I can feel my happy vibe returning partly down to this classic gem I just stumbled upon, that and being in the company of some fantastic friends~ Ohm ))

Well it seems no matter what I do, how pleasant I try to be and no matter how many chances I give a person either something always goes wrong and I know its not me well it is actually I ought to be more cautious..

So there is a witch hunt on at the moment for me, at least it means someone somewhere is getting a break from the sad cyber bulling trolls I suppose. Just block them I am advised, I do so, but that doesnt prevent them from ranting in their blogs the only platform left where they can whinge and complain. I doubt they would venture into forums, they most certainly do not suffer fools gladly in forums thats for sure, But having said that, I am sure the big wave would welcome them, it likes to play with the emotionally and intellectually stunted. Like I was quoted, I leave all the troll bashing to those who are far more equipped to handle the nasties, as they are a new phenomena for me. I have to admit to only trying to show them love, but its not quite the kind of love the are seeking so they get alittle miffed and to be frank all they had to do was be honest and just be themselves.... (

At least support seem to be doing something about it now though, deleting offending blogs. I see the live help is back and in a fixed position too, it was spooky the way she followed you and we have a name~ Hanz Kirstiensen's widget. lol Its a good start by support, as we all have unanswered issues still, but in my case some are finally are receiving attention. So I am off for this Brain scan tomorrow, my electrons are going to get messed up now with along with every other thing within seems this past week and yes despite my 'I am fine dont worry about me' front I am alittle anxious about the results.

I love both bands have done for years since my free festival days back in the 80's, they are both noisy for sure and soooo NOT dance music at all. Just stuff I also listen too and enjoy. As you know my music tastes is rather eclectic, I appreciate all different styles depending upon my mood and where my head is at you would be surprised with my collection actually Its kinda how I feel at the moment in my head, I have my steel toe capped doc martin boots on just stomping shaking my head furiously, but not ranting and raving Thats all...


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Then theres this one I couldnt find the lyrics sorry...

Of the constant attacks from trolls, from men who get jealous when I dont pay them enough attention. The nasty pm's I receive because they feel ignored, be it on status, or commenting on their pictures or pm's getting cross with me for not accepting their friend request when I have no idea who they are and they have made no prior contact to introduce themselves. I have had enough of being accused of having favourites, I have no particular favourite, I have a a select few I am most fond of spending time with and I most certainly do not need to justify myself to anyone for that. Especially those that have very small genitalia and an even smaller intellect. Who clearly think they are gods gift and then are mortified when their neanderthal approach is rebuffed.

We all have our reasons for being here, I am afraid for me, one of them isnt to meet up for sex, or to cam, never has been regardless of how you profess to be so good at it either and so when I decline dont take offence then get nasty there is no need. I am also guilty of perhaps giving people chances, when I ought to listen to that inner voice that says hang on a minute and most certainly of being a tad too friendly with the obvious wrong sort. As is blatantly obvious, I am also very guilty of not paying enough attention and I am always off on tangents. I am guilty of taking a friends word for it their friend is ok for you to get to know and then leaving yourself wide open to hassle

I have a couple of things coming up, I am finally having the MRI Brain scan on Sunday, then I am in for this hernia repair next week (whenever I talk about that I always think its an old person's injury)!! So the recent troll activity was and is not so welcome I dont need much of an excuse to beat myself up, I wont say anything further about that so as not to perpetuate the situation. Some men though, really are chained to the idiot and I sigh as I roll my eyes again

All I have are words and I cant seem to find the right ones either. My heart goes out to you my friend and I am so sorry for your loss I am thinking of you. x0x0x

I sent this album (De~Classified) Off to some who I know would appreciate and that only a handful of you will appreciate to. apologies, with all the talk of fakes invading us of late I thought it was apt in a sense and as usual its dance music from me.....
Ps I might waffle at you soon just to warn you, I have no news as such my life is very mundane. But you know I like to waffle, procrastination and origami are just a couple of my hobbies

Ok so I get to court all gung ho, ready to go down and thats to the cells ok?? the court usher nice lady who er knows of me she suggested speaking with a solicitor the same solicitor I had seen on a previous appearance for this who I knew was an ardent anti bbc tv licence supporter as I but who obviously had to remain impartial. He could see I was utterly committed very adamant about doing the time, he suggested we 'bullshit the three people on the bench' his words not mine, into thinking my benefits had been suspended by the DWP so therefore I had been financially unable to pay the fine yeah right lol to try to obtain my freedom and also use my on going health issues as a good reason too. He gave a very good speech on my behalf while I stood in a totally encased in a high sided wooden and glass box to prevent me from legging it!! The speech worked I was more than happy to speak up for myself but I would only end up ranting and raving at the unjust of it all so he suggested I remained silent but polite when spoken too so lots of yes sir no sir three bags full sir like you do! There were two men one woman (the woman was never consulted from what I saw and seemed to spend all her time fiddling with her acrylic nails)I sat in on a few cases prior to my appearance to get a feel for the vibe of them. I have to admit the main guy sat in the middle a cockney, he behaved as if he was an high court judge (remember these are just lay people under no oath whatsoever who get paid to pass judgement) Delusions of grandeur for sure made myself and the brief giggle actually. Anyways long story cut short, the suspended sentence of fourteen days still stands of which I would have served just seven as I stated previously but I have to admit I am going to try to get the figure of £185 down by maybe twenty or thirty quid then it will only be a matter of days to serve next time and trust me there will be a next time as the brief also suggested trying to draw more attention to my protest next time with getting the press involved. So that mean I am still around to piss some of you off for now no seriously all of your messages, your words of comfort and support so kept me going. I have to repeat my sheer utter gratitude to those of you who even offered me financial support that was incredibly over whelming indeed. I cant sing your praises enough you very very special few thank you so very very much one and all you takecare lots of love from me xxxxxx
Ps you will find information on this web site I totally forgot to mention that I have found invaluable over the past few months personally, it holds examples of the kind of letters the bbc licence enforcement team send out along with personal testimonies of anyone affected by the so called enforcement team too. I have forums a good place to spend time as with our forums there are some good heads who know their stuff in there. Interesting reading indeed I shall just continue to fight the power!!![url]http://www.tvlicenceresistance.info[/url]

I need some blue sky and sun shine today thank you so much for the support guys MWAH Fingers and legs crossed!!! xxxx

Hello gang, the reason for my blog this time is to warn you all I am up in court tomorrow regarding this none payment of tv license fine and I really dont expect to walk out of there either for at least seven days the gits. I have attached the said summons I received by recorded delivery roughly two weeks ago for all you law abiding citizens who have perhaps never seen one. I am really not bothered about it in the slightest, I am more annoyed with the timing as I will no doubt miss halloween and bonfire night too now. I am really not sure what to expect except the worst, my 'suspended sentence' is for fourteen days, but you only ever do half of that usually, the remainder is giving 'in remission. Please dont misunderstand, I have so many extremely generous friends who have offered to pay it for me, some I only know online. I cant tell you how much that means to me, but I really want to continue to be defiant on this and no doubt stubborn too not to mention far too proud to except any offer of help and I really want to thank each and everyone of you who knew about this then offered. I think my friends are just concerned with all the unanswered health issue I have going on at present more than anything, but they also know I can handle this really. So please dont worry if the worst thing happens and I will be around sometime next week or the end of the week if I am lucky (prisons like to make some room come the weekend)!! Plus I am shoving so much stuff up my arse to smuggle in there my mate Kirkj would be so proud I shall certainly miss a great deal of you home and away you will be in my thoughts thats certain. I could do with some positive vibes my personal stash is low oh and a cake with a hack saw hidden within please. By the way contrary to what some of you believe I wont be wearing an orange jumpsuit or a white one with black arrows, you get normal clothes to wear and normal being the operative word there too~There goes my street cred!! You guys you takecare be safe and if you dont hear from me you know why so give me a thought would you please? Love from prisoner 666 x0x0x0x Ps should tell you do the time dont have to pay the fine I need a break too just didnt think it would be at her majestys pleasure!!

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