Three holes in two hours and then repetition of all that. Really nice. I am still not walking normally but boy, I do enjoy that!! Could not remember that feeling but it sure is worth it.
Ok, so I do not hum weird songs, but there definitely a smile on my face which I can not get rid off.
I should really do that more often

Seems as if I am going to get laid tomorrow!!! Its been almost 11 month since something that is not battery operated entered my lower body. I am so going to enjoy that, no matter what. Apocalypse is scheduled for tomorrow 9p.m? POSTPONE IT. I meet a man at 9.30. Give me some time. Once he has nothing more to give me let the world burst into a billion parts, I am going to be happy.

That means: tomorrow I am not going to be online and if everything works out you gonna see me in a really good mood on friday. So please don't be mad if I sing weird songs on friday and nothing bothers me.

It's been so long...

Dear Santa,

This year I do not have a whole list of wishes, but something still pops up in my mind.

It can not be too hard for you to find me a man who is honest, faithful, friendly, clever, witty, trusting, self confident but not a macho, reasonably fashion conscious, in my eyes attractive, built in a way we fit together perfectly, kind, independent, not choleric, open to new experiences, who likes physical closeness, does not mind to warm my feet in bed, has a nice ass, a great smile, soft lips and great eyes .
That we have to fall in love deeply is nothing I have to wish for separately or do I?
By the way, you do not have to wrap him up in wrapping paper, I would even accept him naked,... although... since I celebrate at my parents’ one or two pieces of clothing might be a good idea, I do not want my mum to snitch him away .

If this ehm... fairly easy task is too hard for you you will have to come up with something different. A stuffed, not really teddy but in lack of another word I will use it, realistic man-teddy for cuddeling (genitals do not need to be included) and a plug-in vibrator since batteries are horribly expensive. (The vibrator should propably not lie under the christmas tree, but be sure I will appreciate it anyway)

Santa, I have been a good girl all year long, so please grant me my wish. (And please do not start looking for the second opinion before you ruled out number one)


Yours C.

(I will leave you some homebaked cookies and if you do well with fulfilling there might even be a chance I send you some to north-pole off season)

I have been not too well this week and been sneezing more than acceptable for one human being.

Hope everyone else is fine.

I did not log on because I did not want to pass it on to you guys .

i am now a member for a year and 3 days.
do i have fun here? yep, but somehow it has been better when i got here
have my picture looking habits changed? i do not look around randomly any more. i look for certain members.
what about blogs? i read more since i know some of the members better and i think i do write more often.
the forum? there are times when i write more, there are times when i write less. but i almost always read the things in there, at least those i am interested in.

so what is the overall result? i am not planning to leave any time soon, get used to me

if someone you do not know knocks at your door don't be afraid, it is just me. Internet is going SOOOO slow today i might just grab a rowboat and hand deliver my pms and have a good look at you in person. i am almost sure that if i plan my route well i will be faster than my computer. the thought is a bit sad, but when again, i am sure i will find positive things about it as well. (beside the fact that i then can arm wrestle with the best of them.)

i miss nuggets pics in amcuts blog, that is why i had to put my own dog in as my avatar. so if you were asking yourself: "did she forget to shave?" you now have the answer to that.

Those of you who tend to feel queasy- DO NOT READ ANY FURTHER


a fridge was given to me. it was free. it did not cost anything but sadly enough it was not free of interesting creatures. never allow a man to look after kitchenware. the mold was shining in bright colors and i think that might have been the only fridge that had light on even when the door was closed, this mold was almost glowing.
after some of my stomach's attempts to empty himself i finally got it clean. i am not sure if i will be able to eat anything that comes out of there any time soon a) this mold still bothers me b) i know what kind of stuff i used to remove it.

this was my day. not much more to expect from it. but i saved todays only goody for the night and my vibrator and i am already looking foreward to it. (i already mentioned it: i need boob-jumping or masturbating smilies here!!)

it is unbelievable. I have no sex for... 9 month and i am back to drawing errect penises everywhere again!! right across the crossword, right across the sudoku. dicks, dicks, dicks. the whole page is covered in cocks. last time i had this cock drawing thing it was after 1.5yrs without sex. is this the serial killer kind of thing? the time periods seem to get shorter and shorter. soon i will be writing stuff i want to do with them under the drawings of the peckers. i either need consulting of a good fuck. no money for the first, nobody around for the second. No way out?? (i really need boob jumping smilies here)

Once again I packed a lot of my stuff (not quite the amount I did about 3 month ago but still) and moved in a new (new as in renovated, yes!!) dorm room. No furniture from the early seventies any more. (no matter what you say, retro is fine, but stuff that has been lived in for over 30 years? no thanks!) It is a bit weird now since when you first enter it does look a bit like a giant sauna but I am pretty sure I will get used to it (anyway, I hardly ever wear clothes in here, so wtf?) As far as I have noticed now there are only 2 drawbacks.
1) the bed. ok, it does not have the spring anymore that used to stab me in my back and believe it or not, I do miss it a bit, people can become friends with a lot of things. But the worst thing about it is that it makes terrible noice. And, sadly, I am not talking about rampant, sweaty sex-noises here. I am talking about sleeping. It squeaks so badly I actually woke up from it last night, and I can sleep during almost anything.
2) the bathroom looks like it comes from apollo nameanumber. The walls, the shower, EVERYTHING is made of plastic (ok, not the toilet or the sink, but everything else). The whole floor, including the shower tub is the same part as the walls up to knee-height. then another part starts, but it is still plastic. And yes, when you step on it it too squeaks. Ridiculous. You could slaughter animals in there and just wash it all away so well not even Gil Grissom would find a single drop of blood if he was after a mad i-killed-an-animal kind of guy.

Good things: a lot more outlets, no more extentions everywhere, the sauna-wood on the wall things prevent my neighbours from hearing every sound I make (which is a really good thing with those beds) better insolation cause of the new windows (makes it easier to be naked all the time when at home ) and a fridge in my room. ok, so far it does not work, but anyway, my things now can't be stolen from the "everyone on the floor puts his stuff in it" fridge in the kitchen any more. I am sure I will make it work and if not, winter should be just around the corner anyway and I know from experience that a bag clamped in the window with the contents on the outside works very well.

Two more days, then I drive home to my parents and get the rest of my stuff to really make myself at home (sometimes you really miss your tv,....) and then I think i can even cope with the bed, at least until rampant sweaty sex gets in my way (??? did i really say in my way?? something sure must be seriously wrong with me. )