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thanks whispers...
I like your poems and pics.
You've cheered me up today.

I need to be more motivated
and just have fun for fun's sake.

i spoke to the new man -
if i can call him that - he doesn't seem that interested.
maybe I go for ones that aren't that interested in me?
I've many who are keen - I don't seem be as
attracted to them.
I've now got in my head,
that's in their kiss.
If he can't kiss me with feelings and emotions
then he's just not that interested.
I'm really not into giving away my heart and soul,
but have taken to puttin myself out there -
and hoping to make a deep connection with someone.

I don't want a life-long partner - just
want to feel alive
and maybe needed by someone.
I really can't seem to find my place
in the world lately.
I feel invisible and small - and
I should admit that I am very lonely.
I'm hoping it's phase that will pass.

As you always hear looks aren't everything,
well I'm a true believer in that.
I seem to attract men with so much
issues and baggage - that they
take me on looks and don't seem
to care to get to know me - where are
the ones that don't have their hearts in pieces?

I really want to open up to someone -
but that someone has not come along in my life.
I'm very sensual woman and
want to experience something special
with someone. I do hope
that someone comes along soon....