the offer is submitted.....

The waiting begins.....

I hope I look good in overalls...

After the first frost any day over 60 is a bonus day. Today is a great example. Perfect blue sky....just wonderful.

Today I am making pesto for the freezer. Thank god I have another hungry mouth in the house. And is this mouth ever hungry! He's a 6'7" college senior. We used to work together and after a few bad scrapes I told him to move his tall ass into my house to ease a few of his worries. It's nice to have someone else around,but it does take some getting used to. Esp. perv time. HA

So nervous about this farm. I'm always afraid to want something too much. You all know my motto "don't risk more than you can afford to loose" Hmmmm

So I went today for a final look at my farm (bids will be opened next week) The old guy who showed me around is the same gentleman who will be deciding who's bid will be accepted.

I was getting ready to leave and I'm smart enough to know that it never hurts to stand around and shoot the shit with the old-timers. He and his buddy start on about a fishing trip they took years ago to canada.

"remember that faggot in the next boat"
"yeah...yeah...but what I remember about that faggot was that he caught all the fish"
"well cause it's cause he had that god damn pink lure...remember that"
"yeah..yeah...and then we were all looking thru our tackle boxes for faggot pink lures"

Thinking this might be my cue to leave before I open my mouth and ruin this potential deal forever I said "Thats crazy....I didn't know canadian fish were gay.....see ya later"

It's just impossible. I should be cleaning this dump up if i am soon facing the prospect of selling it. It just doesn't work that way.

Every box I open has another can of worms. Photo's from the days of 35 mm, old letters from back when people wrote them. It can take me hours to get through one box, and then the tough part.

What to throw....what to keep....aaaugghh

It's far easier to throw my hands in the air and type this.
I know you all have been here.

I have to have a bid ready on the fore mentioned property by tuesday!!

It's time for me to quit procrastinating and get off my ass.

I'm afraid of all the changes....hell, I don't even know how to get computer service way out there. And social life! forget it. I know that my life will change in so many ways. But it is the type of place I see myself growing old in. The old guy who last lived there was 92!

Keep everything crossed till tuesday.

voices carry

BRING IT ON!

I'm so ready for a visit from the snuggle bunny.

And I am SO done with the gardens.

WANT IT I WANT IT I WANT IT


Cross your fingers

Went on a whim to a farm auction yesterday and fell in LOVE with the sweetest little 40 acres. Great barn. The whole spread has been empty for 10 years and need some work but....DAY UM. I love that barn!

I hate getting my hopes up and dreaming too much.
But how do you stop yourself from dreaming?

Never stop dreaming

The real reason I went to Croatia...







BIG








GIANT












CROTCHES

Everywhere I turned!! Either there is something in the water or they have a special underwear.

Well......you got it out of me
Are you proud of yourself

So the croatians were so impressed with what I did alone in my bed every night they decided to memorialize it in stone.


Tomorrow....the real...true reason I went to Croatia.

Don't you love a cliffhanger