There is a back story to this. I have written it but not posted, I guess a sort of therapy.
Well it relates to a relationship that ended as abruptly as it started. The lady in question lives three hours away and we never met just spoke online. I'd have loved to have met up in person but it never quite developed that far. Our communications only lasted a couple of weeks you see.
Now I last spoke with her around two weeks ago so it's all still quite fresh. ie I've not moved on like I ought to. It now transpires that she is around half an hour away from me now on a works conference. I wish I could meet up with her, talk with her. But alas I guess it's not meant to be. At the moment it's knowing how close she is that makes it so frustrating.
Well I guess that's my rambling nonsense for now. If there's any interest I'll post the story behind my rambles. It probably means alot more to me than anyone else. RG