my auntie was her over the weekend (i'm her favorite neice) i haven't seen her in about 2 years... what is more tripy is her and my mum haven't seen each other in about 13/14 years... some crazy falling out that i would rather not know about ... it went good, great, and wonderful... i'm just really glad starla and i started talking again and i don't know it's just cool.... also thinking i need to find a new JOB ... feel like i'm just not fitting in the way i should... so anyhoooo off to bed and sweet dreams everyone..... mwa... jacquie

where you just want a bit of peace and seems like there is always one who just doesn't want to give it to you ... i don't know if i will ever understand what it is that makes the oldest and youngest fight to no end ..seems to me that they are far enough apart to just let each other be ... but nooooo they have to fight just to fight ..

just dazed and confused and don't know what to think ... getting strange messages on yahoo.... strange messages on my car and nobody in sight to enlighten me on wtf .... i suppose that sometime i will figure it all out but damn i'm just impatient... and i guess a little ansy wondering what could be next???? all i can do is hope it's something great, grand, and wonderful....just typing it out helps it go away ... i'm digging it ..... mwa .... jacq

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they passed ... passed ... passed .... i now have two young hunters in the house.. i am sooooo proud of them and i'm sure they are of themselves too... paul told me that 3 people were actually walked of the course because of pointing their firearm at an instructor... sounds like the whole course was just really strict... a friend that they have has failed twice sooooo i'm just happy ....i had to work today and that was i don't know strange... i'll have to look around tonite and see if there is a full moon... sure would explain lots ... well enough blabbering ... i'm off to call one of my favorite NN boys..../me has a big cheesy grin

so let me tell you a bit cause i'm soooo proud... some may know that my boys the two youngest anyway have been in hunter safety all week ... last nite was the written part of the test and they PASSED .... out of 75 ??? robert got 71 and trav got 73 correct...hapyjacq is a very proud mum right now ....tomorrow if the field test but i'm sure they should both fly through that...next my oldest has been being harrased by some dickhead really awful shit this kid is doing ...so i called the police again... and next week i will go and file a restraint at the juvinille center... little bastard calls again and he will be arrested .... maybe then his parents will do something.... okay so enough about me .... for the person with no life other than voting down pics ..... what do you get out of that????? i have never understood those kinds of things .... i guess someone with not to much self worth and a poor me attitude... oh well... kisses all ......... jacquie

okay so i blogged about a week ago but then i took it off.... so after two long years of not talking to my cousin ... we are talking again.../me has a big cheesy grin ... so i snapped a shot of her in the pool today it was so totally hilarious because she had on the most mismatched swimsuit possible ... we laughed our friggin heads off about it... neon stripe bottoms and daisy top ... it's been really cool being around her again and talking... the one really sucky thing about the whole deal is that my baby cousin isn't really a baby anymore... but i guess you got the good with the bad ... anyway back to the pool for me it's just to damn hot ..... kisses to everyone ... jacquie

got a message from dixie/jen called and ask's .... anyone that types eeyore1069 on yahoo ... please do not type her... her yahoo was hacked into and her password has been changed....thanks and love you all.... p.s. mean and evil is in the hospital i will keep you updated

that previous blog from >hapyjacq< which is now hapyshuby to here...... just sooo glad to have myself back .....sounds probably really stupid but i have been hapyjacq for so long that to have it just taken away like that was more than ..... i don't even know what .....all i know is that i so want to get rid of the hurt and that will take the anger with it .... still just funny how some things work... you end one realationship and i don't know it's like there is something there to fill it ... basically i have to make a call to someone i really care for that i haven't spoken with in about 2 years.... okay now i'm rambling so i will stop just really excited to be HAPYJACQ kisses everyone ....mwaaaaaaaaa ..... jacquie

not sure how i'm feeling .... i guess pretty used and abused never in my life have i been turned on so caulosly like i have been the previous week .... so confused at how someone can love you so much and then just show hatred.... guess it must not have been love but lust ..... i opened up a new account (hopefully this one can't be taken away like my other was ) was like a scrap book burned ... that is how i feel .... i sooooo hate being bitter and mad because that is not who i am and i'm mad because someone is making me feel this way with absoulutely no explanation..... i'm just thankful john came here tonite
mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa