Today was a very nice day... and I found out that I can do something I so far thought was impossible for me.
Given the evidence I gained today I do in fact have a g-spot... and what can I tell you... WOW!

Nothing but a smile on my face.

A girl sometimes has to go christmas shopping for herself... or, maybe some male that might see it.

I have always owned a pair of "fuck-me heels" and not too long ago I met someone who is really into the looks of them. And what shall I say, with a real reason to buy them the boundaries are gone. Luckily the fashion is nice to a girl like me and you can get that kind of shoes, at a reasonable price, in normal shoe shops at the moment. Some might say I went wild. Some might say it was about time. Anyway, now I am the proud owner of three more highly erotic pair of shoes, two pairs of boots and one pair of not that usual heels.
Just looking at them brings a smile to my face. I can hardly wait to show them.

i was in a chatroom today (not here) and there i had a conversation with a male. it was pretty obvious from pretty much the beginning on that he was dom, but what we talked about was not sexual, so i did not mind the slightest. well, the conversation did take a bit of a turn later on and no, i will not use this very word.

he told me about his sub. told me that her favourite thing was cervix stretching ("ewww" from my side) and that he had always thought that this is really handy because that makes abortion easier. and pretty much in the very sentence he told me that his sub was about to have her fourth (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) abortion within almost two years tomorrow, because he does not allow her to take any contraceptives.

i mean there are all kind of sexual preferences and i am fine with that. but this? i am sorry, but this is not normal.

in my neighbourhood there are more police stations than i think anywhere else in austria. so seeing police cars is pretty much my average out-of-the-window-view.

today i was stopped by one of the plainclothes cars just when i pulled out. so i pulled over, cut the engine and then a thought enters my mind. shit... i have no driving licence or insurance paper or whatever with me. all i have is my atm-card and my key. so i smile my friendliest smile when they leave their car, hands on gun.

you never guess what happens then. they look at me, look at each other and give me a sign to drive on. by then my smile was not even xxxxxx any more.

so i guess they were looking for someone special who was driving a car similar to mine, but i was still lucky as hell they thought that looking for whoever was more important than an average licence and whatever else control... cause then, i would have been screwed... and not in a good way

my internet hates me!!

well, not just me, pretty much everyone in this building. we all share one connection, which usually is no problem unless you want to surf at 7pm, but now it disconnects pretty much every 2 minutes. which is no fun at all!! i have received more errors today than probably most others have in a couple of years.

try talking to someone online when you have to start the messi again with every other sentence you write... or receive.
going to kick the super tomorrow... at a place where it really hurts... this is serious!

just in case you are looking for me... i am that tiny bit of brown hair right within this big piles of paper that a) i just produced or b) is stuff i need to write all the due things.

going in again

Where is your cell phone? - bed
Your significant other? - munich
Your hair? – long
Your mother? - stressed
Your father? - not
Your favourite thing? - closeness
Your dream last night? - none
Your favourite drink? - sparkling
Your goal? - smile
What room are you in? - bedroom
Your hobby? - books
Your fear? - bugs
Where do you want to be in 6 years? - neverland
Where were you last night? - restaurant
Something that you aren't? - skinny
Muffins? - yes!
Wish list item? - hug
Where you grew up? - countryside
Last thing you did? - tv
What are you wearing? - blanket
TV? - yes
Your pets? - dog
Friends? - lovely
Without friends? - lonely
Your life? - okay
Your mood? - tired
Missing someone? - yes
Your car? - repaired
Something you're not wearin? - everything
Your favourite store? - books
Your favourite colour? - olive
When is the last time you laughed? - today
Last time you cried? - 2nd
Who will resend this? - ?
Where do you go to over and over? - bathroom
Five people who email me regularly? – regularly?
My favourite place to eat? - home
Favourite place I'd like to be at right now? - munich
Four people I think will respond? - ?

Merry Christmas to all of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xx

getting a bit nervous here... tomorrow i will hopefully have loads of sexual fun. i am going to try something new, and well, the nerves start to become a bit unsteady now.

going on a three hour drive for that... and i will be back tomorrow again... so it will for sure be a full day.

in case you are wondering, no, Mr.B is not comming along... that is my thingy, but he knows about it and is pretty much as excited as i am.

i am head first in my wardrobe at the moment swearing a lot and looking for clothes i could wear.

keep your fingers crossed, both for the clothes and for tomorrow.
xx

I am sure it was not planned this way, but I just got a great early christmas present from Mr.B. He just sent me a couple of pics of what he does, sexually, when i am not around, and I must say, those are hot pics! Some of you guys could learn from him .

Off now... hopefully dreaming of the stuff I just saw on this pictures.