you know, i really am a good girl, i like to be naught here, but i am.

on valentine day, i met a guy in chat. i was horny, hubby was gone and i really wanted to play.

well we hit it off, and he asked me if what my pussy was like and i told him "bald". he said he liked hairy women and i said "poof", nice hairy blond bush.

then he asked me if i was a slut, normally i would have left the room but i though, what the hell. so i told he i fucked hubby brother. and i enjoyed one of my female co-workers in the ladies room and a male co worker fucked me in the alley after work and his cum was dripping out of me.

he asked if hubby minded and i said it was not his bussiness--it was my pleasure and i made hubby eat his brothers cum from my pussy.

he was turned on, so asked me to tie him to the bed---this is way outside my comfort zone, but, i told him i had tied him to the head board with my panties and t-shirt.

then i sat on his face and told him to clean my lovers cum out of cunt and pleasure me with his tongue----my finger was so far in her and my thumb was rubbing my clit. he said-yes mistress. way out side my comfort zone but, i am soooo excited.

i then told him my lesbian girl friend was in the room with a strap on and she was going to fuck him.--he said abuse me.

i untied him, told him to roll over and fuck me doggie while my girl friend fucked him----by now, i had a dildo in dreaming it was his cock.

i felt like a real slut.

my girl friend to him to please me, and fuck me in time with her abusing him with the strap on and keep his finger on my clit to make me happy.

i told him his girl friend had walked in and my girl friend and i draged her into bed, screaming and i began to eat her sweet pussy while he banged me and was bangs,

by now, not only do i feel like a slut, i am dream of everything out of my comfort zone.

she calms down, begins to moan and cum in my mouth and squirts. i tell her i made his girl friend cum, squirting. and to keep pleasuring me.

my girlfriend begins to fuck her, while i enjoy her sweet breast. i can barely stand it. one hand typing is all i can do.

he cum in my cunt, my girl friend cleans me, and we kiss, sharing his cum and my juices.

i push him on his back and and sit on his face, and share his cum and my juices with his girl friend. then i tell him to clean my pussy.

i cum

he cums and we stop. i can barely move. he signs off. i sign off. and i am so excited i can not sleep.

at 4 am, i can not stand it any more, i get two dildos and put one in my pussy and one in my mouth and suck on it---i feel like such a horny slut and that point. i have the most delicious orgasm. she just throbs.

i fall asleep and i wake up dream about going to a bar and picking up and father and son, factory works off of the night shift, and they fuck me in the bathroom, and the take me out to their pick up truck, and the one of them takes out a knife, omg, i think i am going to be stabed, and he points it at my tummy and then cut my jeans from my tummy, around my croach, up my crack so i have no pants to protect me and then they take turns and fuck me on the bed of the pick up truck.

i am sucking one and the other is fuckimg me. this fantasy just builds all day, when my daughter goes out of the house, the dildo goes it. i amd un controlably horny.

i can not get this out of my head. i go to sleep dripping. i wake up dreaming that they had friends, the son had covered my eyes with cum, so i could not see, and then one after another they fuck my mouth and pussy until i passed out, gagging on cock and cum.

the dream ended with me waking up in my car, naked, cover in cum and it dripping from my cunt, a used horny slut and they have left me a thousand dollar "tip". i am a used whore, i can not stand it and i use my finger to bring myself to an orgasm.

i am late for work, no time for a shower, i smell like pussy, i put some perfume on, i never wear that, and go off to work.

i don't think i will explore that fantasy again, i have no idea why i had such a reaction and go so turned on, but omg, it was soooooo good.

just two things in closing---my panties are now soaked and if we met in chat, don't expect or ask me to do the "slut" things again.

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i am going on vacation for a few weeks and will not be around. so, i will not be in chat but i will keep up with my friends as best i can. omg, last time i had to go out on the porch so i could check in. lol--"miss", i made sure that the reflection did not show.

omg, i told you about the chat the other nite, well it has left me super horny. i go to bed excited, wake up excite--i had to mastrabate before work this morning or i would have been a mess. and then, i was late for work. the chat was just different. maybe, if i get up the nerve, i will blog a little about it.

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sammie alice

well, i finally got up the nerve and took some pic of me playing and i forgot that it was winter and i had not shaved my legs. no way, my legs are bad enough without being hairy

sorry friends, but i will try again.

hubby has gone off on a bussiness trip. so, i bought a pair of crochless panties for him for valentines day-----but he got home late sunday and was gone today-----so, if he could not see them, and slide his cock in her, i though maybe my nn friends would like to see me slide a toy through the hole and into my pussy. sorry it did not work out.

of course, playing for the pic--i had to be camera woman as well as model, turned me on and i had to find someone in chat to help me take care of my little wet problem---so i met a nice greek guys who helped me. he was different from most of my cyber lovers and maybe it was a cultural things. however, he made my problem disappear.

you know what can be really difficult---lol---typing with one hand.

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happy valentines day, late.

sammie alice

i just posted in the forum about my first case of oral sex and i thought i would share with my friends here as well as some additions.

i went to a catholic high school and was very sheltered. then i went to college and started to date a guy my age there. omg, i had never even made out. well, he had and we spent hours in the lobby of my dorm making out--which was typical at that time. well, after about 10 days of dating, i was in his dorm room and he told me he wanted to kiss me there and finger bang me. i almost threw up, that was so disgusting. well we started to make out, he had a single, and we french kissed (he taught me that too), his hand wandered into my panties and made me wet. his lips went to my boobs, then my skirt around my tummy (it was short), lips to my panties, then panties came down, i said no because good girls did not do that, and his finger just rub me and gently spread her lips and i spread my legs and his lips and tongue enjoyed my virgin pussy. next date, and you know what i wanted, he asked me to suck his cock. i almost threw up again. so we started to make out, my clothes came off, his clothes came off, we layed side to side and he began to eat me. omg, it was wonderful and his cock was right there, at my lips, and omg, it was growing and i did not know it did that. and he was loving me and he begged me to kiss his cock and i was in heaven and what did it matter and kiss became a lick became a suck, and then i tasted pre cum and loved it. he came, i did not know what that was either, and i pushed his cock out my mouth, shocked, and he covered my face with cum.

i was disgusted and called him every name. next i grab his shirt to wipe my face and my tongue circled my lips and, omg, it was delicious. he saw the shocked look change to pleasure and cleaned some cum from my face on his finger and let me lick it. omg, i was hooked. i love everything about it. warm, salty and oh it stired something---omg, it made me really horney.

weedends became 2 or 3 hours of passion. he would eat me while he finger banged me. hand job and blow job from me. then snuggling--omg, i loved it, and we stopped pretending, prelininaries included slowly undressing each other so the snuggling was naked, under the covers with him on top with a soft cock between my legs. kissing passionately. a weekend did not go by when i did not have fresh hickies on my neck and boobs. well young mens cocks do not stay soft and his cock began to rub her lips and clit and it felt so good and he would enplode on my tummy.

he begged me to let him in----i knew nothing about my body--my mom hade told me nothing---because i don't think she knew0--but i knew that was a bad idea.

his finger banging me has begun to open her (i as so tight before i met him, the i could not use a tampon) and i was mastrabing almost daily so she get ready for a hard cock. we were heavy petting and i was so wet and he thrust hard and took my viginity---i screamed,and tried to push him off but his lust had taken over and he pumped and exploded filling me. and then i did not want him n off--i just want him because i love him. we laid there, and then he pulled out, and i began to cry, god was going to punish me and i just knew i was pregant. my parent would disown me. i was scared, comforted me and then my period did not arrive. and i got more scared and my grades tanked. and he began to pressure me for more sex because if i was prenant, i could not get more pregnant. my grades tanked. exam week came along, i could not study, failed almost every exam and then, thank god, aunt flo visited.

we broke up, the guy who got my virginity, set me on the road to flunking out, who was really no good for me (but a great lover) was history. my boyfriend from home took me back, he is now my hubby. i wanted sex with him sooooooo bad but i had had my scare. oral was all we did for two years. heavy petting but only with a condom until he gave me my ring. that night i gave my self to him. no sex without a condom until we were ready to start a family--and i was so fertile---he filled me twice with cum and i was pregnant.

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two friends left in the last couple of days---why---mean people.

i come here for friends, to perv picture, to release my wildest fantasies. to love men and women. i am 58 and chubby, but here and in my mind, i have a perfect body and my body never betrays me. i can release myself and reveal my needs and dreams. i can, omg, i can not beleive i am going to admit this, i can be as slutty as i want. i can escape here.

and i have friend here who i care about as if they were my next door neighbor.

why do mean people want to ruin this. why not just mellow out here.

called work and told them i would not be in today. i feel rotten. maybe the new medicine is kicking in and that is why i feel worse.

i have pic and blog of my friends i have not looked at in weeks and i know i am missing all of the hot news. i really just want to sleep and dream of being naughty. maybe i can dream and finger her, dream of you and i will feel better.

hugs to all, loving kisses,

sammie alice

i thought that after my trip to the doc i would be better--well three days of feeling better and then a quick return to feeling horrid. still around but not being naughty---

xxxxxx to all my friends.

a couple of days after christmas, i caught a virus---actually hubby brought it home and gave it to me as a present. and i have felt horrible for the last three weeks. most of the time i spent in bed coughing and hacking and feeling rotten. i wish i had been doing something else in bed, but i really felt too rotten even if he had offered. anyway, i felt so horrible that i did not even get on the internet for more than about 15 minutes at a time----it was just tooo tiring. and then the thought of perving with my friends and cyberlovers here was just more than i had the strenght for. all i wanted to do was sleep and so that is what i did.

this past weekend is really the first time i even wanted to leave the house to do something except go to work (and i really did not feel well enough to go to work but i had too--i had been out for a weeks vacation (sick) and then a week of sick time.

i feel so unhappy that i have not been able to keep up with my friends blogs and pics and comment. i know that they are just so hot but i just did not feel like could enjoy them properly.

hope to be back more regularly now and enjoy everyones blogs and pics.

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sammie alice

to wish all of my friends and soon to become friends, a very merry and blessed christmas.

over the past several weeks, I have had two of my dearest girl friends have considered leaving because of the way people have treated them here. listening to their concerns absolutes sickens me that that some people could be so mean and so inconsiderate of others feelings. and now i open my friends list, worried that a friend will have left. as we approach the new year, i decided to express my feeling.
nn is a community and just as any community, its members have deep feelings and what they share has a deep meaning to them---it could be pic, or vids, blogs or chatting, but they open their souls to share with others. what they share is important to them and deserves respect and, sometimes, compassion.
everyone comes here with different needs but I think most come here as open individuals with needs to be filled—some sexual, some emotional and some artistic and very open to being wounded by others. some try and pump themselves up by being mean to others—that is not the way a health community behaves. if i think i have hurt someone, said something unkind, i am mordified.
and i hate it when people call others “fake” or “frauds”. i really could care less, how many guys have nothing but pics of girls—but no one says a word----and i worry about the ex girl friend who let him take a pic of her and now her naked body and face is all over the internet (which is wrong). i really don’t care what they post as long as they do not take pictures or prose of another and claim it as theirs or use it to hurt someone—that is fraud.
i view here as a fantasy world—a place I can come and not be worried by my 58 year old body, where I can chat with men and women, and if we hit it off, chat and rub and----you know—until we explode in glorious cum, so wet and hot i remember what is like before children and work and depression and all of the problems of being an adult.
i also view this as a place i have made some wonderful cyber friends who i think of as really friends. what happens to them is just soooooo important to me. and when they disappear or do not log in, i really get worried. and the ones who have deleted their accounts, i wonder what they are doing and if they are safe and well.
let’s start the new year with a resolution of being kind to each other and remembering what we post and share is important to each poster and you can really deeply hurt others though you comments and votes.
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