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Its Sunday

I had a great Saturday night! Supper with an awesome friend that was leisurely and relaxing, before I sent her out on a date with a friend of mine. Then the night just got better from there
So today has been a lazy day. I never went to bed until 645 this morning so most of the day was spent sleeping. LOL Next weekend is a big drinking fest for a friends bday, so I dont see much getting accomplished next Sunday either - But Im not complaining!

I love my friends and I love being the one they turn to - I just wish it wasn't all on the same week.

Ive had a death of a 9 year old who lost a fight with cancer, another friend threatening to commit suicide, another friend this year who is just 31 and found out he has MS -just told me hes become addicted to drugs (all of them -medical, pot, coke ---all of it) and hes lost his job and his family has walked away. Plus fighting with my landlord, dealing with an overbearing co-worker and some health crap I am drained. I am glad its Saturday and hope next week is better. Things could always be worse so I am just waiting for this spell to be over.

Anyone got some patience or energy they want to lend me??

hmm I just noticed its been a while since I blogged (ok a while in my time lol) It seems my blog is a place I come to vent or write it down and get it out. For the past while I have been, dare I say it -- Happy. *knocks on wood* I have almost everything I want, minus a little bit but anticapation has always been whats driven me.

I live for the next event, the whats going to happen next, the end of the date(hehe)and what adventure I am going on next. Its funny how when life is good problems seem so much smaller

Heres to smaller problems, and bigger orgasms (I mean smiles -then again they are one in the same)

....to lingerie. I bought another outfit today lol. I so need to stop buying so much especially when there are only so many places I can wear it (haha and when you live alone there isn't much point in wearing it). Everyone knows I am not comfortable with my body yet even though its getting better...but let me just say this outfit is SMOKIN' (at least in my opinion!) Not sure if I want to take pics in it or let it be seen in person first.

Haha once I get into the shape I want to be I think I am either going to have to buy into a lingerie company or work at one so I can get a discount!

I am still on my kick to get in shape, even though I haven't been doing as well lately. I have lost a bit more. To amp it up I went to the gym yesterday and then today had a session with a PT ---BAD IDEA. My legs are strong so no problem there but my arms are sooo weak. HAHAHA they are so sore now I can barely type. Work should be interesting tomorrow. Oh how I wish I had a bath tub! My friends bday is comeing up and I think we are getting a hotel room ---my favorite part will be the bathtub and bed for sure

Lately I have a lot more female friends in my life which is not normal for me as I tend to get along better with males. However I have so much fun with the girls and I think they are raunchier than the males. Ive never fit into any role in life..I am a tomboy into sports and dirty jokes yet I love wearing skirts and having my hair and nails done. I can't wait to go out for my friends birthday - we girls will be the life of the party. Look out Toronto!!

...and I am bored to death. I did sleep in considering I went to bed at 6 am (with a smile on my face) but now I am antsy. I want something to do. I think I am in a movie kind of mood.
Speaking of which I saw Children of Men last night - it was not my normal kind of movie but I actually kind of liked it. The ending wasn't the best in my opinion but it also kind of fit the movie.

bd - in a movie mood

.....I need a massage! Anyone wanna offer? Oh one word of advice-massages tend to turn me on so keep that in mind before you respond!

Brrr I am coldddddddddd. The stupid bus passed right by me as I stood there shivering. I need some hot guy to come pick me up

All I have to say is MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM *SMILE* *SMILE* *SMILE*

Someone had a great night last night. I'm a little dozey today but its a good thing. HAHAH I am going out with friends tonight and I will just blame the mellow, contented mood on the booze lol, but I think they will know better.

To the person who put that smile there...Mwah! Heres hoping you are smiling today too!