I can't believe it's been over a year since I have tasted a woman. I get such strong feelings when I meet a woman I want to make love to but I always give too much awkward attention to them it ends up being alienating. I have lived hall a century and still believe my other half is out there. I live fiercely as if it is indeed my last day and try to right the wrongs I see. I take horrible pictures but the lives I touch I change thru laughter and a genuine connection. I have 2 jobs and interact with many women but can't bring myself to blur the lines although I have been hit on at both jobs my morals tell me to keep the safe distance. I end up feeling like a dirty old man and chicken out because of the anticipation of an emotional attachment that I feel for everyone I come in contact with. I am praying I find the fan to my flame and hope the journey is short. I am dropping my shields and reaching out and hope to find friends to let me make the best of what's still to come. I hope to have photos of a wonderful union to share soon...