ate well yesterday----but did not over eat. decided not to join the crazies today for the big sales. omg, i enjoy shopping but not with my 5 million closest friends.

stay safe and naughty.

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sammie alice

i just read a blog about someone whose gf left because he gave her a new increable vibrator. watching the vids, it just pushed her over the edge.

i was in a sex shop years ago and heard a guy talking about buying his girl friend a dildo/vibrator larger than him and i thought, what an idiot. why give your girlfriend something that could perform and turn her on more than he does. why give her something that made mastrabation in her bed alone better than being in bed with you loving her.

i never want to have a toy that turns me on than hubby. he is the person i love and want to make love to. someone ask me why, when i had such an intense orgasm when i mastrabated with a vibrator in my pussy and a dildo in my butt why i never tried it again and i thought, why would i, hubby only has a single cock and he could never double penetrate me.

that is not to say that i have not had fantasies with my cyber lovers here have not brought me to unbeleiveable orgasms---omg yes---i have bit my lip to keep from screaming. the fantasy has driven me there, not the toy that i might use.

lol, time to change my panties.

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be naughty over the weekend.

sammie alice

off for a couple of days in the mountains.

be naughty for me while i am gone.

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sammie alice

daughter went off to a party, hubby came in to the living room and asked if i wanted some afternoon delight. hell yes! off i went to the bed room. i was out of my clothes and in bed, under the covers in a flash------he took a little longer, but it was worth it. we pulled back the covers and began to kiss me, ending at my pussy, then the loving began---first his tongue rubbed my clit, then moved the hood back, and parted her lips with his tongue, darting in and out until i was so wet and hot. i felt his finger go in, and began rub my spot, and i could feel his thumbs fingerprints as he rubbed my clit. then is lips and tongue came back and i just came, so hard, again and again. ask i lay their panting, he spread my legs and rub his cock against my pussy and then pushed him in and began to pump me. no way i would cum a second time, but it was just so good to have his hard cock in me. then he came. and i felt his juice in me. and he rolled off and we heard a noise. i had heard it earlier but i knew the doors were locked so it must have been the birds. besides, there was no way i was going to stop then

then were heard our daughter turn on her ipod. omg, she was home, we did not expect her home for hours, most likely heard us. but, i really did not care. no snuggling, close back on. hubby brushed his teeth--did not want to smell like what he was eating , and we left our bedroom and went for a long walk.

wonderful sunday afternoon.

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sammie alice

went to the chat room tonight, hooker up with a nice guy, was already horney, and he was helping me along and suddenly, he just disappears. i think that something must be going on with the site because i have been having all kinds of problems loading pages. then i got locked out of chat .

then i decided that maybe some soft porn and my vibrator would ease my frustration. soooooooo, i turned on one of the premium cable channels, found what looked interesting, turned it on in the middle and, omg, it was one of my fantasies. mff--one is enjoying it doggie while she was she is loving her girl friends breasts and pussy----so hot and it made me just so much more horny------stroking faster with my vibrator--trying to just get the spot and seems that i always could not just get there, dreaming i was the one in the middle, and the the cable went out. so frustered---and i just could get there. so now i am horny, sleeping and frustrated. .

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sammie alice

faith had a good idea, but i going to stay faithfull and frustrated.

but i think i will enjoy more cyber lovers in the chat room. why save myself for him and just be frustrated when i can mastrabated with a cyber lover who wants me and have a more normal, like any life is normal, life.

thanks friends and lovers for all your kind advice.

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there was a forum question about when did you last had sex. most had gotten some loving within the last week, some in the last hour. mine was three weeks ago. some were just having their lovers almost every day.

i am so happy so many of my friends are getting loving almost daily.

but i really am jealous----once in three weeks, and it was a month before that. and it is not for lack of asking omg, almost begging.

most of my "loving" in the past couple of years have involved my finger, vibrator or dildo or a cyber lover here. i love him so much and i just can not get him interested any more. and sometime, when we might have the chance, i get so mad because of something he has done, usually it is just a harsh word or something unfeeling, i really lose all interest.

i think we spend to much time working or concerned that our daughter will catch us. at this point, i don't think i would not care if she walked in with her boyfriend and caught hubby having me on the dinning room table.

well, i can at least dream

my advise to my friends---never say no to your lover.

yesterday i watch part of "kissing jessica stein"--never saw it before. her female lover comments how she really wants her to physically want her, pay not just emotional attention but physical attention. ultimately that lack of physical attention causes them to break up, and jessica really did not ever see it coming.

as i watched, i made me think about hubby and me. i some that to me, a romantic weekend away would mean that i would come home with out panties on because he had riped every pair from my body because he needed me so bad and i wanted him so bad . has nevered happened but it is a sweet fantasy.

but being married, there is more than just sexual desire and you don't leave just because he is not filling that need.

but still a weekend fuck fest would be just sooooooooo good.

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sammie alice

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hubby has gone off on a week business trip and my daughter is gone for the weekend.

i am just sooooooo made at him. i practically begged him to take care of me for the last 10 days. i knew he was going a way and i wanted him to love me. i wanted to mastrabate almost every day but did not because i hoped that each day would be the day. but day he came home late and nothing. and by the time he got home, i was so mad at him that if he had tried, i would have yelled at him. and then the day he left, i begged him to go to dinner with me. 39 minutes was all i asked for. he would have been 30 minutes late---it was not like he had a plane to catch, he was driving and he said no. was so hurt.

my toys got a work out that night, but i was so unhappy that it just added to my frustration.

he asked if i wanted to come over to spend the night tonight. i asked him if he wanted me to, he said if i wanted. i decide i did not want to be hurt again---come over and spend the night to have him tell me he is too tired to love me, or has work to do--have more life stolen by his job.

so i am sitting at home, watching tv, unhappy----but unhappy is better than unhappy and mad.

i love him so much but he is making me so unhappy. i am so tired of always coming second to his job. and when i try and explain it to him, he really does not listen, thinking of a response instead of listening to me. sometimes i wish i did not love him so much and just went out and found myself a lover. but i just love him to much.

i feel better now. thanks for listening.

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