i get the award for the least commented blogs woooooooot

sooo i have been in surgery all week pretty cool i like it .. supposed to have tomorrow off they call me to the office and want me to go to general dental tomorrow i'm like it's my day off wtf?? haven't had a sat in months... so i say whatever then i call to find out what time to show ( i have sun and mon off so they say ) they tell me 8:30 and on tues too... no i'm supposed to be back to surgery tues they say no you're here i'm omg wtf you all work it out and i'll call mon...the girls @ surgery want me there and the main doc wants me in general... i want to get back to my own office in the ghetto but i guess ya just don't bite the hand that feeds ya... have a great weekend everyone.../me will be at work ... mwa .. jacquie

i go to work on monday and we have a new doc who seems she can only work with a certain assistant so us girls are like wtf???
the office mng calls her boss and says wtf?? we have to many assistants... so they say send jacquie to oral surgery.. i was more than happy to leave cause the whole thing just pissed me off... i mean this girl was gonna quit (we have like 5 offices) and they said what can we do to keep you .. at that point they created a fucking monster...so for her to come to my office and take over is a bit much.... so off to oral surgery i go... i felt like i had landed in a different country... this chick asks me c'mon in and chin with me .. i'm like huh??? now 2 days into it i'm getting to be not such a bad chinner... well i think.... i did have a patient stop breathing for a sec today .... practice makes perfect.. meanwhile it sounds like hell at my office the poor girls are being bossed bossed bossed... 2 weeks of this can't go fast enough... mwa jacq

never in my wildest dreams did i think i would be ever typing this.... seems my oldest got kicked out of his 5th hour (was a class to make up credits to graduate) as i understand it he has lost all chance of graduating with his peers....he doesn't seem to care... i just have never known any individual that has such a lack of motivation before... i mean when i turned 16 i was dying to get my drivers license and when i did i went and got a job.. i worked my ass off to get out of school because i wanted to be done... here he is 17 no license, no job, failing all classes and doesn't seem to have any goals... i mean i'm really not asking that he NEEDS to know what he wants to do with his life but sheesh have a want for something anything... he would be perfectly happy hanging with friends, eating, smoking, and sleeping.... i just don't get it ... then again neither is he... i shut off his phone... he's restricted except for school (not that i could physically restrain him 6'4" and about 230lbs) but if he leaves he comes home to no internet.... i'll just keep taking and taking and taking ... i just don't know what else to do... i am open to suggestions if anyone has gone thru this before... have a great weekend everyone mwa

i got to talk to a really good friend tonite that i haven't spoke to in months... i was able to share lots with her.. she is one of the few that i can truly be honest with that doesn't judge... she's excited, happy, and just interested in what has been going on in my life lately (i am too)... i just feel like i'm in a really good, exciting, fulfilling, place with myself hell with everything... i think i would have to say i'm possibly happier than i have ever been... with some exceptions of course.. marriage days, birth days, etc .... okay enough.... kisses everyone

when people are presumptuous... i just erased a whole whole lot of bitching i had blogged blogged blogged to get it out .... i'll just leave it at that.... on a better note ... i'm leaving on a jet plane in august... wooooooo hoooooooo

i want to say that i can't and hmmm that is just hard ... i've been sick as hell this last (god i hate pills you think they could have found a smaller one) week but i feel really strong in my life... guess that is a good thing ... man i just wish i could just type freely but i really don't feel that due to i guess my own poor decisions in the past ... i take that as my own stupidity ... but also question the mentality of those who have nothing better to do than mess with me ... like i'm that big of a deal ... hehhahahahahhahrheheheheh

hate being sick and dislike silly men ......

so haven't typed for awhile guess it's time so that it's gone from my head .... last weekend myself and my co-workers go to a purse party never did that before .... so there i am checking out purses (i don't even use a purse i was just interested in the happy hour that came after it) anyhooooo i look up at one point and i'm staring into the face of one of my old co-workers... yikes .... i said hello and she kind of was taken off guard and kind of did one of those "ahhhhh... jacquie ummmmmm hi ...... how are you?" i say i'm great how are you?
she says "ummmmmm i'm okay" then the other one turns around (now she's the one that i THOUGHT was my friend that totally thru me under the bus).... she looks and me and says "hey jacq how ya doing your hair is sure getting long"... like she my long lost friend.... who does that???? i say yeah i guess it is and i'm great and i turn and i go hang with my co-workers... they leave the party we hang out and then bounce to happy hour.... now threw the grape vine (/me has a long vine)i hear the word is that i wouldn't even talk to them and i ignored them.... well WTF they tried to get me fired from my job... should i have invited them for drinks?????? hapyjacq wanders away from blogs shaking her head and wondering how some peeps justify their own thoughts ... big smooches everyone ... mwa

seems like lately i can swing from one mood to another pretty quickly... think i need that hormone level test done again lol... anyhoooo wow yesterday i was in the foulest of moods then it just turned boo hooey (wonder if that is a word???).. whateva ...my point is ... it's just really great when you have someone to talk to that can make you laugh and tell you that you aren't crazy and that it will all be okay .... and i just want to say thanks to that person and i love you so much.... off to work again... mwa jacq