well, a cyber friend and i have been talking about hooking up in chat for severel weeks--problem is he is 12 hours away and when he is here, i am asleep or at work.

well, last night we im chatted, he was about to get on a plane and, well, you can not do that kind of chatting in the airport lounge and not get in trouble.

unfortunately, for me, it just made me super excited and wet. and there was just nothing i could do, daughter was home so i could not pleasure myself. and the thought of cyber loving with him just ran through my mind again and again. dreaming of a little out of the usual fantasy but so exciting. the difficult part was when hubby finally came home i was ready for bed, he was wound up from the work day and so i in bed, fingering and rubbing my self, just getting more and more worked up about a fantasy with my cyber lover, not wanting to finish and have the bed room smell like pussy and my juices so having to stop and then falling asleep and dreaming about my cyber lover and not hubby. woke up several times during the night thinking of him.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx to all.

sammie alice

i read a blog about premium memberships not being worth it. i disagree. and i am getting tired of hearing about fat women, ugly women, men who pretend to be women, women wh don't show enough, and the list just goes on and on.

people are people and have fantasies. not everyone can look like a model or a porn star. every fantasy is not for me. every picture is not for me. and i don't want every person here as a friend. i don't collect friends.

but, while others enjoy myspace or twitter or facebook, my social network, the place i share my thoughts and fantasies is here. and it costs money to run a site. we either pay or how does the site maintain itself. it does not have advertisement, pop ups or other things to bother us. and i think the advantages of premium are worth it. why, because it really does show how most of us make love or have sex or whatever we want to call it. and we are not all smooth when having sex.

and, you know, the people here are real, not plastic.

anyway, i am happy here, i am going to renew in a couple of months for another 3 years and i have made so many special warm friends here and hurt everytime one of my friends have left.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx to all my friends.

have to go to work early. winter is comming and have to finish up some projects before it is to cold to build them.

asked hubby for some loving this morning and he was to tired.

wet tongues kisses, xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx to all.

sammie alice

i am not a hot dresser. i am actually, even at 60, much more of a tom boy dresser. i look but i really never can see myself in victoria secrets--i am much more jockey or a department stories private lable. orvis or ll bean or eddie bauer is my style far more than the "cute sexy" clothes. i own few dresses---far more skirts and top and pants. shoes----well they are just comfortable. but then i am shopping and i see shoes. shoes that make no sense, shoes that go with nothing i own, shoes that are so tall that i will get a nose bleed. i know that i can not walk in them. but i know that i want them, to take on vacation and wear with a long t shirt and red toe nails coming out of the peep toe. something that says that i am just so fuckable.

and as soon as i figure out how to post a picture, i will show them to you.

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i read about guys wanting to share their wives with another guy. i really don't understand at all. i can understand open relationships, i can understand swinging but i can not understand sharing your wife or husband just to get turned on. that would be the biggest turn off i can dream of----my lover just sharing to watch someone else get what should be mine.

if i was younger, say 20, i would be bi. i have no question about that. to be able to take a girl friendship to another level of intimacy, to tighten that bond to that special level would be something that i think that i would emotionally need. i thnk that it would not be about sex---it would be on an emotional level tha created something between just friendship and giving yourself completely to another.

but would i share her husband or my husband----not unless i had too because they (our husbands) demanded it--not for love or sex with the others man but because they need to have us (the women) to feel secure in their relationship with their wives.

xxxxxxxxx to all.

sammie alice

sometimes i feel envy for my friends here. it is not a word i like attached to me but so many are so beautiful, tight bodies, men and women. omg, know that i am older, but, i could have only dreamed of looking like that.
and so open---sharing pictures of themselves.--i could never do that--i would be afraid that i would break my camera. i can verbally be open, but i could never share such itimate pictures of me---but those that do turn me on---making me dream of my lovers cock slowly parting her lips and the penetrating my wetness and to open my eyes and see a vid or pictue of one of you enjoying your lovers cock, so hard, so real, such a fantasy dream for me.

xxxxxxxxx to all. i think it is play time

They were hidden in a drawer under my panties. Lol where else would they be.

i have a problem. i put my personnal toys (these are the ones that are cock shaped and hubby does not know about) away before we went on vactions and now i forgot where i hid them.

hope i put them away somewhere safe but hubby and daughter will not find them. if not, i might be in some trouble.

coming more and more to the conclusion that you can not fix stupid and the harder you try, the more disgusted you get. and i am worried that sooner or later I really will lose it and start to scream at someone.

where did all the smart people go-----lol, i know, they are all here.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx to all. you help me keep my sanity--what little i have left.

i was younger and hubby was still interested. and we had watched a porn movie a couple of nights before. and it was called "mr. funs wild ride". and one scene showed mr. fun shaving a girl's pussy. omg, i had never seen a bald pussy on an adult woman it it turn me on sooooo much. so virginal. daughter had gone off to a high school football game and we were still in bed. and hubby got up and came back with shaving cream and a razor and proceeded to kiss my pussy, just waking her up and then shaved me and then ate my newly bald pussy, i was so turned on, never had a tongue or lips touch me with no hairy barrier. then he made sweet love to me. condom, of course because i was still fertile, until i came. my bald pussy, his hard cock and i felt like i was a 13 year old being fucked for the first time (it just did not hurt this time lol). she was so sensitive. i asked him to get me my compact and i looked at her, bald and swollen and i just loved how looked and felt. no cream pie but she was wet and swollen and when i touched her, is shivered.

i let the hair grow back, for about 2 years and then the memory of that thanksgiving moment kept return and i decide to shave myself and it felt so good that i stayed that way until this past october when i decide to stop for a while and go natural until the new year. so, i am half way there and i think that the new year will bring hubby a bald pussy to fuck again.

xxxxxxxxxxx to all. enjoy your black friday shopping. i think i am staying in.