male part of a couple. Wife used to "date" and I enjoyed watching. Fair warning, if i'm signed on here, i'm masturbating, no longer get any sex... Well, bit of an update. Still no sex with wife and i am, as always hornier than ever. Wife (she's caught me masturbating a few times) became alarmed at how much i masturbate and had me see a shrink. Didn't really care to go but she said she'd feel better about it if i did. Well, several sessions and mucho $$$ later the shrink tells me her diagnosis is that i'm a sex addict who's dealing with that through masturbation, she has provided me with a plan to cut back to a degree. That isn't working real well, but i no longer masturbate when wife is home, but she's gone alot lol. My other issue is all my masturbating seems to be contributing to erectile dysfunction, my penis only seems to go to 50 or 60% erect when i play with it these days, maybe 4" long. Without medication i definitely am not hard enough to penetrate or maintain my erection in a woman. That would concern me more except it's been 5 years and i doubt i'll have sex again in this lifetime anyway.
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Wednesday, February 5, 2014, 6:19:02 PM- Finally allowed sex.... | ||||||
The wife finally allowed me in her this past Sunday (had been denied over a year). I got inside her and started thrusting, after about 30-40 seconds i felt my orgasm approaching (normal for me). As i sped up my tempo i fell out. Desperately i grabbed my penis and tried to get it back in her, she was laughing. Lacking any ability of control i gasped as my ejaculate soaked the bed and splashed her thigh. As i cleaned her up with my mouth she just shook her head, muttering, "pathetic, you truly must understand why I deny you now..." | ||||||
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Wednesday, June 22, 2011, 1:57:53 PM- my return from a biz trip... | ||||||
Thought every1 might like this. I'd just returned from a biz trip. Paula doesn't make me go locked (i wood if she wanted me to) so our deal is when i return i grt locked up for how many days away times 2...she assumes i'll play w/self at least twice a day. So i was lookin at 26 days caged cuz i was gome 13 days. Well upon return she was going to allow me to cum 1 time and so to start i had to orally please her. Of course i cant touch myself while focusing on her. Unfortunately i got so excited i began rubbin my lil boner between the mastress and box, mmmm i was so close, leving my wet precum stains there like a dog. She heard and immediately yanked me up by my hair! "you dirty little bitch!" she screamed, "this is how u repay my generosity??" Then she slapped my penis and punched my balls so hard i fell to my knees whimpering...my erection gone. She put me in my cage immediately and of course i completed pleasuring her. The next day she announced my punishment, 60 days locked w/o orgasm!! i dont know if i can go the whole summer. i tried to get it reduced to 40 even 50, she wont budge. What does any1 think,??? | ||||||
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Monday, August 24, 2009, 2:23:48 PM- regarding the last 4 pics posted... | ||||||
After she returned from this nite i got my opportunity to clean her up as she told me about her nite. i was uncomfortably tite in my cb2k as what seemed like gallons of cum flowed from her. She came 3x while riding my face. After that she collapsed and handed me my key, saying i had earned an orgasm. She allowed me to upload these pix and jerk myself to them while she watched from the bed. i launched fairly qwikly and after showering was put right back in my cage.... | ||||||
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Thursday, June 25, 2009, 2:38:55 PM- Wife's Father's day gift to me | ||
Wife finally allowed me in her as a 'special' gift for Father's day(sheathed of course). She let me know this 2 weeks ago when she had me lock myself back into my cb2k. On the big day i had to give her oral pleasure for about an hour, giving her several orgasms, before being released from my cage & allowed to enter her (1st time since December). As i nervously worked the cage off my desperate, engorged cock the phone rang. I asked her not to p/u but she did, it was her lover, Mr Rob. She handed the phone to me, "Good morning, Jimmy, how you enjoying the gift?" he asked. "Very much, Mr Rob thank you so much." I replied. "Getting ready for entry, jimmy?" I replied, "yes sir". "Well get that rubber on nice and tite, but I have a special gift for you for being such a good cuck." he replied. "What's that, Sir?" "Well, we think if you can last 2 minutes in Ms Paula w/o cumming, we will allow you to finish w/o the condom, in fact, you will be allowed to do anything you want with/to Ms Paula AND you won't be required to clean up your cum orrally. How about that? Can u do it, jimmy?" "Thank you sir, i replied, i'll try". All this time Ms Paula had been slowly stroking my erect, straining penis. She never did that, now i knew why she was. I backed away and nervously got the condom on, knowing i could throw it to the side with a little control and finish unsheathed caused me to shudder with anticipation. Ms Paula now took the phone and told Mr Rob, giggling, "he's shaking like a newborn kitten, getting ready to enter me, now." Then she said "ok" into the phone, put it on speaker and set it on the nightstand. IMs Paula lay on her back, legs open for entry her gorgeous breasts bare w/their sweet nipples erect. I carefully climbed on top and guided my thin erect penis into her sweet hole. As i pushed the full almost 5 inches into her i let out a moan, it felt so good. "Careful, jimmy! Mr Rob coached from the phone, easy or you won't last, start the clock, Paula." Ms Paula hit a timer on the bedstand, "He isn't going to make it, Rob, I can tell right now" Ms Paula giggled to Rob. "Ha, ha, take it easy jimmy, should be pretty loose to you, her pussy's good but it's used to a thick, long nan's cock now, you oughta be able to do this." Mr Rob stated. "Yes sir" i managed to stammer, beginning to thrust and pump inside Ms Paula. I knew i should slo up and tried to, but it was as if my hips were taking orders from my penis directly. Ms Paula looked and felt so sexy, her tits jiggling, tho she wore a completely bored expression on her face. I continued to pump. Back when i had sex more often i found if i tried to prolong by slowing up i would lose my hardness and often fall out, so i have a natural inclination to avoid that. I could now feel my pent-up juices boiling in my balls and began to pant then grunt as i nuzzled her hair, inhaling her scent. Uncontrolably i could feel my cum begin it's trip thru and out my thrusting penis, i had lost and was powerless to prevent my orgasm. "Ohhhhh, oooo, ohhhh!" ! cried as my cum, cum Ms Paula hadn't had to have in her for over a year shot harmlessly into my rubber. A couple more weak thrusts and Ms Paula pushed me off her, hitting the timer. "He's done, she laughed, a minute and 20 seconds left on the clock, told you Rob!" "Disapointed jimmy, thoughy u could do it, maybe some other time, Paula be ready for Saturday, pretty sure I can do better" Mr Rob replied. "Take care of your deposit now, jimmy," Ms Paula commanded. "Yes Ma'am" i replied, slipping the rubber off my now shrunken member. I immediately consumed the contents of the rubber, better hot n fresh than cold. I sighed, hoping i'd get another chance sometime... | ||
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Friday, April 3, 2009, 12:06:07 PM- Life as a cuck... | ||||||
Yes her control of me and my sexual pleasure is truly complete, i subordinate my desires and selfrespect for her pleasure and whatever she demands. I have watched her take her man's 8 incher, and enjoyed the way it pleased her. To torment me they often tie my hands down or leave my penis in it's cage, very frustrating. If i'm free i ussualy cum during their foreplay, which amuses them both. Then i'm flacid until called for clean-up, amuses them both to no end that i become excited as i eat another man's seed out of my wifes pussy. One time he straddled me to kiss her deeply as his cum ran down my throat, she laffed out loud and pointed out his flacid cock dangling near my erection was at least 2 inches bigger, saying, "see jim that's why you won't ever get in me again". | ||||||
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Monday, January 26, 2009, 5:49:54 PM- Saturday nite date | ||||||
Wife went on a date Sat w/her regular. i stayed home, caged. She got back Sunday morning and immeditely ordered me to the bed. She dropped her skirt, revealing her sore, well fucked pussy, and climbed onto me, squatting on my face. With a soft moan, she pushed the contents of her pussy into my eager mouth. She toyed with my stiff, caged cock while telling me how much better her man is, compared to me. She had taken 4 loads in the pussy, another in the mouth. i was sweating trying to catch it all, making crude slurping sounds as i cleaned her pussy and ass. Finally she unlocked my stiff little cock & said i'd done so good she was going to reward me. As i rubbed my 5" boner, i asked, 'do i get to have sex w/you, Ma'am?' She laughed, saying, 'you wern't that good, little boy, no, I will jerk you tho, assume the position!' Eagerly i lay back and got my feet up in the air by my ears, i was looking right at my cockette, a clear drop of precum oozing from it. My Mistress donned rubber gloves and pushed my legs farther up, then began to roughly stroke my cock while gently squeezing my balls and playing w/my asshole with her oter hand. As i began to softly moan she squeezed my balls harder, saying, 'don't cum w/o permission, piggy' 'Yes Mistress' In less than a minute i felt my cum building, 'Mistress, please allow me to cum!!' 'You do that, piggy, open wide...' With a grunt i opened wide and caught my first hot shot, right down the throat. A couple more hit the target too, then i splashed my face and chin. 'Good monkey, she said, releasing my now limp organ and using her fingers to feed me what missed my mouth. As she loaded my cock back into the cb2k she couldn't help but remark again how quick i came and went limp compared to real Men... | ||||||
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Wednesday, January 21, 2009, 1:44:05 PM- Fully cucked now... | ||||||
Been awhile since here. Wife WAS enjoying a man from work, 12 yrs younger than me & 4+ inches bigger! I finnally confronted her & she said she needed a man, not me sexually. She wants to stay togethor & be free to fuck real men. I asked her if I could then do other women. She shook her head 'no' and said she thought in the best interests of all women, it would be better if I never came in one again... | ||||||
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Wednesday, August 6, 2008, 3:08:38 AM- Still no sex... | ||||||
Been several months now, Wife hasn't allowed me to cum or even enter her. Even bought sum rubbers thinkin that'd do, but she still said, "no dice". She's controling my orgasms more too, spending much of each week caged. I'm glad 4 that, but it's frustrating too. She is talking about cucking me & hsve to admit i'd be glad for her to get a big, hard cock from a man with real endurance & stamina. She has someone in mind, in fact i think they already are doing it, based on what i see (and masturbate to)in her dirty panties, and 1 time when giving her oral satisfaction she tasted differant. She's made me consume my ejaculate the last few j/o sessions, saying "i should get used to it." i didn't mind, in fact i am willing to do anything to please her. On a differant note, she did tell her girlfriend EVERYTHING! Including the fact that i once snuck out a pair of her dirty panties & beat off while sniffin them. i still turn red evertime i see her, Wife says Ms Stacy wants my key for 1 day, Wife won't say if she's gonna... | ||||||
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Monday, April 28, 2008, 3:57:53 PM- Talked to the wife later about below blog | ||||||
We talked more about our sex life. Wife told me in the last year she's been timing me & the longest I lasted inside her was 1 min 40 sec. I couldn't exactly deny it, tho I wasn't aware she'd been timing me! Anyway she said that and the fact that my penis is about 5" when erect and fairly skinny (her previous lover, long ago had a thick 8"me being in her is doing nothing but making a mess in her. She usually cums by riding/grinding my flacid penis after I cum or having me use her vibe on her. Well she ended up saying she might occasionaly let me in her, it'll be rare that she allows me to cum, said she's push me out b4 a minute passed. I'll still please her orally, which she does think I'm good at. Told her I'd probably masturbate alot more unless she keeps me locked up, she wouldn't commit to that, just said, "we'll see..." Hmmmm. | ||||||
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Friday, April 25, 2008, 6:15:41 PM- Humiliated by wife at party | ||
Haven't been locked up for awhile, but wife seems to be going public lately in order to humiliate and poke fun at me. I think it's the result of me confessing to her that I fantasized about her best friend (who's 15 years younger) while masturbating. We were at a gathering and I noticed my wife talking to 3 other women. When I looked again they were all looking at me and giggling. After I asked her what they were laughing about. She replied, "One of the girls was complaining about their husband lasting too long during sex and another said I probably had that problem too, I told them how you shoot in under 2 minutes everytime, so I have to make sure you satisfy me before entry!" She told them that I could spend hours jerking off on the internet, so she didn't know why I couldn't last inside her. As if that wasn't enough, she later told me they were talking about penis size & she told everyone the 'big shoe size' thing is BS, at least in my case, & told them how I fell out of her just as I came during our last session. I think she may have told her best friend about my fantasies & the CB2000. Thing is hearing this got me really arroused! Don't know why, but became hard and very horny. She turned my request for sex down but did allow me to masturbate to relieve my tension. | ||
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