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2 Months, 23 Days...until the 2007 NHL season starts! BUT...

2 Months, 27 Days until something even better. On that day my brother is getting married. I know this day is all about him but I am going to be a little bit selfish. It will be the first time I have seen him in over 7 years, only the second time I have saw my mom in 13 years. My grandparents who are more like parents to me and an aunt who is basically my big sister will be there and it will be the first time I have seen them in a year and a half.
I have been dreading this week because I have a huge family on my moms side and I will be the only one who is not either married or has children. I know its nothing to be ashamed of but considering I am the one who wanted that the most it does hurt a bit. I tried to get some friends to come with me just to have someone on my side that day but I haven't had any luck. But I am pushing all the aside and I am going to be the best big sister I possilby can.

So with that in mind...I need some help! My brothers fiance has asked him to pick out their wedding song and surprise her. Knowing I am older and wiser he has turned to me. He wants to make the final choice but he wants some suggestions. She is into country and they would prefer not something that has been at every wedding around. Any ideas out there????

NEWS FLASH: Teacher Arrested at Airport

A public school teacher was arrested today at John F. Kennedy
International Airport as he attempted to board a flight while in possession of a ruler, a protractor, a set square, a slide rule and a calculator...

At a morning press conference, Attorney General Alberto Gonzales said he believes the man is a member of the notorious Al-gebra movement. He did not identify the man, who has been charged by the FBI with carrying weapons of math instruction. "Al-gebra is a problem for us," Gonzales said. "They desire solutions by means and extremes, and sometimes go off on tangents in search of absolute values. They use secret code names like 'x' and 'y' and refer to
themselves as 'unknowns', but we have determined they belong to a common denominator with coordinates in every country.

When asked to comment on the arrest, President Bush said, "If God had wanted us to have better weapons of math instruction, He would have given us more fingers and toes."

White House aides told reporters they could not recall a more intelligent or profound statement by the president.

Good news and bad news

Bad News...my digi cam sucks. My pics are always blurry and dark and it sucks!

Good News...my cheap cell phone takes fantastic pics and because I always have it with me it means everytime I go shopping *coughtoomuchcough* I can stop in the lingerie stores and have new pics in a really nice setting

Oh and the BEST news...tomorrow is Friday!!!!

What I learned today....


Don't drink three bottles of water and then forget to pee before you start your commute home

All I have to say right now is THANK YOU!!!!! I got the best private message today that put the biggest smile on my face and almost made me cry I(yes I am a girl..deal with it). I am literally shaking it made me feel that good!



Off to enjoy a fantastic day!!!

I am proud of me. I am still on my plan to get in shape and after slipping for a few weeks I am back on track. I am getting up at 5:50 AM to go running.(thats morning!! for all those not familiar with the am term. Hell I am one of those people who wish the day started at noon! VB and I's marriage will be off to a rocky start lol)So after 4 days I am back to where I was

And I am doing pretty darn good at Guitar Hero. I am almost 1/2 way through the hard level. I can't wait until Guitar Hero 80's come out. I even pre-ordered it today.

BTW thanks to all for the comments on the dress pic below...makes me feel good and like I am getting somewhere.

Yay another busy weekend ahead and I am loving it..well except there needs to be another day for just sleeping, cleaning etc. I really need to cathc up in a bad way. Next weekend will be another busy one too I think. I have finally decided to take control of my own life. Screw waiting for everyone else to make the plans.
Aside from something pretty heavy thats been on my mind lately life is going well. I recently told someone my life is a huge mess at the moment but that was a lie. Not an intentional one -just one of those things you say when stress takes over.

Oh and on a side note -VB's blog inspired me so I went out and bought a new sundress. I feel amazing now that I can fit in girlie clothes. Now just to find someone who appreciates them --and can't wait to rip them off me.

Days like today I really don't like anymore.

Once upon a time I thought my father was the greatest dad in the world. I didn't think their would ever be a better person to have as a father and I felt luckier than all the other kids and I always thought they probably wished their dads could be as cool as mine. Now I know I was the unlucky one in some ways. Just for a day I would like to pretend I was a normal girl and that my daddy loved me and thought I was special. I think its why I can't seem to find someone special in my life -if my own dad does love me how can any one else?

OMG Last night a friend and I decided to head down town toronto for the NHL (hockey awards). Now normally girls who drool over athletes and go on annoy me. However the season is over and well all my favorite guys were going to be in tuxes so for one night I played the role of puck bunny.

I never went to my prom with anyone and the one wedding I was supposed to be I backed out of so I have never got to fill my fantasy of being with a guy in a tux. I never got to be with any of the guys last night (shucks!!!) but it was an eye candy buffet of pure male hotness. WOWZA

Anyways my friend and I were trying to take a pic of us and some older gentleman at the awards offered to take it for us. Only I forgot to tell him he had to hold down the button on my cam for a few seconds so he starts walking towards us and the cam goes off....LMAO got a fantastic shot of my clevage....he laughed his ass off. Hehee Hope he enjoyed it!

I am loving the nice weather and living in Toronto in the summer is kicking ass! I love being able to dress how I want, act how I want, see who I want, do what I want and most importantly BE who I want. I am discovering more about myself each day and I am liking it.

Going to be a busy week so if I am not on much have an orgasm for me will ya? Or at least send some my way!