MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE and big kisses too.... with loads of tongue of course.... mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa jacq

so i have put up a few pics the last couple of days ... seems someone or whatever doesn't like them .. i'm really considering for the first time ever to pull my pics and that is just sad to me ... i like this site (or i used too) i just don't understand the thoughts that these people have... i have seen pics that to me are not attractive so i either don't look or i keep it to myself.... what is truly gained by being fucking RUDE??? guess it's just mostly the people with no pics posted i'm sure trying to make themselves feel better... my opinion is that everyone that puts pics up is beautiful just for sharing.... everyone have a merry christmas ..... mwa jacq

okay so it's the eve of the big day... i am sooo excited ... tomorrow at 6pm i get my brazilian wax.... i posted a one time pic of my hoo haw with hair not to sure how long that will stay on ... i think it looks pretty bad (i haven't seen it with hair in forever)... now tomorrow i know it will probably be sore but it will look good ... not to sure what to expect i'm a bit nervous ... but generally my experience with whatever is usually it's always not as bad as you think it is ... and you know if it was that bad women wouldn't do it soooooo tomorrow i will post a pic of my smooth, hairless, gorgeous, pink (probably more like red) bits .... everyone have a great nite/day .... mwa jacquie

well here it is saturday nite and very glad to say that we got power back this morning... it was cold, cold, cold ... what a crazy windy nite thursday was .. our power went out at about 5 pm... yup almost 40 hours with no lights heat computer tv etc... one thing to be happy about we could still take showers ... so we got up this morn and decided to take off and get a hot meal and when we were in the shower the lights and heat came on yay!!!!! but still would take some time to heat up so we put an egg in our shoe and beat it.... the stores were crazy the people that had no power had the same idea get somewhere warm.... did some shopping had a good lunch and came home to a warm warm house woooooot..... called bernie and his power finally came on too....i guess slowly but surely the power is coming on .../me just hopes her mum gets it back tomorrow.... have a good nite . ... mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
jacq

how the hell do you spell whining, whinning, winning, crying baby crap that makes you feel ohhhhh so much better .... lol ..... mwa jacquie

seriously enough of my whining...had my last bitch last nite coupled with a good cry and lots of talking ... i am now done for real.... so on another note...i haven't shaved since december 3rd ... omg it's been incredibley hard but my reward... i just made my appointment for a brazilian wax .. it will be a week from thursday on the 21st... /me is soooooo excited (specially after going this long .. my hoo haw looks like a chia pet hahahaha)... and i'm sure to post before and after pics if i can handle the before ... not used to seeing hair there and it just looks really strange to me sooo we shall see.... one last thing thanks to everyone who put up with my bitching whining etc.... i'm not usually like that but... shit happens... hope everyone is having a great week so far and will continue to have a great rest of the week ..... /me kisses everyone....mwa jacquie

to say the least ... i'm working and loving it ... i come across a "team meeting" note from my last job and gosh i guess i will just never understand ... how can people portray themselves one way... be totally different... and then be okay with their actions... guess at this point i'm lucky to be working... in all my jobs i have ever had i have only ever had the best interest of the co./office in mind and have never in my life did anything wrong ... with the exception of leaving without notice (which is a courtousy not required)...what really really bothers me is that they make themselves out to be these really great caring people.. if that was the case they would not blatently lie to my new job , nor call back (my new job) to get me fired.... right now i feel like i don't have a fucking friend in the world or anyone that i can really trust.. (not including pauly, bernie or my parents)... to me that is really heartbreaking and just wrong ....................

hope everyone tonite is fat and happy ... i know i am .. i had to pull some blogs earlier in the week ...i wish that i didn't have to (it's my outlet) but really i am paranoid and with good reason..have always seen myself as a straight forward honest person who deserves the same ....what i have experienced in the last week or so is so far out that i can't even begin to go there.... jeez when you think and really think that you know someone ....and they screw you over that hard ... actually try to make it that i don't ever work again (not that i care but i like to work) .... if i ever get that fucking wrong and pathetic please someone shoot me or ship me to hawaii ...... mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa jacq

sooo i have and still am eating healthy... crazy we all are and not to much complaining .. paul was on vaca last week and said it's the 1st time he ever took vacation and lost weight... 10lbs for him and about 5 for me ... i know i feel a hell of alot better... on to the next subject... last tuesday the all of us paul myself our 3 boys and my mum crashed my brothers parents house... the two moms meet.. it was so awesome.. his folks adopted all their kids (4 total) so we met my brothers parents and two of his sisters.. it was ...WOW .. not much to describe it with any words that i know of ...when i started looking and then when i got close i had well the whole time just such crazy up and down emotions... you never know what you are in for i suppose with anything... the results are way more and totally surpass anything that i could have imagined... i'm just truly happy ... on another note.. the damn heater went out and i'm freezing my putinas off so i need to cuddle with pauly.. have a greaaaaatttttt week everyone ... mwa.. jacquie

i wake up one morning and not sure how it happened but yikes i'm fat as hell.... i look around the whole fam is fat as hell...now we have a problem ... i know that some say you're fine your not fat... well if i'm not compfortable in my own body then i'm fat as hell lol... so i say ohhhhh honey we are going to start eating better pauly loves me so he says okay... i go shopping (they know me at the store you know)... they have never in the history of the store seen my cart that way... sure the beer and wine were still there but also PRODUCE and tons of it.... so today is the day that i start eating healthy not just veggies and fruits just healthy... i told paul that him and i are going to lose 60 pounds between the two of us... when i get feeling better about me i will blog just what the numbers truly are.... yikes again... hope everyone has a great weekend ....mwaaaaaaaaa jacquie