After the stress I had endured with my nephew’s death, the funeral and the resulting media backlash I needed a break, just a week with my friends to regroup and have some me time. So off I went kissing you good bye at the airport, looking back worried that you would start over thinking every things and start worrying and making it harder for me and making it harder on yourself.

Oh what a break I had, sexy shopping, seeing old friends and catching up with family. Every night talking to you making the nights long and lonely. Then before I know it time to come home and the excitement builds inside me with each minute. Wanting you becoming almost too much to bear. Was sure the security guards at the airport would be able to sense my edginess and think I was a terrorist, fidgeting in my seat waiting in the departure lounge panties getting wetter thinking about you nipples trying to burst through my shirt. At last called to board and that means only two hours till I am in your arms. The thought nearly makes me cum then and there. I take my seat and close my eyes willing time to speed up. I must doze because before I know it we are being asked to fasten our seat belts for landing.

I leave the plane heart pounding parts of me throbbing and suddenly I see you and the world stops turning and I feel like I am home the warmth of your breath on my neck and the softness of your lips as they brush mine. We gather my bags and make our way back to the car and the next 30 minutes are filled with chatting about my trip. Meeting my real family, my shopping, my dinner with freek and normal stuff. But the excitement inside me is growing and I know that before we get home we will be naked, fucking loving each other and I am praying I make it out the car park.

By the time we get dinner drinks and and some stuff for home its dark and as we travel the 3 hours home the darkness and the music playing and the smell of your aftershave that was filling the car has me squirming in my seat. You casually reach over and your fingers trace figure eights along the inside of my thighs and I do something so out of character you are a bit surprised but not as surprised as I was. I look out the windscreen and slowly find the zip of my shorts and carefully slip them off then off comes my sodden panties and then careful putting my seat belt back on position myself on the seat so that you can find my pussy and keeping your eyes on the road you slowly touch me and I feel like I am about to explode. You can feel how wet I am and I hear your breathing change but you never take your eyes off the road. Fingers searching seeking and finding my clit and as they work it I throw my head back and give in to their insistent probing and the tension of the last few days home evaporates and I know I am about to cum, waves begin to crash and it happens and I climax and its earth shattering and as my juices run over your fingers you smile at me then draw your fingers to your mouth and slowly lick each finger clean. As my breathing calms down I give a nervous giggle and look out the window and you drive into the night smiling the car now filled with the scent of my orgasm.

We turn off the main road on to the dirt, our road 80km’s till we get home but only a few till we get to our spot, that special track where we scare the wild life and howl at the moon but this time you have a surprise for me. You have brought a blanket and as it’s a full moon when you spread it on the ground it looks like a cloud and I take the rest of my clothes off and wrap my arms around you and draw you into me kissing you deep and long, tongues entwined drinking each other in. We lay on the blanket and slowly caress each other taking each other in hands exploring fingers probing and when I can’t take it any longer I lay you on your back and lower my wet pussy onto to your hardness gasping as you push into me and looking into your eyes showing you how much I love you I ride you slowly, taking you deeply pussy wrapping around your hard cock muscles slowly caressing you and I keep thinking I am going to die but I keep going slowly milking you riding you and listening to your soft moans. Hearing the wind in the trees surrounding us, the sounds of the bush like a caress on my naked skin. Your hands on my breast fingers tweaking my nipples god so good so very good and I never want it to stop. Your strong hands slide down my body to my hips and you raise me higher and then bring me down to grind yourself deep inside me and then you carefully flip me over on to my back and you slowly thrust into me, driving yourself into me harder faster and as I look over your shoulder up into the night sky I marvel at stars so many of them and as your thrusts get faster and I can feel you tense up and I know you’re going to cum I wrap my legs around your hips drawing you deeper and as we both cum both gushing wetness and stickiness I look over your shoulder and I see a brilliant shooting star flash across the inky black night and I explode again and know that this will always be our special place and I hold your face close and kiss you deeply and tell you I love you.

Send "Count On Me" Ringtone to your Cell

Lyrics to Count On Me :
If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Wooooh, Wooooh,Yeah,Yeah

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will remind you
Ooohhh

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Wooooh, Wooooh,Yeah,Yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye
You know
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what frïends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Wooooh, Wooooh,Yeah,Yeah

You can count on me cause I can count on you

He was tired from fishing all day so he went to bed. You know how tired you get after drinking, fishing and sitting in the hot sun. Well i was horny and had been alone all day so i took matters into my own hands.

I made sure he asleep and by the snoring I knew he was out to it. Opening the door very carefully I snuck in and stood at the end of our bed waiting to make sure he didnt wake up.

Everything stayed quite except the sound of him softly snoring so I carefully lifted the doona and carefully climbed under and slowly kissed him, gently making my way up his calves then his thighs till i got to his cock. He was sleeping naked, oh joy and I slowly took him in my mouth. I stop because he stirs but he only stirs doesnt wake so I continue slowly exploring him feeling him grow harder in my mouth.

I gently work my tongue around the tip and as he gets harder he slowly wakes, moans escaping as I suck harder and he groans with pleasure and says "oh my god what are you doing." I say nothing just tease him till I taste his precum and it tastes divine and the feeling of him growing hard and more excited makes me wet, dripping and I need him to fuck me but I keep going.

He is so excited now, hot in my mouth and I stop and slowly lower myself onto him and ride him gently at first then harder as my own excitement builds. Fucking him while he is half asleep, not quite knowing what is going on. I grind myself on him getting wetter and hotter and now he is awake moans of pleasure escaping him and I know he is close and it gets me more turned on.

He flips me over so I am on my back and he is fucking me harder, faster pounding me and I can feel him tense up and as he cums, filling me I explode and see stars and we climax together and he collopses on me, both of us spent and we giggle quietly and he whispers in my ear "fuck I love you," and I want to go again.

Fuck my life is full of joy and wonder. I am truly blessed with an awesome husband and the best friends a girl could ask for.

Just wanted to share that every one

Somewhere far away from here
i saw stars, stars that i could reach
it was a midnight silent twilight
that fell down... beyond the ocean beach

i assemble all the sand that cover wedding beaches
to build a castle so your mom would have a place to stay
behind the waterslide and down the hill where heaven
reaches land and time is left to float away

so rest assured i have the key to every opening
to every wishing well that's deep enough to dream
i want to show you just how fascinating kissing is
when earth collides with all the space between

i’m reaching farther than i ever have before
leaving all who broke your heart upon the shore
i may be some sort of crazy
we may be some sort of crazy
but i swear on everything i have and more

so never look behind you spooky people bring you down
the world is ending... there's a party by the bay
i'll wear my suit and tie we're eye to eye and toasting to
the way you put that smile upon my face

fill up the air balloon and ride with me
when hell is jealous of the rain
make love like time and space is ending while befriending
fates alluring way of putting us to shame

i’m reaching farther than i ever have before
leaving all who broke your heart upon the shore
i may be some sort of crazy
we may be some sort of crazy
but i swear on everything i have and more...

that you make the sound of pulling heaven down
you brought the rain's romantic pour
you make the sound... you make the sound
of pulling heaven down

Went for coffee with my real aunt and then went back to her house to look at photos and to talk about everything. It was nice but felt weird and uncomfortable like I being disrespectful to my step dad. But I know I have made her happy. Promised to keep her updated on every thing and include her in our family with regular photos and I know she will pass it on to the rest of the family.

She gave me a pearl left to me by my gran and a chrystal vase that my dad bougth my mum and its nice to have them And I learnt a lot of family medical history that I didnt know before and thats good too but I think that is it for awhile. Parents are there for all the stuff like bloody knees and snotty noses and my dad did that. My real dad was a sperm donor thats all.

Hope that doesnt upset any one but thats how I feel. Family is in the heart and my stepdad has filled mine. He is not perfect but he was there and now I have laid demons at rest I am able to go forward head held high and heart full of love.

Today I am going to meet my real aunty for a coffee at a nuetral location. I want to see her and catch up but dont ever want my step dad to find out. That would cause too many questions and a big drama.

Its good to see where I came from but I am more interested in where I am headed. I know she has been waiting 22 years to get to know me but will never be able to call her family because she was never there. Hope she realises my kids will never want to see her they dont know her or my real dad and even though I no longer harbour the feelings I used to I cant be expected to play happy families with them.

Wish me luck.

If You're Asking
If I Need You
The Answer Is Forever,
If You're Asking
If I'll Leave You
The Answer Is Never,
If You're Asking
What I Value
The Answer Is You,
If You're Asking
If I Love You
The Answer Is
I Do.

I had to go away suddenly and I was feeling lost and we were having issues and I missed you so much wanted to be home in my own bed holding you, loving you. Had bought myself some new night wear lovely silk nighties that felt nice on my skin sexy making my nipples hard and the friction on them from the silk made me wet and as I lay in bed slightly tipsy I sent you a message to tell you how I was feeling.

Your response was instant “I so want to feel them & suck them.” That made me hotter, wetness flowing and as I lay there thinking I knew I wanted to see how far this would go never tried this with you. So I told you everything. “Yes my nipples are hard they feel like they are on fire rubbing against the silk as I move around the bed”. And as I pressed send my fingers were tweaking them pinching them through the silk rubbing them thinking about you and I so wanted to be with you.

I knew you were at home watching TV with the kids and that you would be looking around, getting hotter more excited and not wanting to get caught. But that made me more excited and more daring. My phone flashes and I know your hot for me as I read your words,” I so want to feel them & suck them & I’m getting harder at the thought.” My hands are roaming over my body rubbing the silk up and down making goose pimples all over me and I tell you how much I want you. And you tell me you want to kiss me all over and the thought makes me want to touch myself put my fingers in myself and to think of you. I know you want to kiss me all over you tell me over and over.

My hands stroke my pussy through the silk I feel the wetness and it drives me wild the feel of the silk, wet and smooth on my throbbing clit rubbing harder telling you everything I am doing, knowing you are getting harder as you read my words. Oh yes I can almost hear you say want to watch you want to touch you and suck your nipples. Now I am wetter than I have ever been dripping, soaking the silk and I want your fingers in me sliding in and out of my pussy. You tell me, "god I want to fuck you. I want to taste you." I put my fingers deep inside me and bring them to my mouth and tell you how sweet they taste coated in the juices you desire so much. I can hear you moaning Oh God yes want to suck your fingers. My hand is drawn back to my pussy flicking my clit thinking of your tongue knowing that it would be heaven. You tell me you want to watch, to see me touch myself how you want to suck my juices off them and it makes me want you more stroking my clit harder with every word sent.

I want you now a hard hot desire building in me and I throw caution to the wind and tell you that I need you, want to fuck you right now. I need your cock in my pussy need you to drive it into me, need your hardness in me. I crave it want but we are a thousand kilometres apart and I have only my fingers driving me closer to the edge. I can feel the waves building feel my pussy muscles wrapped around my fingers and its like you are there.

I want you to eat me lick me taste my juicy pussy, so wet for you. I want to feel you in me driving me into the bed and I want you to fuck me in every possible way and I tell you I am close to Cumming you send back “Yes cum for me. Jesus, I so need to be there right now, fucking. Don’t stop you are making me so hard, I want to slide my dick into your hot wet pussy. My cock is craving your pussy; I want to drive it into you so hard. Yes thrust harder drive those fingers in.” And I cum it rocks my world its hard and long and my legs are trembling and my heart is pounding and I can feel the wetness running down my fingers and I drive them into me harder making my orgasm ever more intense and I can’t believe it so good so wonderful.

I can’t wait to get home

Why is it when you get a day off and you think you have a day for fun and naughtiness the kids decide to clean their rooms and you end up chained to the washing machine(and not in the way I wanted to be chained) with Mount Washmore calling you.

I think it is a conspiracy!