Well finally managed to get 5 mins on my own today. I've felt so sad all frigging day. Went for a walk and was listening to Dreadzone on the ipod and wanted to weep openly in public.
Very weird.
Trying to think of things that might cheer me up and I've hit a brick wall. I sound like a manic depressive but just having a crap day. Must be my hormones or maybe my moon is rising in aries.

Horray I have been viewed 100 times, well it's some kind of milestone.
Just got back from the gym, which was very quiet so didn't go for a swim after as I only go to check out the woman in the jacuzzi and sauna.LOL. How sad is that. Still no luck trying to hook a wealthy housewife in there though.

I could see you through the kitchen window buzzing about making herself ready for my arrival. It was 10 to 12 and our elicit meeting had been arranged for 12 but I wanted to give her a surprise so had snuck into the garden. I starred for a minute as she uncorked the champagne and placed it in the ice bucket, strawberries were laid out on the kitchen table which had been covered with a crisp white linen table cloth. She look beautiful, her hair was up and free from her neck , her summer dress, a long light and blue cotton, hung from tanned shoulders. The way the dress fell across her breasts I could tell that there was not much on underneath. My heart started quickening as I creep along the wall that led to the kitchen door. It was a fiercely hot day and the door was open. The music was playing, covering my footsteps as I entered she had her back turned and didn’t see me approached. I instinctively grabbed a chiffon scarf she had left on the side and with the other hand I covered her eyes.
‘ Don’t turn around’ I whispered, hoping to sound dominant.
She was startled but realising it was me obeyed. In one swift movement I removed my hand and replaced it with the scarf tying it at the back. I turned her round to face me, she smelt fresh and clean like she had just stepped out of the shower.
‘Don’t make one sound’ I added. We often played this game where one of us would pleasure the other but they couldn’t utter one sound, the force of trying not to cry out would intensify the orgasm. I kissed her gently on her ear allowing my mouth to linger over her lobe. I stepped back and moved her to the edge of the table and kissed her on the mouth gentle so we barely touch. Her breath came in sharp burst as she tried to control herself, forcing herself to hold back and wait. I kissed her neck on both sides and then moved onto her checks and gently kissing her mouth, and parting it with my tongue, she tried to move in for a more passionate kiss but I moved back. Her hands gripped the side of the table tightly. I unbuttoned her dress slowly spending an aeon on each one, as it slowly revealed her nakedness to me, first the top of her chest then her cleavage, it hung to her breasts until I undid the last one and opened up the soft material running across her breasts and hung limply over her shoulders. As I suspected she had nothing on underneath. I stood for a moment admiring her cleavage and the line of her figure as it drew me down to her hips and the soft mound of her pubic hair framed by her silky thighs, gorgeous legs accentuated by the thin heels of her shoes. I started kissing her with more purpose and moved down to her breasts, cupping each one with my hand and drawing the nipple into my mouth, my tongue flicking and caressing till they became firm and erect. I moved my hand across her stomach and my fingers flicked across the top of her pubes. She stiffened slightly and let out a long slow breath. My mouth followed kissing her hips and stomach till I was kneeling in front of her mound. I pushed my hand between her soft thighs and they parted, I was now inches from pussy, I could smell her, a beautiful musky aroma. I kissed her thighs, letting my tongue running in circles every closer to her and then over and around her till I reached the other thigh, each time getting closer and closer till my tongue lightly brushed her clit and the open lips of her pussy. Her knees buckled slightly and she let out a low cry from the back of her throat. I looked up at her beautiful body and her face was slightly contorted, wrestling with being silent by biting her lip. As I moved my tongue over her opening I could feel her juices flowing into my mouth, I ran it the whole length from the bottom to the very tip of her clit, soon I was sucking hard, flicking my tongue under and other it. My hand moved over her pussy, rubbing her even more open with my fingers until first one then two were pushing in and out of her. Her hands dropped onto my head, squeezing it through my hair, her pelvis pushing forward onto my mouth and fingers, cum was dripping freely from her now and I knew she was building to a big orgasm. Still trying not to cry out, she carried on breathing through her nose, the nostrils flared in unison with the low guttural sound from the back of her throat. God I felt so horny now. My cock was pumped up hard and pushing against my jeans. I carried on sucking harder and pushing further and faster into her. Her hands griped my head like a vice as she came pushing my face tight into her as she thrust her hips into it at first voluntary and then as the orgasm took hold in spasms, still she didn’t cry out but I could hear her rapid breaths in quick loud short sharp bursts, her final cry came from low down in her throat, I could visualise her face now, blindfolded but looking skyward, her bottom lip twisted inside her mouth as her teeth clamp any chance of sound and her lovely neck straining the muscles as the waves washed over her. I keep going for as long as I could, at one point her grip was so tight I could hardly draw breath but slowly it lessened until she could stand no longer and holding her I let her slowly drop to the floor...............

I'm beginning to wonder just what you have to do to connect with people on this site. Be a woman I guess. Such a same when you know you have so much to offer and no where to place it.

Hey if you are reading this then leave a pm or comment, would love to feel that there are real people out there.
Peace Out

Well, logged on today and amazed at the amount of cocks that have been posted, didn't rock my boat but there you go. Had to spill my load over hotts pix though, which then left me with the rest of the day to work.
Christ I need a dirty slut to fuck but as yet nothing happen.
Been fantasising over the yummy mummies at the kids school, think I need to be more seductive, perhaps I'll give myself a hard on and wear some tight jeans.