i have always found it funny that there are people ( and they know who they are) who try to weed out the fake and stuff and always blast people for being who they want to be, saying what they want and doing what they want. yet they have the nerve to sit behind a computer all day thinking everyone does stuff just to bug them, i find it funny that the people think other will create new accnts here just to get a rise out of them, funny that you spend more time trying to figure out who is fake then actually talking to people. for shame.

my favorite song of all time

some days i just feel down about my life, never seem to have as much fun as i want cuz i get so used to being in a rut. wish one day i would just stop being such a wuss about my life and change it but kinda think i will always be this way so maybe this is what karma has in store for me, dunno though.

with so many of the good people leaving lately for one reason or another, i ask myself why am i still around? why do i stay and they leave? sometimes i wonder sometimes if they still remember me or any of the others who they were friends with on here.

so as alot of people know i got moved to second shift at work for what was supposed to be a month. well turns out it was a 2 week stint now. so i finally get used to the sleep pattern and stuff and now i go back to my original shift. i aint complaining, it lets me back into mma and stuff. but i will def. miss the shift bonus.

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for those who ask i am the one in the gray pants

going to now end all of my status updates with the phrase like a boss

work has been, well lets just say its been interesting the past month and a half. first i get finally put on a group of machines i wanted to try since day one so that was cool, my boss really likes that i ask to do hard jobs so i can learn. talked to my boss about how he thinks i am doing within our company.....says i am doing awesome for someone with as little work related experience as i have, wants to put me in some training to advance quickly in the company, didnt ask just kinda said we expect alot out of you. well as many of you know i am having to be moved from my first shift to second shift for a month because we are kinda slow and since i am low on the seniority ladder, doing this helps avoid layoffs which is a good thing, well come to find out that when i come back i am going to be replacing someone who is moving away from the company and who was there for like 20 years cuz they say i am smart enough to understand what to do and think i will enjoy the new responsiblity, my one question for my boss was, do i get more money?

just realized over half my so called friends dont talk to me and i doubt they care about me so i am going to start to really widdle down my friends list to people i care about and people who know me. please send me a pm or comment on here if your my friend and let me know.