A coworker recommended the Fifty Shades trilogy and I downloaded it onto my kindle this morning. I was reading it on an airplane this afternoon and felt the need to fuck someone...it was getting good!!!! It makes me miss my master!!!! Even though we never fucked in person he allowed me to explore my sexuality, sensuality and my naughty side. I realized that I am a submissive and throughly enjoy it. He is also the one who introduced me to pleasure pain and anal play. I wish that we had been able to be together in person...I might have self-destructed with passion if we had ever fucked!!!!!

I have a few thoughts on the We-Vibe

I think it is great for foreplay. My best friend just got one and played with it at a nightclub with her husband controlling the vibe. Once they left, she was so turned on she came almost instantly.

However, I don't feel the vibe is terribly strong to use as way to cum by itself. I like how it stimulates both inside and outside at the same time. It is a little big for me as I like direct stimulation on my clit and it sits a little higher.

I can put more of the vibe inside me to get direct stimulation on my clit however I have a small pussy and putting more of it inside me makes it so that it isn't sitting on my gspot. I would rather have it rest higher on the outside and be right on my gspot that move it to rest right on my clit and not hit my G.

I haven't used it with a partner yet. I asked my best friend and she said it would take a little getting used to as it was awkward at first to use while fucking.

I have to be really lubed up to use it with the dildo and I feel really full!

I really good it for being fucked doggie as my clit needs more stimulation for me to cum that way. I also thought it would a great way to get clit/gspot stimulation during anal sex.

My fortunte cookie for today was "All the effort you are putting in will ultimately pay off." I have no idea where it applies in my life but I will take it!! Of course, if you add the famous "in bed" to the end of the fortune it is fantastically awesome...

My yoga workshop on the floor series was amazing!!! I learned so much and found that I was even more flexible that I realized. I also saw a woman do a "full camel" backbend today...she has been practicing for 2 years to be able to do that. It is what I aspire to do!!!!!

It was cold and dreary yesterday and my couch/tv/blankets won the fight.

Today, I have set my alarm and will be going to yoga!!!

Wish me luck...I'm gonna hurt at the end of 90 minutes!

That is the big question today!!

I need to get my ass back to yoga but I don't feel like it today.

The weather is kinda gloomy outside and I just want to crawl under a blanket and veg on my couch.

I know it isn't the best decision for me but...

I just purchased a tour for two through a historical landmark in San Francisco that has been turned into a porn studio. For $30 you and a friend get to go on a tour of 5 stages where they film porn. Oh yeah and it is kinky, fetish porn also. I don't know if they will be filming when we go but I think it is going to be awesome. It would be even better if I was taking a fuck toy but my cousin is going with me and we are making a girls night out of it. It is going to be EPIC!!!!!

I had amazing phone sex tonight with my guy from Texas!!!! We both came and then talked about when we would be able to fuck for real...he is working it so that he will be in my area at the beginning of January!!! Here's hoping!!!!

Now I have seen almost everything in the dating world...I was just hit on by a 50 year old white man who is a polygamist through a dating website!!! Not even on my worst day would this be an option!!!!!!!

We are meeting up on Tuesday for hot sex. At this point in time, I am looking for fun and I have found out he has been separated from his wife for the past two years. Tuesday is going to be amazing...