hubby has had a big project he is working on and has not been home before 10:30 pm this week. it lets me perv more but i would rather have him home. tuesday i came to the realization that i had to become a premium member or i would be unable to understand what was going on in the public chat room. so i signed up----it was really easy---i went to the store, got a pre-paid master card and got a years membership and, hopefully, hubby will never know and i feel so much more like a member of the community and it has allowed me to meet more people and make other friends. one thing that bothers me in the chat is many men want to see pictures or they are not happy. i am shy so no pictures but i have a really detailed profile and i think i have given an honest word picture of myself. but i had the question asked today how did he know that the profile was true. lol, i am a married, 57 year old cubby nerd female with an independent daughter. if it was a lie would i be an hour glass, 32 year old, single, flirtatious woman with a rampant libido and i owned are beer distributorship and a fishing boat, which i might add, i used as my avatar-----lol, "every mans" dream woman.
night all

today was presidents day and a holiday. hubby had to go into work on a special project but that was not until late so we got to go out to breakfast together before he left. Then i spent the rest of the day doing some clean up around the yard in preparation for spring. usually, if we get through this weekend without a monster snow storm, we are good for the rest of the year-----i sure hope that spring is around the corner---sandals and shorts---yippee.
spent three hours between yesterday and today getting my updated virus software to install. why don't they give you the complete instruction in the first place rather than having your try and install it three times and then find out that they forgot to tell you something-----makes me so mad.
nite nite.

it was a nice day today and hubby and i went for a long walk in the woods. usually there is nothing really special to see, especially this time of year but today we saw not one but three bald eagles---mon, dad and a young eagle. lol, i wonder if mom and dad were saying-----is he ever going to get a job and move out of the nest? also saw a couple of flocks of ducks and a blue heron---i thought that they would have flown south for the winter. all in all it was a wonderful outing.

hope everyone had as much fun as we did----but i wish i had my camera.

pink lipstick smak good night

well it is valentines day here. hubby and i ate lunch at home and then went shopping, got valentines day cards for family and each other. looked at some photo mats for a project i am thinking about doing---taking some of my photo's, matting them and sending them to a military hospital to be given to the wounded troops to put on their walls. these men and women have given so much for us we need to remember them so that they know that we care.

i had someone leave me in a chat room, again, while i was typing intimate details so that the world saw them. i pm'ed him and told him what i him that he was a bastard. well, he pm'd me back and said that he was sorry. then we ran into each other in the chat room and he said that he was sorry again. and i said ok. then he said that he wanted something----silly me thought that he was going to say that his computed locked up or something. so i said what. he said that he was horny and this time wanted phone sex. i was disgusted and said goodbye. i actually was not disgusted, i was angry and really, really hurt and wanted to cry and run somewhere. i wish he had not said he was sorry---then i would have only thought that i had been cyber intimate with a bastard instead of a pig disguised as a bastard.

I hope that you all had a great valentines days.

big red kisses with hearts

sammie alice

had a boring day today. got up, went to work, went to a meeting, wondered why/how they could pay all of these people all of that money to produce crap and how many people just eat that crap up. i sometimes wonder how we have survived this long as a lifeform---sounds like something out of star trek.

tired, and i think that it may be time for bed, no chat, no more blogging, just bed.

pink good night kiss

well, friday it was 30 F and i was freezing. today it was 50 F and i was in shorts and a sweater working in the yard. tring to get some of the lumber cleaned up from a project we started during the fall. came back from our vacation and expected to be able to finish the project only to have the temperature drop from 60F to 30F and be xxxxxx to put our project on hold. now when we have some warm weather, we try and do a little work on it.
it was nice to have my legs exposed to the sun again after all of these months.
but i expect that winter will be back before long.
i keep hearing about the wild fires in austraila and thinking about the friends i have make here and am worried that they are ok. it is interesting, but here is a community of sexually interesting and open people and i must admit that i have formed friendships with people around the world.

it is 2:15 am here and it is time to go to bed.

i heard that robert plant and allison krause won five grammies. wow.

nite all

pink kiss.

well yesterday it was 16F, today it was 56F. sickness weather. hubby and i went out for lunch, came home and, after planning to go out side, took a nap all afternoon. god, work has become so horrific that we spend the week working and the stress results in sleeping the weekend away.

here is hoping that we can stay awake long enough to have some fun.

well, it has been another cold day here but it has even been more boring than most. got up, went to work, went to a meeting, really boring meeting, had a doctor's appointment, thank god nothing is wrong, and home. it is so cold here that i am sitting on the couch, fully clothed, socks and a blanket wrapped around me and still not warm.

my aussie friend was having computer problems so we could not chat, really bummer.

daughter is upstairs with boyfriend who is going to spend the night, again.

i really don't know how i feel about this going on under our roof. it is not the way i was raised. heaven forbid i suggest to my parents that i be allowed to have my boyfriend sleep over. but i am not sure really how to address it. they are both over 24, with the cost of housing, if she moved out she would be living in a slum. i am not going to be like my parents and pretend if it does not happen in my house, the she is not doing in. i spent a weekend in bed several times with hubby before we married and i know that neither of our parents were silly enough not to thing that that is what we were doing but nothing under their roof. lol, we got sooooo horney one time that we tried to fuck on the bathroom floor in his house with most of our clothes on and scared that his parents would get home and catch us. a real disapointment. oh well, i guess that i will just let sleeping dogs lie, so to speak and let this daughter/boyfriend thing run its course and remind her about condoms because there are worse things than getting knocked up. and at this point, both he and she have a history with others.

pink good night kiss
sammie alice

i don't think that it got about 25 here today. and i had to stand outside for an hour. my lips felt like sand paper and my face was windburned. i had 4 layers on and i was still cold. brr.
and to make matters worse, i woke up late, only had time to p-u-p-l (pee, undies, pits, and lipstick), nothing else on my face, same pants as yesterday and whatever top i could find with my eyes half closed. and i had to get donuts for the office. and then i had to stand in the cold for an hour-----brrrrrrr.hubby called to tell me he was coming home(about 10pm) and want to have a bed date. then he gets home, eat dinner, go to bed and have me and then get up and work until 4am, go to sleep and get up at 7am and go to work. soooooooo, i had to decide if i want to be selfish and have him or just let him work and hope he got some sleep to night. i decided to let him to get more sleep. it is a good thing that i know that he is faithful otherwise i would think that he was getting it somewhere else.
pink swak
sammie alice

sunday it was 60. tomorrow it is not suppose to break freezing. too many layers, long pants, shoes, i hate winter. last year, we had three or 4 days below freezing all day. this year i feel like i am living in an ice box. are we sure that the weather gods are on board with this global warming thing because it is awful cold out there.

well, i had the nightmare that all of us with unknowing partners dread--hubby came home while i was in a chat room. thank god i saw his car come in the driveway and had time to get my panties and jeans back on. i hope he did not hear my heart pounding when i met him at the door. then i had to spill a drink so that he would not see the wet spot growing. i don't know if i felt unbeleivable excitment or unimaginable fear but the rush was incredible.
night all.
sammie alice