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Let's see.....I'm 44, and am currently a full time caregiver for my Mother, who was diagnosed with ESRD about 3.5 years ago. Before that I was a chef for 13+ years, and I loved it. I'm happily single, although I have had a long, ongoing relationship with my hand LOL. I'm fairly laid back, though I do have my moments, and I'm always up for a good laugh, and try to make others do the same. I'm an avid Xbox One gamer, and a full on nerd when it comes to anything Sci-fi/Fantasy/Anime related. I have a rather unhealthy obsession with Harley Quinn, as many know. I also love songwriting and playing my guitar, as well as writing poetry (you can find some in my blog, if you dig far enough back). I'm very eclectic when it comes to my musical tastes, although 5FDP and Tool are my favorite bands. I love to cook, and do so every chance I get. If there is anything else ya wanna know feel free to PM me, or find me in status.....
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| Sunday, April 28, 2019, 6:50:28 PM- Inner Turmoil (Poem) | ||||||
Something's wrong, I don't feel right, It's as if the day has turned to night I've pulled too hard, I'm streched too thin I'm trapped within my head again. Fractured thoughts, broken dreams Nothing's exactly as it seems. This stress is more than I can take, Will i bend, or will I break? I know that only time will tell, If i'll escape this prison cell, That I've built inside my mind, Filled with memories that bind. So that maybe I can find some peace, and finally grant myself release, from these toxic things i feel, and let my soul begin to heal. Tomorrow's too late to make the choice, Do i stay silent, or raise my voice? And tell the demons to leave me be, So that i can finally be free, Of all this pain i feel inside, and dry the tears that i have cried, On countless days, and countless nights, through months and years of inner fights. Can i find the strength to move on, when the will to live is gone? The choice is made, I won't give in These demons, no, they will not win I'll keep on today, as I have before, until these thoughts haunt me no more, And i can sleep again each night, knowing that i have won the fight. | ||||||
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| Sunday, April 28, 2019, 6:49:41 PM- I Loved Too Late (Poem) | ||||||
love... just a word or something more because of it i am tore 'tween what i want and what is right for it's you i think of every night when the moon and stars arise and i finally close my eyes to sleep and dream of you again i fight a battle i cannot win in my heart the love i feel i know is definitely real i want to have you here with me but what i want can never be so from day to day i will live on wishing somehow you were not gone and this fantasy it will not end that you were more than just a friend... | ||||||
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| Sunday, April 28, 2019, 6:48:37 PM- The Secret I Keep (Poem) | ||
a low whispered word, a slight fleeting glance if only you knew, would i have a chance friends for all time is what we will be but now i've realized you mean much more to me i wish i could speak those thoughts hid so deep but still cautious am i, so the secret i keep my heart yearns to tell of a love ever true and all that i want is to share it with you so from that day when i open my heart i pray to god that we'll never part the love we will share will be ever so pure and last throughout time, of this i am sure | ||
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| Sunday, April 28, 2019, 6:47:44 PM- Just a Dream (Poem) | ||
My eyes are open Though I'm not awake My heart races With each breath I take I hear your voice Calling out to me I feel your touch And it sets me free My body aches And my knees go weak My mouth opens But I do not speak I taste your lips As they're pressed to mine So much sweeter Than the finest wine You pull me in And you make me whole In this moment I will bear my soul My body melts As you hold me near I give you all With no trace of fear But then I wake And the thought sinks in It's just a dream What a fool i've been To think at all That I had a chance To find this thing That they call romance... | ||
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| Sunday, April 28, 2019, 6:47:02 PM- Death Is Coming (A poem about Cancer) | ||
death is coming death is near and i am told not to fear not an ending start anew they told me lies but i knew pain is growing i am weak cancer worsens life is bleak so now i sit face my fate they comfort me but too late death is coming death is near death is coming death is here | ||
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| Sunday, April 28, 2019, 6:46:04 PM- How Many Times (Poem) | ||
How many times will I walk the same road? How many times will I bear this same load? How many times will you tell the same lie? How many times will I tell you goodbye? How many times will I come running back? How many times before I finally crack? How many times will you watch me cry? How many times will you bleed me dry? How many times will my heart have to break? How many times before there's nothing to take? How many times until you do walk away? How many times will I ask you to stay? How many times before I open my eyes? How many times until my love finally dies? | ||
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| Sunday, April 28, 2019, 6:44:48 PM- Owe It All To You | ||
So long I've walked alone on this lonely road called life no family to call my own no one to call my wife but then one day you came along i didnt have a clue I'd find this thing called happiness I owe it all to you You picked me up when I was down you wiped away the tears When i was at my lowest You chased away my fears you give me strength to stand up tall and be a better man you came along and changed me in a way no other can So now i sit and write these words to tell you how i feel the love i feel inside my heart is definitely real I want to spend the life i have beside you every day and prove to you how much i care in every single way You have my heart, my mind, my soul My body, and my life And one day in the future I hope you'll be my wife... | ||
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| Sunday, April 28, 2019, 6:44:01 PM- Judgement Day (Poem) | ||
A darkness falls upon the land Like none we've ever known It's one so purely evil That now the angels, they have flown But still the demons roam among us Disguised as mortal men But not to make us fall from grace By causing us to sin For angels and demons know a truth The ancient ones foretold That would forever change the human race If ever it took hold Believe not in the bible Or what it tells of God That book is nothing but a hoax A complete and utter fraud There is no true and loving god That holds you in his power Something far more sinister Controls your final hour It cares not of who you are Or what good you may have done It only cares about itself You have no place to run Destruction leads it in It's path And Death will surely follow There is no need to beg or plead It has no soul, It's hollow Now It's here and your time is up There's no way that you can stop it No foresight of what is to come Given to you by some prophet It may be quick and painless Or slow and tortured too One thing's for sure, its all the same When it comes to me and you So hold on tight, enjoy the ride There's not much else to say There is no heaven and no hell On this our judgement day... | ||
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| Sunday, April 28, 2019, 6:43:10 PM- Death Comes Gently (Poem) | ||
Death comes gently in the night As a friend, all dressed in white He sits and stays with me a while We laugh, we talk, we even smile We reminisce of days long passed It seems that they have gone too fast But life is short, I must move on I know my time is all but gone I take His hand, though I wish to stay To live again another day Then He smiles and says, "Fear not, To Paradise you shall be brought. No fear, no pain, no loneliness, You'll see again all those you miss." And as we make our way outside It's clear to me, I've truly died Though now I know it's not the end But a brand new journey with my new friend... | ||
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| Sunday, April 28, 2019, 6:41:14 PM- Love Is (Poem) | ||
Love is like a flower One can never know Just when or where It might decide to grow And the beauty it possesses Is held between the two Like the beauty that I see When I look at you..... | ||
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