i remember benjie thai once saying that silence is more powerful than words....right now i couldn't agree more...and i thank her for her blogs.....

on another note... i get a tattoo on thursday... with alan too... i'm sooo excited....

hope everyone had a happy monday..... mwa jacq

have you ever had something happen... that wasn't cool ....then feel kinda like shit was flipped a bit??? i'm kinda feelin that way....i'm sure someone can relate to that....

alan and i are getting tattoo's on friday... has nothing to do with my back ...and everything to do with me and al....a patient of mine is doing it... oh hell i just remembered he's a member here too.... hahahaha how funny is that....

2006 is coming back in crazy ways... my brother that i met in october 2006 called me this morn... his dad passed away yesterday...he broke my heart..i'm truly sorry for his loss.. he asked me to promise him something...he asked that we never lose touch....i promised...

hope you all had a kick ass weekend with octoberfest and all... and if da toy is right and i should have fallen back i'm gonna scream in the morning.... lol .....

mwa jacquie....

p.s. this is some funny funny shit... not all of you may know but most probably do...my neighbors hate me... really really hate me ... well except for the ones directly next door... so we had these new peeps move in ... they are loud as fuck... louder that us... so they are drunk tonite and some dude is just yelling jackie(spelled diff cause it's not me) get the fuck over here.... jackie i said shut the fuck up and get over here... blah blah blah... they were fighting.. but i told paul any neighbors who heard it i'm sure think i was involved somehow... hahaha scandalous......

i quit my job... they were cunts for lack of a better word... don't know if anyone remembers but... when i got my new job they tried to get me fired... called the district mng and said i was threatining and harrassing their employees blah blah blah....

today R (district mng) called me.... she said do you know so and so? i said sure do... she said we hired her will that be a problem?? i said absolutely not i'd love to talk to her... she was my co-worker at the place that tried to get me canned...

she quit before me but blamed it on home life... she went back after i quit... makes me wonder...definately will have some trust issues... i don't however think i'll give her the satisfaction of asking her one question about the whole ordeal.... we shall see i suppose... thank God tomorrow is friday.... mwa jacquie

monday... got my nails done....
oh and alan got an interview... i had a work hook-up for him...

tuesday.... al interviewed and got a job... al also quit his other job....
i got my hoo haw waxed

wednesday...i had to assist a frickin root canal and deal with a patient with seriously argumentative dimentia...
al had his 1st day of work... and the owner was not so nice he says... almost made him cry...

wednesday nite... yeah i'm drinking..... hope you all had a happy hump day....

mwa jacquie

*edit* almost forgot ... when he went to his 1st day at work the lil tramp that lives down the road worked there....who knew... she quit cause they hired al... hahaha

like how come you can't just get your nails done without smudges .... just once....

like how you're textin someone and they just stop... like bam ... nothingness...

like how everyday when ya leave work your nose stuffs up and ya get a headache....

like how the fuckin cat can't drink out of a dish and will only drink running tap water.....bet if i shoved her under the running water a few times it would cure that... hahahahaha...

hope everyone had a happy monday... i just got a text...

mwa jacquie

i had a great one... went into OT at work so i left pretty early... i went shopping..... woooo hooooooo....

victoria secrets is having a panty sale and well i'm addicted to panties... now before you all think i'm nuts paying 5 bucks a pop for a thong.... this is the beauty of it... i order supplies from one company at work.. to show me they're appreciation for using them they send me gift cards.... so it's the best kind of shopping... i didn't spend a dime....

my cell phone went tit's up.... so i took it to the verizon... they couldn't fix it so i got a replacement... no charge... the only monies i spent was i hit a sale at old navy and i got alan 2 shirts 10 bucks for both... he only liked one... and paul didn't like the other so i'll see if dale wants it...

hit costco... took myself out for lunch... checked out a new safeway .... just a good good day for reals.... hope everyone else enjoyed their day too.....

mwa... jacq

the test results are in...or rather they have been in...and with the slight quirk here and there... i'm healthy...yay....

some shit happened though that really got me to thinkin about... things...things i wanna blog / don't wanna blog..so i guess i'll leave it at i'm healthy

everyone have a happy happy friday tomorrow... i will i'm going shopping at victoria secret ...hehehehe....

mwa jacquie

it's funny how certain things make you think about other certain things..

i was told the whole time i was growing up that my granny died of a broken heart.....

she was 56.... i was 6....

hope everyone had a happy monday.... mwa jacq

seriously i have kept up with blogs .... but i have been very non-commenting lately.... don't know why guess just wrapped up in my own shit...

alan got back with his man.... yay....it blew over... he left last monday i think... and well i have seen him only once because i ran into him at the store... other than that he's been keepin in touch via text messages... oh and he got a job.... whew i don't have to kick him out.....

craigs list... don't know if you all know what it is... kinda like a giant online classified... anyway i always look at missed conections... and last monday there was one that stuck out.... it said... to the beautiful woman in the gt mustang...the place where she was and the time ... well i had to respond to that....took a couple e-mails back and forth and then she sent one saying that she's sure that woman had a tattoo on her shoulder...well i don't think there is a plethora of chicks my age.. with my car... in that parking lot at that time with a tatt on her shoulder .... the thing that really blows my mind is she's 23 (24 next week)... and what she does for a living... she told me she really knows a pole... i was like wow... so can't wait to see how this all plays out...

my health... isn't the greatest right now so i'm told...tests are being run ... whatever they reveal will determine if more tests are needed... or i suppose what needs to be done to get me back to being healthy... i think what they ran tests for the other day is probably what it is....i'm not ready to talk about it till i know what for sure and how bad it is... i do however have every confidence that i will be alright....

hope everyone is having a super weekend.... mwa jacquie

boys are that is .... gay ... staight.... bi .... wondering... they are all just crazy... period.... and chicks aren't so right either.....