Wow. What an amazing voice. And she's so...erotic...

Beef bulgogi with hot sauce.



Potstickers; I usually make them at the same time. (Didn't this time because I didn't feel like making a 30-some mile round trip to get them.) The instructions say something about boiling and/or steaming them. Don't. They're the Korean equivalent of an egg roll and who wants to eat boiled egg rolls? Yuck!

A friend I went to AIT with (for those who don't know, that's military training after basic) has been on my mind frequently of late. You know how sometimes when you first meet someone, you feel like you've always known them? That's how it was with T. She's the most beautiful woman I've ever laid eyes on. 5'7, natural dark blonde hair, green eyes. Every time we stepped into the mess hall, there would be sudden silence as every male would turn to stare at her. Most of the females hated her which was really sad because she was also one of the sweetest people I've ever known. Being the daughter of a minister and having been a model, one would wonder what she was doing in the military. She was trying to prove to her father and her ex-fiance that she could do things on her own. I regret not keeping in touch with her. I found out from someone that was in our same unit she had attempted suicide and was sent home.

My friend's birthday is coming up...she wants a toy...is it just me or should she be getting one herself? Maybe I'm being a bit uptight about it, but I always thought that's the kind of gift to give or receive from someone you're (sexually) intimate with.

Oh look, it's past my bedtime. Again. I feel sleepy. And content. Who can ask for anything more?

This is my favorite song...the only one I like more than "Just Like Heaven." There's a lot of music I like tons, but none I've listened to, repeatedly, for a good year.

Made beef bulgogi earlier. Just relaxing now, feeling content. Eating jellybeans...mostly the starburst sour ones.

I've been reading "The Killing Floor" by Lee Child...it's one of the best books I've read in a long time. (In other words, I'm not skipping to the ending, reading it straight through.) It's what's been occupying my time the last couple of evenings.

So, my therapist and I were talking about emotions and relationships. I've never thought of myself as being a controlling person. I'm an easy-going, laid-back, go-with-the-flow type of girl. But my feelings, that is something I definitely do not like not being in control of. She said that's something you have no control over, and she's going to demonstrate that next week. I am so (not) looking forward to it. But the way to grow is to learn and I have to start somewhere.

I don't keep a diary, but I do journal from time to time. (And yes, there's a difference.)

The best part of my day was spending a couple hours this afternoon with my oldest. She did my hair and even treated me to lunch. And after she cut a gentleman's hair, he told me I have a wonderful daughter. One of the best compliments ever. But I think it's time for a margarita and "Psych."

Shirley is awesome but I prefer her red hair.

I enjoyed seeing all the beautiful peepers in TWL's blog challenge.

Trying not to stay up too late. Have a meeting with my friend and her lawyer at 10 and I have to pick her up for that. So I have to take a shower super early in the morning. (Can't stand wearing much clothes right out of the shower; gives me the very uncomfortable sensation that they're sticking to me.) Her daughter called her last night crying, wanting to come home. And in spite of all my friend said, she was re-organizing everything for her daughter and grandson. Personally, I think I would of given her the number to the women's shelter, but then, I would never be in a situation like that. If you don't teach your offspring accountability for their actions, and consequences, both negative and positive, they're going to have issues getting along in society. (Not to mention all kinds of other issues.)

Well, at least I'm getting my hair done tomorrow. Not sure if I'm going to stick with this pale blonde or go a little darker. And I think that's enough procrastination for one night.

Jeez, me and my adhd...I forgot to title my blog...oh well. I get distracted easily. And it seems to happen way more frequently of late. I watched my movie today cause last night, just before I was going to jump in the shower, my oldest and her fiance came home...hadn't seen them all week...and she wanted to watch "Pitch Perfect." (Fat Amy is my favorite character in that.)

Hoping tomorrow is warmer. It seems like the only really nice days are ones to which I have prior obligations. And I'm finding myself getting chilled so much easier.