the people i love to train with are the ones who come in and say one of two things. first is that they see me an overweight guy and they dont think i can throw a punch or know how to handle myself on the mats. i love those guys cuz i can take most guys the first day i get compliments from guys when i train who understand what it takes to be where i am at in this point of my life. the other guys who i love to see come in are the ones who say they want to learn to fight so they can do bar fights. when they ask me if they would be able to fight in a bar fight after training a few times i look at them and think to myself, so your gonna spend hunderds of hours and thousands of dollars to learn that its not that easy??

the people out there who think they can see me and be me or be better than me, you dont see the countless hours i spend on the treadmill or working on my strength. you dont see the hours i have spent learning this craft. those are my favorite people who i meet.

i usually bite my tongue before i really have to attack someone. but to hornymon i will say this. you are a classless assfuck who in real life must be a sad waste of life, you try to make everyone feel sorry for you that your relationship didnt work?? well she hasnt been mean to me or others so maybe you should look inside yourself to see what would have been wrong!

if there is one thing i cant stand in this world its animal abuse. i feel that in no way should anyone be able to ever harm a defenseless animal. if i were to ever catch a person harming an animal like a puppy or cat i would freak out and probably go to jail for assault. i have joined a site that deals primarily with stories of dogs and stuff and when i read articles that deal with dogs being amazing but when i read about them being harmed it is a gut wrenching feeling knowing it is still going on in this world.

i have decided after much soul searching and wondering if i will want to stay or leave that i will be staying here for as long as i can. fuck all you who hate and doubt me! if you want to start shit with me please bring it cuz i wont back down and i will not ever retreat.

i have been really trying to figure out staying or going lately after being called fat and ugly. i already have very low self worth and self esteem so it doesnt help being called that by a stranger. but i have been more or less wondering why should i stay? i mean really i dont post pics, i dont do many of the blog challenges, most of my stuff here is pretty dumb and i just dont know anymore whats the point. some days i wake up and log in just thinking of deleting this account and moving on i know very few people care what happens to me as i never get messages unless i send them out. so if you just see my name vanish from your friends list its cuz i lost the battle of self esteem and just did what i thought was right and left and i am sorry if i upset any of my friends on here.


thomas

love kid rock and lately these three songs are kinda inspiring my life and attitude.....

some people here like to say i inspire them because of what i do, but what i don't want is people to think i am an inspiration. i feel inspired by the men and women fighting for the freedom of others so i don't have to. i am inspired by the mothers and fathers who go hungry so that their kids don't have to. the people who should be inspirations are the ones that provide it to everyone, and to those people i say THANK YOU. from the bottom of my heart i will always be grateful to those who deserve it, and i will be forever honored to say some of those people are my friends.
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been over a month since my last blog. so i thought i would update it, so training is coming along. i was invited to two high caliber tournaments, not gonna be going since i havent had the time to fully cut weight. ran 2 miles tonight after work which isnt alot to most people but when i havent had the ability to run in awhile its a start. umm yea not much else is new got 2 pic requests i have to eventually fulfill so keep your eyes out if you want.

to the haters on here and in life. all your doing is forcing me to prove you wrong and that i can do whatever i want because i am capable of more. i am sorry for the people who are here who just try to make others lives harder, if all your gonna do is hate on people who are better than you, than you have a sad life. i am sorry to those who this offends but lately i have been holding my tongue about how i really do feel about the people here who cause alot of the issues.

this is probably one of the best and most awesome videos i have ever saw, brought tears to my eyes and i love that there are people like these families out there. loving their daughter and will do whatever it takes to help them out.

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