I simply had to urge you all to join this site I am a very proud member of and show support against the Americans and their CISPA (Cyber Intelligence Sharing and Protection Act) Bill they are trying to sneak through congress. This affects us all people make your voice heard!!! Here it is and thank you....

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I was awake very early Monday am and happen to mention listening to eat static in status. I had a few pms then asking me who they were so here they are....

These guys are awesome to watch, they have an incredible live show and I have danced like a loony to them many times, many years ago!! A couple of tracks for you both from my favourite album 'Implant' this is a funky one...



Then there is this one if you like to really dance...Its a tad boppy so be warned!!!

I just had to blog this....I was waiting in all morning today for some guys to come fix my heating system, a company called 'Jackson Lloyd' I thought I had missed them. Anyway long story short my fortnightly payment from the state wasnt in my bank until gone lunchtime, but they hadnt called by then and at that point no cash to call them see where they were (my son who pays for the internet and landline wont allow me to have a phone as I tend to call my friends world wide and talk for ages)!!! So this afternoon I thought perhaps I had missed them, so I decided to visit their web site see if I could possibly email them to inquire, but I actually clicked on the company who provide Jackson Lloyd with all their vehicles, I persummed it was the company itself lol and when I opened the page a chat box appeared with a real person (which in its self is highly unusual for any company, talk about customer service)! I could have been talking with the acquisitions manager for all I know, too funny, so here is the whole conversation

PING!! Thats just my impression of the chat box message sound


Alex: Hi, thank you for visiting can I help you in anyway?
me: hey alex I had some guys from jackson lloyd supposed to call at mine, but no sign yet have no phone and no money can you find out where they are please??
supposed to call this am...
Alex: Hello there
me: hello

Alex: Jackson Lloyd is now called Mears Group, they were one of our customers before their merger
me: ok
so anyway I can email them at all please??
Alex: I believe that you can call 0870 607 1400, or email info@mearsgroup.co.uk, but I am not 100% certain these details are still correct
me: yeah man but I cant have no money is this too much for you to handle??
ah right I just wanted to get my fixed radiator mister
Alex: I will see if there is anything I can do, one moment. (there was ahuge pause here of maybe 20mins as I imagined he was leaving his plush office to walk the dusty corridors to talk to the man at the bottom)!!
me: aww thanks
Alex: You can email them at info@mearsgroup.co.uk
me: ok thank you so much for your help sir you take care and bye
Alex: ok, have a nice day.
me: You too alex

It really made me really laff heartily to the point where I almost wet my pants!! Then ironically enough the chap from Jackson Lloyd turned up not 5mins after the conversation also showed me exactly what to do next time-bleeding radiators lol!! I hope it makes you smile too or maybe its a 'had to be there' thingy, I thought it was hilarious but simple things amuse simple minds.... ) Hugs guys xoxo

I must just say a HUGE thank you to everyone who sent me birthday messages and gifts. I am completely surrounded with chocolates, flowers, perfume, plants and a whopper of a chocolate cake too! I have also had rather a busy day with friends popping by and I have to mention prominently my status buddies who have really spoilt me with their happy birthday wishes last night and during the day today. I am totally and utterly staggered with the sheer number of you who were so very kind enough to get in touch with me online somewhere, or via the snail mail. Today has been full of happy, positive vibes, simply feeling good, I have smiled like a loony all day!! I also have so many messages in my inbox it will take me some time to respond to you all so forgive me if there is a slight delay until I get to you (in some cases I really wish I physically could )!!!Although I wish I was a tad more proficient with my typing skills, but my two fingers can really move when I get into the zone of you know what I mean!!!

I simply want to thank each and everyone of you for making an old lady extremely happy and who actually enjoyed the twenty four hours of realism that she is indeed becoming aged but fully intends the transition to be as disgraceful as possible...

Love, peace and even more gratitude, a smiling but who cares about the wrinkles Kas xoxoxoo

Another year older today makes one consider how I conducted myself during the past twelve months and I have nothing to reproach myself for I feel which is a huge surprise to me. I actually did pretty good emotionally, it has helped not being flooded with Heroin, I have far more clarity, far more empathy, far more time for other more important matters. But health wise not so, that nasty infection lingers on over a year later I am still fighting the unknown. Although not as debilitating admittedly now, my right arm works better, my left has yet to catch up but I can almost stretch properly which has been soooo long since I could completely yay!! But it is still affecting my legs they hurt still and overall the nasty is very bothersome but I can handle it more now after dealing with its characteristics for so long, plus the pain has subsided somewhat. It took a great deal of strength, will power to fight whatever it was, to try to overcome. But then I very rarely get ill anyway to be fair, dont get colds much, I have been extremely fortunate in that respect all my life (never broke a bone either)Plus the Aries we are fearless warriors and will take on then defeat anything!! I do have some personal stuff I am working through, I am still rather retrospective and analysing, not being able to work not having a job to go to even if I could (I have worked all my life) Is getting me down, there isnt any work out there yet either the economy is still struggling. Along with other stuff I am thinking about I have alot going on inside my head and once I have done my own analysis I will tell you about it. As for today well to be honest I prefer no fuss, no cards, no presents (I dont ever feel I am deserving enough-I am working on that one slowly)! To be frank, the older I get the less I want to be reminded of my true age, the wasted years, anyhow my face, my body shows enough evidence of age and is deteriorating on a daily basis now lol.

I simply have to thank everyone, my beautiful friends on status in the wee hours (couldnt bloody sleep..again)!! Who were all so very thoughtful with their good wishes. I cant thank my friends enough for all the messages and the gifts so far I have been sent too. I did say I was menopausal, which we all know is true, so therefore I was incredibly overwhelmed and I am a hard faced bitch who doesnt cry very much at all, but I did but its alright I was alone!!!
I was so pleased to see some missed people on there too, I was beaming. I get the feeling status has changed in the past few months, I am not sure why that is or whats going on, I have missed out by not keeping up with blogs, I have not been able to get online as much as would have liked of late, real life prevented me, but we seem to have lost some family members sadly (((

I know I havent really said much, but just know I am reasonably content, I am completely through the hideous Suboxone withdrawal, I most certainly punished myself doing that cold, I dont recommend it and I wouldnt wish that on my worst enemy. On a very lighter note, its officially Spring with us now, the Spring equinox is upon us, all the leaves on the trees are budding some are busting out, new life is emerging, Bumble Bees and Butterflies I have seen a sure sign the ground is warming up! The Sun is climbing higher and becoming stronger, the Planet is on the last tilt, makes me smile, feel optimistic. Plus the Universe has been taking care of me one way or another everyday, providing what I need as its been so hard financially now I rely on the state for help, I find I am living hand to mouth, just like thousands of others, but I am used to being broke, broke is what I understand the most, I am far from materialistic anyways with the Universe on your side I dont want for much. But despite all of the above its all good.....So far!!! Thats about it I guess, I will waffle more at you soon.

You guys, you very precious, special people who mean so much to me and you should all know who you are...Thank you for allowing me to just be me and not run away screaming. I sincerely love so many of you I am extremely lucky to converse with you all one way or another. I have to confess, I do think about a great many of you away from here everyday.

All my love and gratitude you beautiful people the old bird Kas xoxoxoxo

This tune just feels so apt at the moment......

A nice gentle laid back tune for you hope you enjoy ))

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Thought you might like to listen to the awesome power, its such sweet music to my ears........


Love Kas xx

So almost a whole, long month down the line and I am starting to feel like my very old self again now, I have not seen this one in many years!! But admittedly, it was the worst experience I have endured, mentally and very much physically. I certainly dont recommend going cold turkey from Suboxone when alone, its dangerous...I had in total, three rather bad convulsions which freaked out the chap I was with at the time, although he managed the situations admirably, I was lucky. That was week two, I have had none since, my legs refused to work for the duration, I can walk further now, my whole body ached, my head was constantly screaming at me, the repeated yawning one after the other, eyes streaming for at least three weeks. Not at all pleasant, but that was my karma no doubt and a hard lesson. I am happy to report feeling a little stronger as I emerge the other side and a great deal wiser, I am no longer a prisoner to a drug I really dont need any more.

The Universe is also being so kind to me too at the moment, just little things I pick up on, so I know my efforts have not gone unnoticed, I just keep spreading my positivity, my happy vibes and hope my future is a little more brighter than my past....I have to thank you, my friends for all your support, I am not so sure I could've done this without you, you make just being my crazy self with you easy, Love Kas xxoox

Thought you might find this of interest, my ticket is booked,adiós ....
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