suppose to take a day trip to visit some friends, go biking and maybe outlet shopping. if it is just the friends and biking, i will be really happy

xxxxxxxxxxxx to all.

said he was on the way home (it is 10 pm). wanted to know if i had been asleep. grrrrrrr. why should he care? i wonder what he would say if i told him i was here, debating if i should go to the chat room, hook up with a hunk or hottie and have a fantasy together while we pleasured our selves. xxxxxxxxxxxxxx to all my cyber lovers.

Can not decide if I want to go back to natural for a while.

hubby and i have different taste in movies and there are some movies he just can not stand. sooooooo, there is a movie that i want to see, and i told him i would go see it with out him. no big deal, i can go to movies alone. it is not like i am going out on a date or something. so yesterday i call him, tell him i am going to the movies unless he is coming home (he has almost an hour commute). he says he is leaving in the next 15 minutes. so i stay home to eat dinner with him. hour later, he still has not left. today i run the same drill. when are you coming home, i am leaving in fifteen minutes. ok, i will wait for you for dinner. that was an hour and a half ago. he still has not left.

he actually wonders why i get mad or upset. i wonder what he would say if he came home and found me in bed with a lover and made him eat my creampie. omg, i could never do that, but sometimes the thought of revenge sex just has an appeal.

oh well. still frustrated but xxxxxxxxx to all especially my cyber lovers.

The only thing I wanted to do today was sleep. Well not the only thing

i have always worn panties out of the house. hubby was gone at a conference and i was unhappy and horny. so i slept nude last night (no big thing for some but i have not done it since our daughter was born) and it was soooooo nice. and then decide i did not need panties under a long skirt to work. omg, i was ok for a while but then i just got sooooooo turned on. it was anyone who did it to me, it was just knowing there was i was freshly shaved and there was nothing covering her. she was "free" and wet and hungry for his cock. i really wanted his hard cock and he was not there . he got home tonight, tired from little sleep for a week and he went to bed after dinner. no chance for loving but he promised me tomorrow loving. i know i can not got to work sans panties tomorrow and keep my sanity--hope tomorrow night gets he with an awake hubby and a daughter not home

have a wonderful friday. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

as you can read, it was pretty much a disaster. even for me, it was poor english. lol

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx to all.

Got away late on Saturday but still had time for a bike ride before I joined hubby at his meeting. It was nice but it had been so long since my last ride I wore out qiuickly.


Went to the hotel. He was no where to be found. Finally he answered his phone. Was in his room. It was a nice hotel but as I walkeddownthe hall a guy and his escort were going into a room. When I finally got our room and hubby opened the door and as soon as I was inside asked me ifthecouple across the hall were still going going at it. I asked him if he want me to his escorted and I would make the next room jelous. No he said he need to unwind and he wanted to watch the football game and the dinner. I said ok. Dinner was horrible. Football lasted until after midnight. I told him I would be his own private slut for the night. He said he need to go toned to get up early. So I offered to tuck him in the morning. I woke up and he was gone.


So I decided to stay until after dinner. And drive home late in the evening. I had a nice bike ride while he worked saw some hunks came back he wasstill working. Later he called to go to dinner. Not as bad this time then he had to go back to work for a half hour. I knew nothing was going to happen. He was upset about work and tired. So I packed kissed him when he got back. So I could get home before midnight.

So I got home hornet frustrated and unhappy

hubby is gone to a week long meeting. i am sitting here, getting ready to go out to work in the hard. and just watched a vidio here. it was a long slow her on top loving session and just brought back a rush of memories. she was smooth and fit and his cock was long and hard and just did not fail. omg, i miss those day and think about them so frequently when i pleasure my self. loving at 60 is so much different.

any way, he is near enough that i am going to spend the night. hoping that the strange bed will make him interested and maybe i can get him to leave the blinds open

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sammie alice

i just don't have anything to say. work and home just so drain me that i just stare at the page and wonder why am i so empty of words for my dear friends. i guess that fall is coming, omg, i hate the loss of my evenings---or maybe it is just the light, shorter days. i don't know. xxxxxxxxxxx to all.

ps---just know that i think of many of you every day.