when i came here, the thought of me and another women was the grossest thing that i could imagine--made me sick to my tummy--worst than the thought of anal. then i enjoyed a couple women in the chat room as part of a multipartner and my mind began to wander and think about their beautiful breasts and pussies and my tongue laping up their sweet juices. them gently caress my tits and fingering me. my mouth in their sweetness while being taken doggy my a man but knowing that it was the woman i wanted to please. i would look at the pictures and realize that it was not just cocks and stud muffins turning me on---soft beautiful breasts and pussies were doing the same thing----thoughts of their soft hands on me became more than i could stand. then today, i was looking at some photos and two photos, next to each other we just giant turn ons and could not decide who i wanted more----his rock hard cock in my cunt or her absolutely spectatular hairy pussy in my mouth. what i decided was i want both---her hairy pussy in my mouth, her tongue on my bald clit and his rock hard cock in my cunt. and the more i thought about it, the wetter i got.

so, i decided that it was time that i shared my desires with all of my friends here so that they would know that i was sexually open to and desired both men and women in the chat room and to allow me to freely comment on the photos to women when they are turning me on.

i still would never cheat on hubby with men or women in the real world, but this new understanding of my sexual interests is very freeing and will allow me to further explor my sexual self here with my friends.

xxxxxxooooooo
sammie alice

well, it happened. hubby discovered i have been viewing my friends on newbienudes. he wanted to look something up on my iphone---stupid me i left it out in the car while i went into a store, and openned the internet and up popped a picture of one of my female friends. god, when i got back to the car and got in and saw he had my phone i was scared. but he said he was looking and something else. then he wanted to know why i was looking at porno on the internet, then wanted to know why i was looking at women. i told him that i was looking at the site to imagine what it was like when we were younger and had hot bods and i found it a turn on. and no, i was not becoming a lesbian. and there was no one else. thank god he did not close the the picture and become able to access my information and blog and friends and my pm's since i was still signed in.

and i did not tell him that maybe if his cock spent more time in my pussy, i would not have discovered nn in the first place.

and i definately did not tell him about the cybersex i have had, how much i loved dreaming of cock filling my cunt with their warm juice, cum running down my throat, how left his bed to have cybersex with john one sunday morning---getting wet just remembering it. having cybersex in the chat room with multiple partners--men and women---dreaming of my tongue in their sweet pussys and theirs in my while guys sucked on my tits.

got to run, hubby just came home

summer drags you away from the computer. plus the damn thing refused to work. searched for viruses, spyware, cleaned the registry--repeatedly. uploaded explorer 7 and 8--they shut down repeatedly. frustration to the maximum. i was reduced to trying to keep up with my nn friends on my iphone. at least i knew what you all were doing but, god, trying to type on that little key board was a study just frustrating. finally, after trying everything i could think of, i switched to a new browser-google crome- and guess what, i have the internet back. does not seem to have as many features as explorer but i no longer feel the need to throw it across the room.

lack of being able to visit and chat here has left me cyber horny and hubby's work hours have left me really horny. daughter being around all the time has kept me from using any toys on my shaved pussy and imaging it is one of my nn friends sliding in and out or using their tongue on my sweet clit---sucking it until it is sooooo hard and pulsating. better stop dream or my panties will be soaked.

i got on last night, after i installed my new browser, and discovered that one of my friends had left. kassie... was one of the first women to welcome me here. i know that i am going to miss her very much.

really glad to be back with all of you.

xxxxxoooooo

it has really been a long dry spell for hubby and me. there has always been something which has kept us from making love. he did not feel well, i was not feeling well. daughter was still awake. i was sooooooo mad at him because he was sooooooo late coming home, that i would not let him touch me. in fact, i thought that i would forget how to........

well, yesterday daughter was gone out of town, not due back until late in the evening. hubby and i both we feeling ok and were not mad made at each other and we had spent the afternoon together. well, we got home from a day trip and took a shower. hubby, who has been having some problems, took a viagra and we watched a little classic porno. he got hard as a rock and went down on me and began to suck my clit. i wanted to suck him but he would not let me near his cock----he said he wanted to save it for my pussy.

his tongue ran around my lips and cunt while his fingers worked on my clit. he moved his tongue and lips to my clit and finger fucked me, rubbing my g-spot with his finger. he began to suck on my clit and i could feel it get engourged and my hips moved my clit firmly into his mouth. i became soooooo wet, soooooo aroused----i wanted to cum, needed to cum but did not want to cum alone----all of my cumming for the last two months have been alone with my toy and i wanted more. he stopped eating me and moved his lips to my mouth, making me taste my juices as he entered my cunt with his rock hard cock and started to thrust me with first long strokes and then with his cock buried deep in me, just thrust his cock into me---faster and faster. i exploded and he just continued to fuck me. finally, he pulled out, put my legs over his shoulders and entered me again. his cock was still rock hard. long strokes, then moved tight against my hairless pussy with his hairless cock and balls and thrust sooooo hard. we exploded together-----he filling me with his hot cum and my cunt pulling his cock into me--holding him tight. he slowly pumped me as he removed his still firm cock out and then moved his mouth to my cream filled cunt and cleaned me and then we shared his cum from his mouth to my mouth. we then snuggled and i played with his cock and balls with my fingers, tasting our mingled juices on my finger tips and watched the end of the movie---both of us wishing that we had that 20 year old stamina to going on forever but just beyond happy that we finally got to make love.

god, writing this has really made me wet, maybe something good hard will find my soft wet tunnel again tonight. hope so.

it has just be a sleeping boring weekend. weather has not been much here. rainy, cold, warm, cloudy--nothing exciting---too ugly to really do anything outside. i feel like i make it through the work week praying for the weekend but when the weekend gets here, i am tooooo tired to do anything and simply sleep much of the weekend away. a real bummer.

our lawn mower is broken and our yard looks like a jungle. it has been raining on and off since saturday and some of the grass is over my knees. hopefully our lawn mower will be back tomorrow so we do have to sell our front yard for hay---lol.

it seems like i am out of time sink with my nn friends. i show up in the chat rooms and they are not around. a real bummer.

i was soooooo horney yesterday. hubby did not come to bed until after 1:30 am. i lightly suggested that maybe he would like to eat me out but he said he was tooooo tired----i understand because he really works a long day and has a really long commute----so i did not push it----a long marriage make you understand better our partners needs-----but i must have woken up 3 or 4 times over night absolutely craving a cock. and i really could not decide where i want it, in my mouth or cunt but i really was craving it. and, i know that once asleep, don't try and wake him up because he really needs his sleep---he almost craves it like a drug. well, finally, i could not stand it any more and got up and went down stairs with my little butterfly and turned on some soft porn and pleasure my sweet pussy----repeatedly---oh god i needed it. then, damn it, i had to stop, get dressed and go to work. and i wished that i had a remote control vibrator to put in my pussy to keep me happy because i really did not want to stop. and i could not bring my self to take a shower because i did not want to lose the feeling of my wetness. and what i really wanted to do was stay wet all day by spending the day in the ladies room with a finger tip vibrator but i knew there was no chance of that. soooooooo, i dutifully went to work and tried to concentrate my work but did force (lol) myself enjoy some fingering of my clit in the ladies room.

maybe i will try hubby again tonight but he got home late again os i am not holding out a lot of hope.

xxxxxxxxoooooo to all my nn friends.

sammie alice

no, i have not forgotten my nn friends. i have been gone on vacation for the last week and when hubby does not know about nn, you can not really stay up to date.

we drove to florida--really long drive---do do nature photography and got some super photos. hubby spent much more time than i did but i had my fair share. a couple of times when he was busy, i got to do some exploring around the area. i came to the conclusion that, if you are a bit odd or strange (lol, like i don't fit that profile), florida must be a great place to live. i think that it must be all of the sun and good weather--people being able to go to the beach all of the time. i drove down thought one of the "old florida beach communities" and it was really wonderful to see a town where everything seemed to be locally owned and not a big box. but the people on the street, were dressed on all kinds of outfits. and that one woman, who clearly had enhanced boobies, almost fell out of her top---and i don't think anyone would have cared. it is just such a different life style.

well, that life style is intersting and wonderful to visit but i don't think that i would want to live there.

bye for now.

i had a dream where is got completely pissed a work and walked out. but then hubby gave me a guy to play with. i really did not understand it at all, but he was hot and kept comming on to me. and i fought my urge, god did i fight it, but his hands were between my legs and i just could not stand it any more and finally i let him fuck me--on a desk at work. god, he was good. then we decided to go to dinner, but we had to find a place out of the way--so no one would reconginize me. and on way we got lost and found a gas station where they had fire and brimstone religious music and they gave us directions and we did it in the car again, listen to the music tell us we were going to hell. finally, we had dinner and he took me home to hubby. my dream got really foggy then and i don't know what happened---did hubby throw me out of the house or did they both have me or did hubby just act like nothing happened?

anyway---i almost never have sexual dreams but this was so vivid, i woke up wet and scared---that i had actually cheated on hubby.

i almost told hubby about the dream, but i figured no good could come of it, but it still has me upset.

nite all.

but i spent most of it sleeping. i think that it is a combination of work stress and donating blood yesterday. most weekend i take a little nap, but i had three really deep sleep naps in the last 24 hours. maybe it is time to begin to take some vitimins. our early spring trees are in bloom, one is just a vision of pink setting itself apart from the grays with a tinge of green that the other trees show. it really shows our springtime renewal of life. spring flowers are up and the part of the yard is green, pink and yellow----reminds me of an easter scene.---lol--maybe because next sunday is easter.

hope the rest of you are having a great weekend.

hugs and kisses for all my friends.

I become so frustrated a work----so angry. I just can not seem to be able to ignore that slug’s destructive behavior when it impacts me or my co-workers. I became so upset today that I began to shake. And when that happens, all I want do is pound on him. I wanted to take the slug and call him names. The grossest most disgusting names I can think of. Vile, vile, vile names. There is nothing that I could have called him that would have been vile enough. I have to fight the urge off because I known that it is self destructive, but this person so clueless to the damage that they do to other really good people or maybe the slug does not even care. but it is just so unprofessional. I refuse to cry, I refuse to give him the satisfaction. But I think that he would destroy the company if he thought it would him look good and does not care what damage he did or did to people. he just disgusts me. he just a ball-less bully. And the corporate management does not seem to care.