Ohhh last night was such a mistake!! I let myself be talked into going out for a little while, having promised myself I would be home early and go to bed straight away since I had a training day in Glasgow today.....

lmao, I really should know myself better by now...and my friends (so called ) they kept throwing sambucas at me and being polite I had to drink them....needless to say, my promise went right outa the window and I was out most of the night.

I can't say that I felt very healthy this morning and most of today!! So tonight I will be having an early night and will hopefully be a bit more with it for day 2 of training!!

After laying awake half the night listening to some seriously heavy rain, I woke up this morning feeling quite good and it is looking nice out there today, so I am going to make the most of my last day's peace and quiet. Me and a friend are jumping into the car and leaving town for the day, dunno where we are going - we just see where we end up......

I got my car back, and it is driving like a dream now....I didn't realise that it wasn't before but after driving it now....mmmmmmmmmm!!!!

And double yay....I made the No. 1 spot on plat's blog!! I knew you loved me Plat

Lastly, no my last blog was not about an ex....or any other person for that matter, something way better than all that kinda stuff...

Right I have to get ready for work, so have a great day whatever you are up to )

I think everybody finds themselves at crossroads in life more than once in their lifetime, and we don’t always make the right decisions at those intersections. I know that is true for me on much more than one occasion so far!

Now, I really and truly am not the type of person to dwell too much on past mistakes - I am more the kind of person to dust myself off and get on with what life has dealt me to get on with.

So, what if life gives you a chance; not to go back and make a different decision, but to have another go at something you walked away from in the past and try again. Would you take the chance if you really believed that you could do it better and make a BIG difference in your life? I know, it sounds a silly question, but the doubts are still eating away; What if you fail? What if the choice you made so many years ago really was the right choice? So many what if's!!

I am so excited by this chance, but I think I have just become so used to making excuses over the years that it scares me now to make the right choice; and the choice I know I am going to make in the end no-matter what...

Just thinking out loud.....

Who turned off the heat, it's damned cold today......i'm freezing!!!

I forgot my phone when I left work last night, so I had to go in to collect it and I ended up staying there for over an hour to give a computing lesson to my manager since she just bought a lap-top but is totally clueless at using it. I think she will need quite a few more before she gets the hang of things, but I think I will patient enough for it.

I am still waiting for my car, it's weird not having it once you are used to driving everywhere again....lol

Since I'm all alone at home just now I haven't bothered cooking much - don't see the point when it's just me and soup or sandwhich has done me so far.....but tonight I want to make something really tasty but have no idea what, so I think I will go trawl for a recipe that looks do-able and yummy.....

A long, boring day at work....blahhhhh, I can think of better ways to spend 12 hours!! I had to take the dog with me so he wasn't on his own all day.

Right now my bed is calling me, so me, my book and my tea are going straight there.....what an exciting life I lead

She passed everything except for one of her credit exams, but she got the General for it anyway.

I can't believe that I actually cried....heeeheeee

Well I phoned her, and she is coming home for a while tonight so she can open them and put us both out of our misery now!!

I took the car to get MOT'd earlier, and when the garage phoned me back it was just as well I was sitting down - its going to cost about £200 all in, which is a serious dent to my finances right now so close after our holidays and everything else.....

Why is it that everytime you just about get on your feet again something always happens to kick you right back down again?

Just as well I have a sense of humour and can still keep laughing at life dammit!!

Something has crashed on my computer.......




and the mouse is now missing!

My kids went away this morning for a week, they are staying with their dad for a few days then going to their gran(his mum) for the rest of the week. So I have the whole house to myself and a chance to get things in order a bit more. Not just the house but my life to!

BUT I have a dilema now......My daughter's exam results just came and I so want to see how she has done. I know, it's addressed to her - wait till she gets back but it's gonna be a tough week with lots of temptation to take a peek....lol

Better try and stay really busy so I don't give in to temptation