel! They pinch a bit so need breaking in...Will post photo of them soon!
Take care
Mx

Hi
Feeling brighter today, and managed to get through this evening without a beer!
No word from my G/F - she sent me a text saying "Need some time to think." Should I let her get in touch or should I? Tricky...
Anyway, going to bed now - more tomorrow and hopefully post some more pictures.
Take care
Mx

Hi
Am very depressed at the moment. Just want to drink, eat and fuck/be fucked. Well, 2 out of 3 isn't bad.
Had a fall out with my girlfriend & I don't think we'll survive this one. We split up last year, I got another G/F but then that got weird (I'll tell you another time...) and I got back with my "original" G/F - is that clear or what?
Anyway, too fucking down to dress and take new photos so posted some from last year. Hope you like them...
Take care,
Mx

Hello you...
A bit low at the moment, so am drinking too much and looking at some "interesting" porn!
"Mandy" has re-appeared, as you'll probably already realised, and am having some very "different" ideas about sex.
When I cross dress I think about sex with men...I'm not gay, of that I'm sure. I love my girlfriend very, very much, but her sex drive isn't a match for mine, but that usually isn't a problem. However, she's not been well recently and, understandably, sex has been off the menu. This means that I get VERY frustrated, and when we're not together I dress up and check out the more extreme web sites...
When I'm Mandy I fantasise about sex with two or more men, and use dildos to simulate real dicks. The fantasies usually involves rough sex, bordering on xxxxxxxxxx, as I imagine my "boyfriend" returning home drunk with a friend (or more) and fucking me against my will.
When I'm fantasising I don't think about what may lie behind this activity, but when I'm "me" I do wonder. I've been into anal sex, as in inserting objects, from quite an early age; I think from around 11 or 12. I do sometimes wonder if I was abused in some way at an early age that I can no longer remember, or don't want to. I used to have a recurring dream about being led by the hand by the moors murderers, Brady & Hindley, who committed there hideous crimes around where I was raised. Surely not...
Or it may be down to my depression. I've suffered this FUCKING terrible affliction on and off since I was around 13, and sometimes I think that the self abuse is a way of punishing myself, as I do suffer incredibly low self esteem when I'm down. Besides the "" fantasies as described above I do stuff like drink my own cum and piss and very occasionally play with my shit and imagine having sex with "non humans".
Sorry if this has upset you, but you want to see it from my side. thinking about it, you really don't...
Take care,
Mx

Getting some great responses already to "Mandy" - hope to do loads of pics but may take a little time...
If you're interested in Mandy PM me and let me know what you'd like to see - she's VERY broad minded!
Also, if you're in the Manchester (UK) area & would like to meet Mandy also PM me - you never know, she might agree to meet you - as I say, she's VERY broad minded..!
M xxx

Hello NN fans!
Have been on NN before but wanted to post pics as me as "Mandy", ie dressed in lingerie, skirts, heels etc.
Also want to use this as a way to explore why I dress as "Mandy" but still want to sleep with women. To paraphrase(?) Eddie Izzard, maybe I am a lesbian in a man's body... However, I am curious about sex with men, especially sucking a guy...
Anyway, hope you enjoy the pics and plan to "blog" again soon.

Mandy xxx