D day came and delivered everything it promised. My wife and Kyle spent the night together at his house. Awkward would be an apt description of their foray but they did get past it and had sex twice. Besides all the glorious sex, what was also promised was.... anxiety by the truck load.. for me. This too was delivered promptly. It was assuaged to some degree listening to my wife recount her experience in detail while we had sex the next morning. The dust is still settling on this momentous event and we are both just a little gob smacked. We both agree that it was good for us individually and for us as a couple. But we both worry about the toll it is taking on me. So far, our honesty towards each other has been amazing and this remains the biggest driver. We reckon that we reached a peak we may never have had in this life time had it not been for Kyle. So for that reason, more than anything else, we feel we will stay the course. Next rendezvous is in a couple of days. The sex is bound to go from strength to strength as the awkwardness declines. Will my nerves hold up?... time will tell

It's funny how things can seem to go no where for a long time and then suddenly just by chance, there is this huge leap forward. My wife and I experienced such a leap these past 2 weeks. She happened to run into this very handsome guy on a couple of occasions. He first saw her without her wedding ring on (forgotten in the car) and asked her out. Being the decent man he is, he apologized and his conduct has been exemplary every since. Good deeds do get rewarded. He impressed her so much that she suddenly was just a little curious about exploring my long standing fantasy of her being with another man. I am not sure this is evident from my previous description of our situation, but this was a 'holy fuck' moment for me. I never imagined we would get to this point.... not ever.. for this is a woman who cried when I first suggested it in the throes of passion. Needless to say, I was on board. She is too... albeit with more hesitation and riddled with guilt and questioning the morality of these thoughts etc. This guy... let's call him Kyle.. is also struggling with this proposal. I have had my struggles dealing with this, despite it being my fantasy. It turns out that extreme pleasure and pain are two sides of the same coin. So far 2 'dates' in, there has been lots of talking and some mild groping while dancing and a kiss on the lips. There have been a few sexts and a nude selfie sent by my wife. It is all poised to launch. They go out again and have the option of spending the night together this weekend. I am fairly certain they will get over their initial difficulties, particularly if as planned, it is lubricated by alcohol. So I'm both over the moon and also plagued with anxiety about D day. Anxiety, partially because he is very likely to end up a much better sex partner than I can hope to be, but mostly because he is a good man who deserves to be fallen in love with. My wife and I talked a lot about trying to set some emotional boundaries so she does not inadvertently slide into this place of having strong feelings for him. But, is it truly within our control? Time will tell I guess. This is a huge moment in our lives and one hopes that we gain big for having bet so heavily on this. Already, the benefits are there to see. Our sex is great and has ticked up a notch (who knew there was a notch higher to even go to). And most importantly, we have never been more honest to each other. After all if something like this is out in the open, what the heck is there left to hide!
Watch this space if you are interested in our journey.

So... my tentative forays into this world of blogging, continue. I finally got permission from my wife to post my thoughts. She is still miles away from be a willing direct participant. It remains my fantasy that she have her own set of friends on a platform such as this, to chat with and share her pics. It seems very alien to her nature to do such a thing. As for me, this is an outlet for pent up emotions. I truly feel blessed to have such a sexy woman, with whom to share amazing intimacies with. Often, I am overwhelmed, during our love making. As she moistens up and dilates, she becomes ever more welcoming to my penis and envelops my member with an embrace, that is hard for me to describe adequately. I feel a loving warmth along the entire shaft and the tip is almost on fire. I try to hang onto the edge, so as to extend this feeling for a little bit longer..... but it's impossible. The orgasm and the torrent of ejaculate come like a dam burst. We tried a new position yesterday but it's hopeless. I abandoned my attempt quickly because it was just too stimulating.... just watching her amazing body and looking into her eyes and running my fingers through her hair, is often too much. There is truly no hope of doing anything more, like a new position and lasting more than a few thrusts.
My wife is quite a bit more sexually experienced than me. That's more a reflection of my quiet past,...than anything exceptionally promiscuous on her part. It led to some insecurity, early on in our relationship. But, that has long since vanished and been replaced by the crazy need to know past details. My wife is, understandably, reluctant to share. I continue to try and convince her that this will in no way hurt our relationship, but will actually elevate it. In the mean time, I limit myself to imagining what it must have been like for her to enjoy other men. That always leads to an explosive ejaculation. I am glad I am able to voice these thoughts to her and although, she remains uncomfortable to hear them, she tells me that she is not offended and is happy that my singular attention is for her. I hope she will relax and flirt and perhaps even be fondled by other men one day. I have told her, quite clearly, that she has my unreserved permission to go all the way with other men, if she wants to. This too, unfortunately, is very alien, to her nature. But baby steps for now.... and I will update this blog with any progress made. Have a great day, all.

I have been encouraging my wife to open up and just cut loose. I want her to truly enjoy herself. She has started to dress more sexy but I'm not entirely convinced that she enjoys it for herself. She does it more for me. I don't understand how such a gorgeous women cannot see how sexy she is and why she wouldn't welcome the attention. Baffling truly!
Regardless, she is more willing now to go out without a bra and let those nipples peek through. Or show off some deep cleavage or underboob. I cannot tell you how sexy that is for me. She has flashed our friends when drunk on one occasion. And there was an uber driver...who should really have tipped her instead of the other way around . Good times, courtesy of alcohol... before the morning after ushers in the conservative mom and upstanding lady.
Next stop is Florida and some revealing swim suits hopefully. I am always fantasizing that we will run into some people when out of town and do stuff with them.... sexy stuff even. But it doesn't seem to ever pan out. I will let you know if anything ever comes off this fantasy.

Hey guys. This is my first time blogging. So not really sure what I am doing.
Just to introduce myself and my situation....I'm 45 and my beautiful wife is 40. We have been together two and half years. I was married for 20 years prior to this marriage. My ex wife was my first girlfriend.... so you can see how lacking I am, in breadth of sexual experiences. My wife on the other hand has had quite a bit more experience. She is a wonderful human being and from the pics you can see that she's a sexy woman. She was never one to sleep around and all her past experiences were in committed relationships. It is the absolute pinnacle and privilege of my life to have anything to do with this amazing woman. Nevertheless, you can imagine that I have had some catching up to do.... and fairly late in life at that. As I have grown and evolved over the past couple of years, I have brought my wife along. For all her past experiences, she remains fairly conservative. She has a naughty and goofy streak that comes out now and again (thank god for alcohol). I have felt this urge to share how wonderful my experiences have been. These experiences may seem innocuous to some but they are deeply meaningful to me. I am truly humbled that I am with this goddess and I never want anyone to think that I am gloating. I feel like she is a work of art that needs to be showcased and not hidden away for the personal pleasure of one man. She is an incredible woman who should be allowed to live free and enjoy the utmost confidence of her husband.... to think and act without constraints. And as a result to make my life even more fulfilling than it already is.