I log in to FB and the Memories that come up are, occasionally, photos of The Wife when she had lost weight and I get so upset. She is pretty no matter what, but I get upset because
1 - If she really tried she could loose the weight again
2 - It is not good for her health
3 - (maybe this is really #1) she withheld sex from me pretty much all the time she was thinner for reasons that were all in her head.
Just so Frustrating and a bit depressing.

So Friday evening, I started sort of planning for the weekend. We were supposed to go out Friday evening, but we were both too worn out so we stayed home, had cheap pizza and went to bed early. I had taken one of my kangaroo pills in advance, but I was just too tired. Saturday, we ran a few errands and whatnot - really do not remember what we did. Sunday we delivered supplies to my restaurant and when we came home got into the hot tub for a bit but nothing happening. Sunday evening, we had a decent dinner at home and stayed up later than usual, when we went to bed I decided to see what she might be up for and started messing around. Before I know it she is seeming to get turned on and I am sucking on her tits and fingering her. After a bit more, I go to eat her and start fingering both her pussy and her ass which seems to set her off in a big way, she is going CRAZY and starts pulling on my dick like a madwoman. I end up cumming on her hand and she goes nuts! Thanks to the Kangaroo pill from Friday, I am still hard and move to fuck her which I do 2 more times until she says if I do not stop I am liable to wear skin off myself - lol - .
All in all, one of the best sessions we have had in a while.

had a quickie Sunday night before bed. The Wife did complain a bit that I always wait until bedtime and I pointed out that we had gone to bed early and that when I went to bed early she never followed. After that point, she agreed to fuck, but it sort of took some of the fun out of it.

The Wife and I were out of town this past weekend and she had sort of promised that we would fuck a lot. Friday night we got to the hotel, went out for a good dinner , came back to the room and did have a nice, but short fuck. Woke up in the morning to, of all things, Bed Bugs! Well, that was messed up - showered and scrubbed ourselves packed all the suitcases and put them in the back of the truck, reported the problem to the hotel but they did not really care. made reservations at a MUCH nicer hotel for Saturday night and I was sort of expecting more sex, but NOPE - NOTHING. Oh well one can hope. Came home on Sunday and she realized that she had gotten her period on the way home so nothing happening for at least a week.

Last weekend, The Wife and I had a decent fuck. I fingered her to her first orgasm (with 2 fingers and wow was she tight) and then fucked her to the next one. She sucked me a bit and I ate her a bit as well. Nothing 'earth shattering' but a pretty good fuck. She seemed to be pretty much into it, but not into an extended session.

Perhaps the most interesting thing that The Wife said to me after returning (and after our argument about The Ex being around when she was gone) was that if I want to see The Ex while she is out of town, just get a hotel room. I am not sure if that was an admission that she realizes that we are fucking and that she cannot stop it, or just that she realizes that we will meet u pand be friends but she does not want The Ex in our home. Either way, it was an interesting statement.

So The Ex did come by and we fooled around and fucked a bit, but it is just loosing its luster with her - not sure why.
The Wife came home as planned and was crazy horny - darn near attacked me on the sofa and we ended fucking like newlyweds (well we did not fuck when we got married, so maybe like when we were dating) I mean major fucking! Due to the pill that I had taken 24 hours earlier, I was hard as a rock and stayed that way even into the next morning when we fucked again before I left for work. Unfortunately, we were both very tired last night and went straight to bed. I am hoping that the horniness will continue over the next few days at least. One thing I thought was sort of amusing was that she said she had thought of taking her vibe with her on the trip (just her and her mom) but realized that she could not be masturbating with her mom in the next bed. Maybe that is why she was so horny. .......

The Ex did come by and we sat in the Hot Tub for a bit fooling around, me sucking on her tits and fingering her while she pulled gently on my dick. Ultimately we determined that we did not want to fuck in the water this time so we went back inside where I continued sucking on her tits for while and eventually ate her to one of her strongest orgasms that I have ever seen (possibly from no activity for a while). Unfortunately, the meds that I am on made it difficult for me to get hard enough (possibly also because of me being very tired) but I did cum on her tits and she held my dick while I was cumming which she really enjoys.
We are planning on trying again this evening and I will stop at the 'Adult' store and get a pill to assist in staying hard.

The Wife left on Monday for her trip and on Tuesday I opened my new restaurant. WOW - Lots of work and an empty house to come back to.
Thought I would fuck The Ex during the week but no such luck. She was supposed to come over last night but did not get here till late and had her kid with her so no go. She said she will be back tonight by herself and we will 'Hot Tub' which last year was some of the most amazing sex I have ever had, so I am hopeful, but she has a way of not keeping track of time and then not showing up. I guess we will see. The weather really is pretty perfect for sitting in the hot tub, warm - comfortable - but not too hot or humid.

The Wife left on her annual trip with her mother this morning and will be gone for 2 weeks. I thought for sure that we would have sex before she left, but no such luck. To be fair - I did not try that hard, maybe because I did not really care? Not really sure. I have figured out that there is no fun is being pushy about it as I do not want her to just lay there as she has done in the past. Obviously we need to get back to some counseling or there will be nothing left of our relationship to save.