Well, I really thought I might get lucky with The Wife this weekend. We had a weekend at the Casino because we had to work a show here. I figured she usually drinks a bit while she is gambling and I might actually 'get some' .... NOPE! Friday night she is getting ready for bed and I hear 'Damn, I still pave my period' so I know nothing going (I do not care,but she does)so she comes out a cuddles up against me and gets me excited (pretends she does not realize what she is doing to me) and goes to sleep! SHIT I am frustrated. Saturday night we gamble a little bit and we are having dinner and she says lets go back to the room and we can go to bed and I will cuddle up to you when we go to sleep. This time I am smart enough to say no way! She asks why, and I am very blunt in telling her that I am tired of being frustrated, that if she is going to cuddle up to me, she should be ready to do more! She pouts, but does not make any offers. We go back to our room, watch Saturday Night Live and go to sleep on separate sides of the bed. 5:30 AM I get up and start browsing NN and write this. Oh, well, another weekend without sex. Hopefully I can manage to hookup with The Ex sometime this week.

Yea! Just got a new video camera that should be easy to use. Hopefully I will now be able to get some vids of me and The Ex (maybe even The Wife as well)

After another declined advance by The Wife last night, I had plans to get with The Ex today. Had an early neeting and then picked up The Ex and went to my house went upstairs and she asked me to rub her nipples and masturbate her. This was a first, but very exciting. I did as she asked for about 10 - 15 minutes and she came hard. It was so exciting to watch her pussy drip as she got more and more excited. After she came. I slipped on my condom and fucked her hard for about 5 minutes or so. came hard myself. It was good. More later

So last night we went to bed and I decided to see if The Wife was interested, so I moved over to her side of the bed (have I mentioned that I hate King Size Beds?) and 'snuggled' up next to her and started kissing on her and said how about making love? she snuggled back and returned the affection, getting me excited. I figured at this point we were heading toward a good ending to a sucky day. Of course she rubbed on me, got me more excited and proceeded to go to sleep! turned away from me stuck her but around my dick and that was the end of things. MAJOR Frustration! Oh Well, What did I think would happen?
Anyway met with The Ex today and she asked what was wrong, and I pointed out that it had been a few weeks since we had gotten together. She said that we would have to rectify that and that we would get together Thursday and or Friday.
We will see ......

Well this past week has been good from a business standpoint, I am working with a few great folks on building a new business for myself and that is fun and turning profitable. The problem is that business is interfering with my sex life! The Ex and I have tried 3 times to get together and because of my multiple business obligations, we have not been able to and we are both soooo frustrated! Had breakfast with her yesterday and we were standing at the counter after we ate while I got some food for our kids and suddenly she was gone (?) I went to look for her and found her outside. I asked what happened and she said that she had 'started'. I was like, damn, no wonder you have been so horney for the past week. It is nice when the PMS = horney not bitchey.
Today I am 'home alone' and she has things to do that she cannot change, so another day without sex ... oh well .... on to the weekend.
At lease work is going better and it looks like I will start getting my debts under control soon.

I thought I had added this late Wednesday, but it is not here sooo -
Wednesday about lunch time The Ex came by and we knew we had only about 45 minutes to spare, so we took a quick shower and went to my 'guest' room. She lay down and asked me to start by going down on her and rubbing her always sensitive, eraser like nipples. I did this and brought her to her usual, screaming orgasm at which point she was like, hurry up and get your dick in me while I was working at getting my condom on. I got it on and we fucked vigorously for about 5 minutes when I came hard. In the minutes after she said that she is going to get with her doctor and get back on the pill, because she is tired of having to wait while I put on a condom. Yeah! Bareback with The Ex!
Hope everyone has a great weekend!

Well, we went to bed last night and The Wife came to bed with white moisturizer on her lips so I said since I cannot kiss your lips, can I kiss a few of the other orifices? She laughed (which I took to be a good sign) and I started by kissing her nose, ears, eyes, and moved down to her pussy. Unfortunately it has been a few days since she shaved and it was like licking sandpaper plus she would not open her legs enough for me to get to anything but the very top of her slit. I did this for about 10 minutes before I got bored since there was no reaction from her. I decided that I might as well see if I would get to fuck her and moved up. This is where is got good (or at least better than usual) After a few tries I got in with no additional lube and started pumping. Since I had jerked off twice earlier I had pretty good staying power. I fucked her for about 10 minutes or so and she came (I think) twice HARD. Finally I got moving faster and came myself, but kept going and I think I brought her to one more small orgasm. All in all not a *bad* fuck, but not the passionate lovemaking that we used to have for the first 2 or 3 years of our relationship, and not really even as passionate as it is with the Ex.

Well, after a VERY frustrating weekend with The Wife choosing to keep her legs closed *again* I finally got out of sorts enough last night that I went to the upstairs bedroom to sleep. Did not really sleep well as I was so angry. Got up this morning and went to my (home) office. Wife came in after a while carrying one of our birds and said good morning in a rather cold voice. We did not really talk much, but I did help her fix breakfast for the Birds. I went to take care of things on one of my jobs and came home. When I got home, I realized that I needed to write a letter to The Wife to finally really let her know how upset I am. I wrote the letter, but I am not sure shat to do with it, I really wish I had someone to 'proof' it before I give it to her, but I have no one here. OOPS GTG she is home!

So yesterday, we spent the day at a street festival and other than sore feet and legs, it was a pretty good day. We get home, and have dinner / watch a movie and are going to bed. I figure since it has been a good day and now over a month since we last had sex, I will give it a shot. I start cuddling with her and reach down to rub her pussy and find that it is freshly shaven (it figures since she showered this AM) I comment on it and she says 'of course, I do that once a week' I reply that I would not know since we never have sex (probably not a good reply). She wants to finish watching the show on tv and when it is over, suddenly her stomach is upset. When she comes back from the bathroom, she says she just wants to slide next to me and that she knows that I will be uncomfortable. She gets next to me, puts her hand on my dick thru the covers and she goes dorectly to sleep! I am beginning to think that she is a real bitch!

Ok, so I have a hammock that is on my back porch and the weather is GREAT in the evening. Since I grew up sleeping on this type of hammock, and I usually take a nap out there on the weekend, I figured that I would see if The Wife wants to sleep out there with me sort of figuring that it could be a 'different' atmosphere. Wellllll Nooooo her answer is nope I am sleeping in my bed, you do what you want. Now, is it just me, or does that seem like she really dosen't care?